My dream is that of my own creation, if anyone said they could take away my ability to think negatively I certainly wouldn't take it, I'm happy being unhappy, without ever feeling sad I'd never better myself, am I a creep? Most certainly in society's eyes I'd get labeled as one.
If somebody can save me from myself, then I'd be suprised, as it'll take more than faith alone in a being that either doesn't exist, or simple doesn't care.
Do I wish someone could pull me out of my rut? I'm not even sure myself most of the time.

I'm not dedicating my life to an invisible force that more than likely doesn't exist.
I wish to take the bad with the good, that dream although clearly showed my problems with society, showed how much the person shunned from humanity means to me, regardless of how people will see people like me and her.

I once had a dream that I got arrested and sentenced to life in prison for trying to free humanity, there were people protesting my existance because I truly believed you should be allowed to do what you want, and there was but one person who spoke up for me and was truly upset, she is one of the most disgusting people I know, and one of the most lacking of feelings, she pointed out that I was not going to do anything to them, but give them the opportunity to live a life how they wish, putting my own freedom on the line something which I valued dearly for just the opportunity to give people true freedom, even though I hate most people, I don't call this a vision, I call this a dream, just because you want something to be true, doesn't make it so.
When this world ends, I highly doubt we will meet again, and everything we say or do may be relevant for the future of humanity, however for the future of us after death? I highly doubt it.

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I use terrible as society would see it and use, to describe an act they find wrong morally, enjoy I define as something I receive pleasure from.

Hey, just wanted to say thanks for watching and commenting on my video. :) God bless you.

May Jesus Christ protect you & yours always my friend.

Love is not concerned with unwin-able arguments on unprove-able topics! just continue to talk to someone & be kind until they start to realize they are not as crappy as their inner voices say & that they can have a friend if they want one. you prove the friendship you offer is real when you can overcome a little opposition! i've found the longer they'll talk to you when Jesus is being mentioned alot, the more their demons hate it & leave. then they wonder why they hated you!

when people twist their thoughts a selfish direction, they get mistaken views of the most important concepts. "bravery" is only pure on behalf of another...when a person separates the fear emotion they feel from the thought-out decision of the right thing to do!

it's tarnished when the mechanism of separating thoughts from emotions involves a selfish agenda. being cold & proud is not commendable in the eyes of others in the end no matter what lip-service social cowards pay it in a sad society!

ever notice how people who know full well they do wrong things themselves (& hide in the dark from God) are always trying to get you to look at what others are doing wrong? they don't see how their smallest slip-up in the morality dept (sin) will exponentialize in an eternal setting, until they become as bad as they think the Devil is now because they walked THE EXACT SAME DIRECTION! that is why ALL of us need forgiveness & to take our filthy selves to God for Forgiveness!