Ritsuka

Even if I'm betrayed by you, I'll forgive you. I'm the most useless person I know. I want to think that there's no such thing as a memory that's okay to forget. I have no life, no family, no friends. I like it this way. Smoking and drinking. I live alone and I "love" it like that. I am still in high school. I am a freshman. I like being by myself. I have a two different colored eyes. One is gray and the other is violet. I keep the violet one covered up with an eye patch. I have white-blond hair. Of course all of this is unimportant. I enjoy playing the piano and walking around places in the rain. I hate carrying umbrellas. I walk in the sun with a parasol. I burn easily. I am pale white. I wear what I want. I do what I want. I hate therapy. I loathe the word "Love". I do use it. Not towards people, though. I never will "love" anyone. You can't "love" someone if you don't "love" yourself. I don't "love" myself. I don't know who I am anymore....

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