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Nov 7, 2008

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Hi All my Name is Gennie i am 22 i have been married for 5 years and i am expecting my second child. i will try to explain my situation i have two children only whom i love dearly one is with our lord jesus and i am currently pregnant now the loss of a child at any stage is devastating i lost my first son when i was 23 weeks into my pregnancy.. it at started at 19 weeks i went in for my second ultrasound happy and excited while the tec was doing the ultrasound she became very quiet i coud see the worry in her face shortly after my OB came in to the room all i heard was something about a concern and my ears started to ring i honestly dont remeber what she said the next day i was in denver and university hospital with a gentic specialist i had test after test blood and amneo and ultrasounds this was becoming a nightmare i could not wake from. after all the test were done we we told are baby had a mising chromosone his heart was to small to support th blood supply he needed to grow and water on the brain they told me his heart was slowing and would stop all together soon i had little time my world fell apart with the words you can terminate........ i went home with those words in my head.... but it seems my baby had plans of his own my labor began at 23 weeks and could not be stopped i tried to stop the bleeding with a towel i tried with my hands but it kept coming my son was born asleep.on may 20,2008 we named him cooper and i miss him every day .. after that i never left my room for the next to months i found it hard to breath.. but slowly i began to do little things taking it one day at a time.. in the begining of september we took a trip to Alaska to see my parents i stayed for abour 2 1/2 weeks and came home i had not felt well for a while and in the back of my mind i wondered.. so i took a pregnancy test and it came out positve I cried in the bathroom for the next 6 hours i did not want it .. im sorry but all i could think about was cooper it was to soon... how could i have been so stupid! and careles..for a VERY brief moment i thought of ending it befor it really began but i knew i could NEVER do that..all i could do was pray.. i was so scared.. as the weeks went by i was begining to accept it, and i began to pray.. I recently had my 22 week ultrasound that went great as i got the news that everything was normal! his heart size all chambers were there and functioning fine which i told you guys in my video thank you guys for helping me in the many ways you have with your cheers and comments if you have any questions please ask thanks all.. .Gen

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