Another world...... Another reality :')


A thousand times I woke up in the middle of the night when I was a little girl by a dream.Into that dream there was a man that in his arms I felt safe and his voice was the sweetest lullaby for me. But I couldn't remember his face....the time passed and I became a young woman.One night I heard a familiar voice,the voice of a known lullaby coming from an empty "box".I raised my head and into that box i finally saw a face that I couldn't remember for years.The face of the man than kept me safe when I was scared when I was a little girl even though I couldn't remember him for years.I ran to touch him but the box had no door,I screamed to make him hear me but the sound of my voice didn't passed through the glass.But i was not greedy.I was actually grace full.Every single day when I opened my eyes and every single night before i closed them i was running into that room,left the world outside,click on the magic button of that "box" and i was standing there with my eyes full of happy tears watching the man that I loved sharing his gifts with me.At night I opened the box and he wasn't here.I waited and waited for him to come back but he didn't.They told me he's gone.The time stoped since then and I'm still here in front of that empty "box" into that dark room with the entire world outside waiting for him to come back

My sweet Mike,my life..I know that you're still somewhere out there..! I want to know that I will always be by your side.. and If you need something,I will be here for you. I love you very much and I hope,God bless you always❤

For I never saw true beauty till I saw you..just one look into your eyes,one look and I'm crying 'cause you're so beautiful,just one kiss and I'm alive,one kiss and i'm ready to die..'cause you're so beautiful.Just one touch and I'm on fire,just one touch and I'm crying
'cause you're so beautiful.Oh,you're so beautiful my darling..you are the epitome of beauty Michael... ♥♥♥

My Michael..I can't describe my feelings with words.I love you as nobody can ever imagine..I love you with all that I am.Nothing and nobody can change that.U are my whole life..just my EVERYTHING.I don't know what to do anymore..I'm thinking of you everyday..every moment,every second.I can't believe that may you're gone.Noo!! I can't accept that :'( :'( My life has no meaning without you my love!! The world is less beautiful without your smile and so empty... Where are you my angel? :'( Where? :'( I can't believe that I lost you.It hurts as nobody can imagine.YOU were my light..since you left you took this light with you and now i live in a dark and cold world.i know that I have to continue my rest life knowing that i'll never have the chance to meet you and i feel that i want to die :'( Noo..:'(it's impossible..i can't bear this pain anymore. I CAN'T!! I've lost my mind.Only YOU can save me my love.Only YOU! Please my Michael COME BACK! We miss you terribly :'( I want you to know that I never forget you.I'm thinking of you every single moment... and i'll never stop LOVING YOU!! NEVER!! ..because my love for you is EVERLASTING!! Thank you for ALL my soul! I will be grateful to you forever! You'll be in my heart and on my mind till my last breathe! I LOVE YOU!! ♥

"I just wanna lay next to you for a while...you look so beautiful tonight.Your eyes are so lovely,your mouth is so sweet.A lot of people misunderstand me because they don't know me at all.I Just wanna touch you,and hold you...I NEED YOU.....GOD I NEED YOU.I LOVE YOU SO MUCH"