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6 hours ago

MikelWJ Music - (Anorexia Song) "Dear Diary..." Original Song by MikelWJ (Official Lyrics Video)

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MikelWJ • 52,095 views

Jaydensmama19 commented:

this song...is...my life. I am 20, i suffer from anorexia and bulimia and have for 4 years now. I have been hit by a girl who called me her best friend. My dad doesnt love me, he is emotionally abusive. i just want my daddy to love me =( i look at everyone else and i feel alone. they are all so p...
3:17

1 day ago

Marbles wants to watch SVU

For reals.

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10:28

1 day ago

Vlog #4 *TRIGGER WARNING*

*TRIGGER WARNING* This video contains subject matter that may be triggering to some viewers

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2 days ago

Pink ~ I'm not dead lyrics

The lyrics to Pink's song I'm not dead...

PhoebeHalliwell36 • 1,712,258 views

Jaydensmama19 commented:

I LOVE pink!
0:56

2 days ago

To My Lovely Fans!

Melissa Villasenor Updates on upcoming web show and a big thanks for enjoying my comedy and impressions!!!!

I really love you all. -Mel

melissav87 • 11,443 views

Jaydensmama19 commented:

you are awesome melissa!
1:30

2 days ago

Update!

Hey everyone! Stay tuned for my weekly video from my journey on the road!

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5:47

2 days ago

Melissa Villasenor's Impressions!

Melissa Villasenor just having some fun doing her impressions!

1. Britney Spears

2. Christina Aguilera

3. Judy Garland

4. Lady Gaga

5. Alicia Keys...

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6:44

2 days ago

Most psycho American Idol contestant ever, Mary Roach !!!

Mary isn't all there...watch the entire video, she loses at the end...it's worth it!

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Jaydensmama19 commented:

i laughed so hard at the end that i spit all over my laptop screen! LOL
5:33

2 days ago

My Story (The NoteCard Project)

Just my story, and some hopeful words for everyone who has ever felt this pain.

ALFzing • 47,429 views

Jaydensmama19 commented:

I am so sorry :( i was sexually assaulted also by a boy my age at a party in 2010. i never reported it. i have ptsd from it. i too have depression. i have cut for 7 years. i have anorexia. but i am strong also. and i will make it.
4:25

3 days ago

Almost Lover (thinspo)

:D

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@IndieGirlOrange i would love to be. Private message me and we can talk more about it ;)
3:22

4 days ago

Wale - 90210 [With Lyrics]

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Jaydensmama19 commented:

why have i never heard this song before?! i love it!
3:56

4 days ago

Picture Me Broken - Skin and Bones [With Lyrics]

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3:59

4 days ago

Bethany Dillon- "Beautiful" with Lyrics on Screen

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Jaydensmama19 commented:

@foreverperfect156 You just described my life as welll. I am anorexic with depression and anxiety and self injury. all i want is to be beautiful.
1:25

6 days ago

Ami Loove "One Day" (Original)

go here and you can download the song for free

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Jaydensmama19 commented:

@AmiLoove missed you too love! How are you doing?!
12:46

6 days ago

My Anorexia Story - Part Four

This video is another video talking about my anorexia eating disorder and what I went through. It answers many questions that people have had.

Lik...

musiqxxlife • 579 views

Jaydensmama19 commented:

if you are naurally skinny, ENJOY IT!!
14:50

1 week ago

My Anorexia Story - Part Three

This video talks about my anorexia disorder and some of the things I went through. It talks about my experience in rehab, it talks about how scary ...

musiqxxlife • 1,108 views

Jaydensmama19 commented:

I dont care if i am killing myself. bones are beauty. you have been physically anorexic but like someone else on here said, you never had the mental disorder that accompanies true anorexia. Its a cycle that cant be switched on and off anytime. i wish i could. 4 years with this hell.
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1 week ago

My Anorexia Story - Part 2 , My own horror story .

Anorexia is scary. This is a video about just how scary it can be. Having an anorexic body doesn't make you beautiful. It's ugly.

Sorry about being...

musiqxxlife • 5,072 views

Jaydensmama19 commented:

people dont choose anorexia. its a mental illness. it is anything BUT beautiful. and i like how you said imagine looking in the mirror and seeing a demon. SO true. 4 years of this hell. i dont see me, i see the demon. =(
13:28

1 week ago

Fake?

This video was made because I've been getting a lot of comments that really hurt me. They make me cry. This is for all of you out there that feel t...

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10:35

1 week ago

My Anorexia Story Part One.

This is my first video about my anorexia disorder.

Comment with questions & i'll answer them in my next video. :)

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musiqxxlife • 14,791 views

Jaydensmama19 commented:

You are absolutely gorgeous tho!
4:41

1 week ago

The Voice of Anorexia - Decadence and Disorder

This is a song I wrote about Anorexia Nervosa. It was originally a poem, but I decided to adapt on it.

I care about the lyrics, not my ability to ...

elysiansoul • 3,942 views

Jaydensmama19 commented:

amazing! love it! its such a good perspection of anorexia.
3:12

1 week ago

Hold by Superchick

hold by Superchick

i heard it one the radio like 2 or 3 days ago...and it got stuck in my head lol

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Jaydensmama19 commented:

I think of my therapist when i hear this song. She is my rock, the one who holds me from the edge. i am battling anorexia and have been for 4 years. i wanna know i am not alone in this =(
3:57

1 week ago

Danny Gokey - I Will Not Say Goodbye lyrics

I do not own anything.

lu17cic • 321,798 views

Jaydensmama19 commented:

I will never say goodbye to my baby boys waiting for me in heaven. mommy loves you so much Jayden and Gabriel. <3
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1 week ago

11 yr Old Went to Heaven and Back, and Tells What He Saw!

