Hello all! I'd like to thank everyone who has subscribed to my channel over the last several months and all the great people I've come to know on YouTube.
I should inform you I have come to a crossroads in my life and will no longer be posting any more videos on this channel; I am retiring the nickname, HomoDefiantz. The reason being: I feel as though all the angst and hatred I felt towards religion, particularly Christian fundamenalism, is behind me which makes this channel void of any valid purpose to me. Hatred is out of sorts with who I am becoming. So rather than holding on to past hurts and grievances I now prefer to forgive and look past the ignorance of others as best I can.
Over the last week I've been going through a crisis, living in a confused state going back and forth in my head about what I know or think I know, and what I used to know, and thought I knew. I expended a lot of energy and almost drove myself crazy with all the inner dialog. The result is not easy to explain because I can't explain it --not with words anyway. What I can say is that I am not who I was a week ago. What used to be important to me now seems rather trivial. This is why I feel as though HomoDefiantz has come to an end.
Eventually I will start another channel but until then anyone who wishes to leave me messages may still do so. I will still be here, I just won't be actively making videos or commenting on other YouTuber's videos or channels indefinately.
Again thanks to everyone who subscribed. I look forward to a continued friendship with many of you.