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Jul 14, 2008

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I hear the silence..and it sound soo beautiful...too far from me...but i can heat it screaming after me...When i was a little girl this silence i am searching for now was scareing me...by then this silence was as darkness... too scarey...but now i see the beautiful inside them...Most of people wish to live forever and to have a happy life...What i wish is to have a normal one..a soo fucking normal life with normal things....What i learned lately is to be patient and what i want to belive is that all things are happeneing... happen with a reison..I REALY WISH THAT...I wish i could trust myself more then i do now...I wish i could open my eyes tomorrow and find that blue sky in my life...and...and i wish i could smile with my soul...Words will never be strong enought to can express a soul or the life this soul lives inside you...are too many ilogical things there..too many fealing in the same time ... stronger then all this outside world..material world...Same people who speak about wanderful lifes ...the one who want to live forever...the one how nead material things to feal happy..all this superficial people speak about the life labirint...I should understand that they are lost in there own life...right?..NOONE CAN BE LOST IN HIS OWN LIFE they don't evin know what they are speaking about...everithing in this life is made with a grate precision and labirins are created by human minds...so are just fictive creations...All of them are soo bilnd...is a blind world..they don't know how to see and how to feal...But they are HAPPY...they are happy because of that..because they can't see...I wish i could be in that way...but i can't see with my eyes.. i see with my soul..i feal with my soul...i hear with my soul...You don't know what is the sound of your soul...right?You don't know the light of your soul...right?...Have you ever heard that scream ..comeing from inside?...You never heard that......and you know what?...you will never feel,...you will never see... and you will never hear...............................................................................................but you will be more happy like that...

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Romania

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