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Only madness knows my name...
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Are you suffering? ~~ Plague Rats and Muffins United :))
About Me:
For this darkness I gave my light
For this wisdom I have lost my innocence
Take my petals
And cover me with the night
EA: Is it the smoke that smells like vanilla? Audience: Yeah. EA: Yeah, they do that to mask the chemicals that are actually killing you.
If that happens again someone's gonna get shot.... with an arrow of love!
I was reading everything under the sun from music history to feminist literature to Shakespeare, which is why I'm not a complete idiot at this time.
Nothing in my life has ever made me want to commit suicide more than people's reaction to my trying to commit suicide.
Oh, and I certainly don't suffer from schizophrenia. I quite enjoy it. And so do I.
I don't have OCD OCD OCD.
We had people fainting during the last tour, but I'm aiming for people to actually drop dead at this one.
Then I break a glass and I slit my own innermost thighs so that I can pretend that I'm menstru--- well, unavailable.
'You' he said, 'are a terribly real thing in a terribly false world, and that's why, I think, you are in so much pain.'
"You're so easy to read but the book is boring me."
"I only sleep with people I love, which is why I have insomnia."
Falling is just another way to fly.
"Studies show:
Intelligent girls are more depressed
Because they know
What the world is really like
Don't think for a beat it makes it better
When you sit her down and tell her
Everything gonna be all right
She knows in society she either is
A devil or an angel with no in between
She speaks in the third person
So she can forget that she's me"
"Perfume was first created to mask the stench of foul and offensive odors...
Spices and and bold flavorings were created to mask the taste of putrid and rotting meat...
What then was music created for?
Was it to drown out the voices of others, or the voices within ourselves?
I think I know."
"I am my heart's undertaker. Daily I go and retrieve its tattered remains, place them delicately into its little coffin, and bury it in the depths of my memory, only to have to do it all again tomorrow."
"Awareness is the enemy of sanity, for once you hear the screaming, it never stops."
"It is not seen as insane when a fighter, under an attack that will inevitable lead to his death, chooses to take his own life first. In fact, this act has been encouraged for centuries, and is accepted even now as an honorable reason to do the deed. How is it any different when you are under attack by your own mind?"
"I can explain myself: If you want to be safe, walk in the middle of the street. I'm not joking. You've been told to look both ways before crossing the street, and the sidewalk is your friend, right? Wrong. I've spent years walking sidewalks at night. I've looked around me when it was dark, when there were men following me, creeping out of alleyways, attempting to goad me into speaking to them and shouting obscenities at me when I wouldn't, and I suddenly realised that the only place left to go was the middle of street. But why would I risk it? Because the odds are in my favour. In the States, someone is killed in a car accident on average every 12.5 minutes, while someone is raped on average every 2.5 minutes. Even when factoring in that, one, I am generously including ALL car-related accidents and not just those involving accidents, and two, that the vast majorities of rapes still go unreported [...] And, thus, this is now the way I live my life: out in the open, in the middle of everything, because the middle of the street is actually the safest place to walk."
"DeathWish: You spent some time working with Courtney Love and Billy Corgan on a creative level, how did this experience help your growth as an artist?
EA: It didn't -- it stunted it entirely. I gave up over a year of my life and career helping Billy with his flop of an album and designing and building all of the costumes for his music video. With Courtney, we were friends, but I spent years working to record and promote her flop of an album only to find that my value increased every time I peed in an orange juice bottle so that she could fake her way through a drug test. Not exactly a haven for artistic growth."
"Doubt thou the stars are fire
Doubt thou the sun doth move
Doubt truth to be a liar
But never doubt I love"
Your corset is your armour. Lace it tightly: breathing is unimportant.
All quotes by Emilie Autumn, the most wonderful and talented female creature in this world.
Hometown:
Better to rule in hell than to serve in heaven.
Occupation:
Student
Companies:
Living life till it ends (I'm not getting paid for this..it is voluntary work)
Interests:
Listening music, reading, writing, drawing, designing, internetting, poetry, victorian era, corsets... ♪♫•**•.¸♥¸.•**•♫♪
Movies:
That 70's show, according to Jim, the nanny, two and a half men, the big bang theory, Sissi, Corpse Bride, English detectives, Pirates of the carribean.
Music:
~~Emilie Autumn~~, Evanescence/Amy Lee, Epica, Within Temptation, Nightwish, Delain, Avril Lavigne, Dark Sanctuary, I nine, The Birthday Massacre, Paramore, Katy Perry etc. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 4 o'clock 4 o'clock Never let me sleep I close my eyes and pray For the garish light of day Like a frightened child I run From the sleep that never comes 4 o'Clock 4 o'Clock Out of bed I creep To climb this tower of shame But the hour's still the same ONLY MADNESS KNOWS MY NAME AT 4 O'CLOCK Why can we never go back to bed? Whose is the voice ringing in my head? Where is the sense in these desperate dreams? Why should I wake when I'm half past dead? Sure as the clock keeps its steady chime Weak as I walk to its steady rhyme Ticking away from the ones we love So many girls, so little time Only slumber never came Only madness knows my name At 4 o'Clock Why can we never go back to bed?
Books:
The Asylum For Wayward Victorian Girls - Emilie Autumn, The turn of the screw - Henry James, Jane Eyre - Charlotte Bronte
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Al een tijdje weer geleden. Maar what are you up to?
Nog veel beleefd?
Ik heb nog wat evenementen bezocht. Chillen, werken, oe oe en een website die af is en online is.
>_> Nu alleen nog de geupdate versie online zien te krijgen.
Owja en dit keer was roze zaterdag in groningen geweest. (dichtbij voor mij)
Dus daar ben ik ook geweest. :3 was gezellig.
Heb ik nogsteeds niet gezegd hoe Toscane was? Nou, het was superleuk! Het bestond vooral uit kerken enzo bezoeken, maar dat vind ik evengoed interessant :) Mijn groepje was ook leuk, dus dat scheelt.
Hoe begon jouw schooljaar?
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