When he was 3, Colton Burpo went to heaven during an operation on his ruptured appendix, and at now age 11, tells what he saw and heard!

http://eve...

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Jaydensmama19 commented:

when the mom said that "she is in heaven and waiting for you guys to come." when referring to the babies in heaven that the mom lost, i bawled like a baby. i have miscarried twice and long to see my sons again.
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1 week ago

Spring Thinspiration(Tips&quotes)

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LuxiorLove • 69,117 views

Jaydensmama19 commented:

@psychojoker131 depends on your height. i am 5ft 10 and my goal is 115lbs.
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1 week ago

With Hope by Steven Curtis Chapman

This song really helped me get through a lot of moments of grief when my mom passed away in January 2008. I have often shared this song with other...

ck2summers • 96,918 views

Jaydensmama19 commented:

RIP to my 2 baby boys in heaven, Jayden and Gabriel. mommy loves and misses you so much
4:06

1 week ago

Ami Loove *Official* "Tanner Nelson"

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Lyrics

"Do re mi fa so la la la la la ti

Baby, Darling, I want you now.

No one...

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1 week ago

Fighter-Christina Aguilera with lyrics

A video I put together with lyrics, have fun! Hope you enjoy!

*I do not take credit for this music*

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Jaydensmama19 commented:

i can do relate to this song. I am strong, i am a fighter. so thank you to all those who screwed me over.
4:42

1 week ago

01. I Can Do Bad All By Myself - Mary J. Blige - "Mary J. Blige Unreleased" (2010)

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1 week ago

Self-Fulfilling Prophecy - Maria Mena Lyrics

i love this song ^3^

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I swear to you i'll never eat again...
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1 week ago

Maria Mena - Eyesore Lyrics

Maria Mena - Eyesore

Album: Cause and Effect (2008)

PappasCurry • 29,792 views

Jaydensmama19 commented:

LOVE this song so much.
10:51

1 week ago

Skinny Kids PART 1/5

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EDzMyHomie • 227,945 views

Jaydensmama19 commented:

younger and younger girls are developing eating disorders...breaks my heart :(
9:57

1 week ago

Dana, The 8 Year Old Anorexic Part 4/5

Dana is eight years old and anorexic. Cutting Edge follows Dana as she embarks on an intensive 12-week programme at a specialist clinic, to examine...

annawillpower • 119,479 views

Jaydensmama19 commented:

@HISbabyBOO1992 i was thinking the same thing!!
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1 week ago

'Thin' documentary - Alisa talks about her worst binge

A clip from the HBO documentary 'Thin'

auroragingerkitty • 10,376 views

Jaydensmama19 commented:

No one can understand the pain that accompanies an eating disorder unless they have been through it themselves. "so be it. This is what i really want. This is the one thing i want so bad, i just want to be thin. So if it takes dying to get there, so be it. At least i'll get there." so heartbreaki...
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1 week ago

Evanescence- Everybody's Fool lyrics

another lyrics vid by me... i will be thankful if you will sub my channel :) And .. thanks for watching . Bye :D

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1 week ago

Landshark

Please subscribe to my channel and my vlog channel! I make new videos here every Wednesday and make vlogs during my majestical daily life.

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1 week ago

Waiting for Tomorrow - Mandisa (lyrics)

there were no lyric videos to this song and i really like this song, so i made a lyric vid for it. Enjoy!

joshm1003 • 61,196 views

Jaydensmama19 commented:

i had never heard this song until my therapist told me to listen to it. and i LOVE this song.
2:36

2 weeks ago

Struggle with anorexia

I'll write more here later

Wishingperfection • 70,040 views

Jaydensmama19 commented:

eating disorders are not about food and body image. its about grasping for a sense of control.
1:37

2 weeks ago

PSA: Bulimia Nervosa

Public Service Announcement for Bulimia for Media Class

Presented to: Warford

By: Vanessa & Jewel

DISCLAIMER: In no way am I (V.M) bulimic or anor...

vanessa349 • 163,509 views

Jaydensmama19 commented:

eating disorders have nothing to do with food. the fucked up relationship between ED sufferers and food is just the part that everyone else sees. but the roots are SO much deeper than that. there is normally some sort of trauma or abuse that triggers the eating disorder. i have been anorexic and ...
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2 weeks ago

Alanis Morissette Perfect

A slideshow of Alanis Morisette to the song Perfect, This song holds a lot of significance with me, its helped me through some tough times

*this v...

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4:39

2 weeks ago

Brooke Fraser - Arithmetic

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Jaydensmama19 commented:

This song is truly amazing
4:25

2 weeks ago

Evanescence- Bleed (I must be dreaming) with Lyrics!

An unreleased song by Evanescence. Lyrics included! Please rate and Comment.

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Latest Activity

Feb 29, 2012

Date Joined

Feb 12, 2011

About this user

I am 19 years old. I am horribly random. I am a devoted Christian and am in love with my savior Jesus Christ. I am currently in recovery from bulimia and self-injury. I have 1 child that i unfortunately lost to miscarriage at 9 weeks March of 2010. I live each day trusting in my Lord.

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