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I have BDD. I have had it since I was very young. My obsession is my face. I think im ugly and im terrified of what is happening to my skin. Its all rough lile the tread of a tyre. Its blotchy and full of open pores. Thats just part of it. I am so ill, i want cosmetic surgery but people keep telling me that it wont help. I cannot progress any further unless ive tried surgery. If I feel that it hasnt helped then I may respond to psychiatric treatment. Right now im pre occupied with surgery and i dont want anyone trying to talk me out of it because i will cut them off. Ive cut many people off. I feel that they are no good for me.

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