Ohhay my names kelsey & im fifteen years old. I dont look both ways when crossing the street anymore; i take my chances. If a semi wants to run me over , let it. I have nothing to lose now. My life has always been a mistake. I should have never been born. Im not emo. Im depressed. Theres a bigggg difference. People look at me and they see a beautiful creation. I look in the mirror and i see 5 failed attempts of leaving this planet. The one thing i ever lived for.. Left my life and my heart broken just a week ago... People say that in order to live and be happy you have to find your own deffition of life. Your own purpose. Well i found mine on December 7th of last year.. but now .. it left my life quicker than a blink.. and i feel like im dead. and the surprising thing is i hate it. If i could rewind time and make it so that we didnt end up like this.. oh god i would. But i cant. and even if i could... it would have happened sooner or later.
Denis.. i love you. You know that i do. You were my obsession.. although you were the one obsessed with me. Id give up my life just to see your smile one last time... but even you .. the love of my fucking life.. dont give a shit about me anymore. Thanks.. for ruining my life some more. now, when crossin the street, I'll stand in the middle for a minute or so. Maybe your wish will come true , and i'll be gone.. a memory.. a mistake of the path...