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Shaadi: Crystal Method LightofHope20 14 views Hey guys it's Hope again! ^-^ Decided, since my old laptop died (and all the Yu-Gi-Oh! episodes are on there, and not on my new computer lol!) That I would just create a vi...
A New World... LightofHope20 21 views This is a put together of some of my most finest work over the past few years, that I've had on paper and in writing on my wordpress blog. I am very excited to announce a n...
Happy Mother's Day! Mommy! LightofHope20 12 views I've made ish something for youuuuu. =^^= Enjoy! Love you!
Zykara, the flying kitty! Introduction! LightofHope20 24 views Hey guys, what's up? I got this graphic tablet now, and it lets me draw a lot easier than with a mouse. =) I'm quite satisfied with my work, I hope you like it too! Anyways...
Shaadi's Conversation With The Pharaoh LightofHope20 40 views Again boredom got the best of me! xD Enjoy! ^_^
Animation: Work in Progress LightofHope20 26 views I got into animation all of a sudden. xD Maybe because I'm really bored. LOL! Enjoy the short bad drawings, I MEAN! Nothing... xD
Pika Pi ピカチュウ Butterfly Remix LightofHope20 375 views I love Pikachu! ^-^ Sooo cute!
Yakuu's Demise LightofHope20 70 views An Epic Death of my PWI character. LOL!
PWI-BigHearts Good-bye Party! LightofHope20 211 views Heaven's Tear welcomes you one of our beloved guilds! BigHearts! Join us as you see through the eyes of a Assassin part of this faction and say good-bye to Rising Tide, the...
PWI-Scarlet Ninetails LightofHope20 492 views This is my gay Barb riding a girly mount. xDD *joke* No he's not gay, I just like to humiliate him. :P Enjoy. ^ ^

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LightofHope20

Latest Activity

Feb 12, 2012

Date Joined

Nov 19, 2007

About this user

I do enjoy talking to myself LOL!, that's one detail, I do not like to socialize, Its like I want to connect, and then five minutes later...forget about it. I have a lot of pressure to know how to respond back, I get nervous. I can't think of anything else let me get back to you on this.

Ok that's changed I think I'm now pretty social, the only issues I have now are lack of motivation and energy. LOL! But, hey? Who doesn't haha. Yeah I mean I can understand being an older person with the energy decrease, but I'm still young!!!! Ahhh not right, not right! So the point is force yourself to do activities and try new things opening your mind is the key and fighting negative thoughts. Now did I mention that you cannot smile, no sir, you cannot smile!...of course I'm kidding, damn it smile. ^^ Hehe yeah I know I'm weird.

_♥_♥___♥_♥_ Put this
♥___♥_♥___♥ heart
_♥___♥___♥_ on your
_♥_Shadi_♥__ page if
___♥___♥___ you love
____♥_♥____ Shadi
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I'm also a pretty depressed person at times, ok I take that back, most of the time. xD Ok why do I laugh about that, don't ask. ^^ ... :/ Ah... well it also makes me very sad to see people fighting across the world, I really want people to get along and I want there to be love and peace, I know that's not very realistic, which is why I've learned to hate living on this planet which is probably why I created the Keesia character, (if you want to know about it please check my blogs I could really use some support lol it's been awhile since I've added more things to it). But... it's also hard for me to not see many Shaadi fans out there... I will never forget the time I was at the waiting room to the hospital holding Shaadi's picture in my hand and the woman who was transitioning me to the hospital asked if Shaadi was related to a terrorist ... for one thing I am not afraid of people from the middle east, even though Shaadi isn't Muslim (he's from Ancient Egypt) I've grown quite accustomed to gazing almost all day long at the image of Shaadi's robes and his eyes, I want to be with that person very badly. It is also very important for me to be accepted by outsiders, I don't know why though. There was this program at my school, and it is called Challenge Day. It is a day where about 100 people go to share their hurting hardships and what they have to deal with every day and what has happened to them. I believe every person should go to that program at least once in their lifetime. =) I know that I need to keep being hopeful and keep trying to hold on for the right remedy, I can't just end my life because that would hurt the people that love me and I can't do that to them. I'm selfish but not that selfish. I literally don't know what to do anymore. I believe that current society does not know how to help people with depression. -_- I have a very negative attitude that I've actually been trying to go against. Because I have learned to not be "effected" by outside forces, I cannot heal by love. Not matter how much I want this to go away and take in any comfort, I can't... Not only have I learned to push away the bad, I've also pushed away the good! To unlearn my brain, is there a way? I used to daydream a lot, it was an easy habit to do, but like with all things, it ended... I have been facing pain now for the last 6 years of my life, I ran away before, now I can't help but feel the bad feelings. I shouldn't hurt myself anymore, I have issues dealing with my frustration and depression. What ever happens I can't just give up, that's the cowardly way and I'm NOT going to do that tragic ending. I just need to keep breathing and living and focus only on feeling happy, take one day at a time and fill my life up a bit more. =) Life is pain, suffering is optional.

Hometown

Somewhere out in space. xD

Country

United States

Occupation

Graduated from High school with honors! ^_^

Interests

I love Shaadi!! For those who are clueless right now, shame on you! *jokes* Yes, so if you wish to know, type in Shaadi Worshiping Day. Oh I almost forgot, yes Shaadi is from Yu-Gi-Oh!, now if you don't know what that is, I'm in complete awe. 0_0 But, no matter. Ok so what else ah!. I started playing a game called Perfect World International MMORPG, it has amazing graphics! And you get to ride on mounts such as a phoenix, you can even swim under water, and tame animals, and its all in 3D. That's right! Its obvious that I'm obsessed I can't stop rambling on about it's details. Well those are my basic interests/ values/obsessions. Anime: Azumanga Daioh, Pokemon, Yu-Gi-Oh!, Death note, Digimon, Spirited Away, Princess Mononoke, Nausicaa of the Valley of the Wind, Bleach, Arjuna, and Disgaea. As for just plain ol hobbies and interests, I love ice skating, video games, (duh!) Lacrosse, field hockey, Spanish, Algebra, I love birds and cats, (not so much a dog fan, sorry) writing, board games, politics, tap dancing, playing my electric piano, traveling, anything that involves flying like a bird, (para sailing, hang gliding, being in a plane, you name it!) Dance Dance Revolution, hanging out with my best friend Shawnee, and so yeah that's to just get a taste of what I'm like. ^_^ Oh be sure to check out my Word Press blogs, here they are: http://guardianshaadi.wordpress.com/ and http://keesiazakaria.wordpress.com/Update: It's official Perfect Word International is my favorite video game, no seriously I've been playing it for about 2 years now. xD I've got a lvl 92 Herc/Veno (went Sage, yeah extra chi rules *thumbs up*), lvl 80 Cleric (yeah who doesn't like to heal people?!), lvl 100 Sage Barb (omg tanking is awesome you feel powerful and protective over your squad pals ^^), and lvl 80 Archer (long distance criticals can't beat that xD). I am not as into this game anymore as I used to be though.

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