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When I was 18 years old I became a part of one sect, I was a disciple of one master. Saw many paranormal things, encountered spirit world, was possessed by what people call ¨demons¨. I became totally brainwashed and did everything my master told me to do.
I was trained to use violence and even to kill, I had to commit crimes and give all the money to my guru.

Somehow I left him and this was the hardest thing imaginable for me. I was so much different by then that I couldn´t adapt to ¨normal¨ society neither I wanted to.
Wanted to commit a suicide but somehow went on. Got into alcohol but somehow managed to drop it. I started to live alone like a hermit, started reading the Bible very seriously but couldn´t find ¨the answer¨ there.

After leaving my master I was almost insane, I used to hear voices in my ears telling me what to do, I had visions and hallucinations and many strange frightening things. I was possessed by what people call ¨demons¨, in one of such moments I nearly killed my own brother.

Trying to ¨get back in control of myself and my life¨ I started spending more and more time in the forest where I would set my tent and stay for weeks.

Meditating, trying to understand ¨who am I?¨, trying to understand the way the mind works and to find the reason to live.

I lived about 3 or 4 years alone there doing almost nothing but meditation and ¨self-search¨. That made me become a very mature and strong person within.
That completely changed me to the point that I no longer feel myself as a human individual, but, rather, as something or somebody that neither exists nor doesn´t exist, something that ¨existed when this world was not yet created¨.

Seeing that I cannot live in my forest like that forever I decided to go to the Himalayas and spend the rest of my life living in some cave, alone, practicing meditation. Before leaving for India I started making some videos on youtube because I wanted to leave something behind because I knew that I will most probably never come back from my hermit life.

While being in India and Nepal I had a really hard time because I just couldn´t simply leave and go. I felt as if there´s something I have to do in this world, someway I can help people and humanity, I felt like a mother to all the beings in this world and I just coulnd't go there to Lapchi, northern part of Nepal. So after hard and painful wandering around the Himalayas I went to Switzerland, where I stayed for some time. I started making more videos, you can visit my blog that I started.
Then... then I flew to Argentina, South America - my ex-girlfriend insisted that here I will find my nature that for me seems to be necesity and, well, I think she was right.
For half a year I lived in the mountains near El Bolson here, in Argentina. I was a refugierio of one refugio in the national park - there I meditated for most of the time.
One day I just felt I have to come here to Buenos Aires, capital of this country.
Right now I'm still here in BA and I give classes in meditation, I heal people with hands and... smile to people.

Sometimes I feel nobody will ever recognize me because being here I realize how different I became, how far away I am from all the human individuals. But... just keep on smiling...

I'm here in this world to elevate human conscience and to bring meaning back to your hearts, I am ready to do everything to make this come true.

So this channel is the place where I share my life with you.
Love all of you.

Im trying to express the things I found and realizations Ive got from my meditations and life itself. I'd like this channel to be an interesting one and I hope here you will find something you like.
I am grateful to all of you who were and are supporting me, who watch those videos, who feel a connection with me.

Im talking about spirituality here even though I dont like this name "spirituality". Sounds boring. Sounds "new age" something. But since we, as human individuals, are limited to verbal expressions and words theres nothing else I can do about it.

I must tell you I rarely read the comments (after the videos) but I treat those letters I get from you with respect and I'm happy if theres anyway I can help.
onebeyond@live.com
Sorry if it takes me a long time to respond sometimes. Or, maybe, not respond at all.
C'est la vie

Anyways, thank you for reading all this and
Im with you

If you are that kind of person that loves reading then feel free to visit my blog at www.onebeyond.canalblog.com

Happy acting!