am I broken...lookin through, right through..my spirit you can not take...im beyond your episodic boredom...who am I suppost to be again, what am I suppost to do..what is it that you want from me..exactly what would turn your head, what would be worthy of you..so what... it doesnt matter..right?..the options are endless..a sea of what ifs, a factory of excuses..starring at me..its right in my face..this cant be real..how could it be?...so back into my shell, the wall is up, high and thick..games are fun...I got this, I got this..there is no place I would rather be, pain and failure are my only true reliable friends..this is my reality, I choose the opponents...-me

sharing apart of me...their memory begins to fade in my mind, I cant see their faces anymore...im terrified, keep it together...these lessons in life can be overwhelming, be still...stay inside...there must be a reason, a plan in place..did I choose this...how does one endure so much, I am transparent now...experience becomes wisdom, I am love, a being of light...darkness fights to exstinguish my flame, my spirit is beyond what seemz at times to be madness..remember u have always exsisted, life is meaningless; I live to give it meaning, how beautiful...Im flowing, dancing, and moving with the current, my energy made solid...my heart prevails, pain is an illusion...fear and love being thee only truth...be still...I am the creator...while our worlds run parallel...-me


: A quest that seemz eternal, sifting through sand, one grain at a time I struggle to define understanding, to calm this calling for truth, my storm rages on, cutting me down to size by the second, I just want to see, to see again, blinded by this physical dream, im trapped moving in slow motion through this illusion of time, so many appear content with what they know, while drivin by the white picket fence, surrounded by chaos cloaked in lies, is this truly possible?, my dream is a little different, its only to know why, I am lost among the many, so many that realistically I dont exsist at all, we only exsist within our selves -me

"Veritas et Aequitas - Verity and Equity - Truth and Justice"