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Eyslyn favorited a video
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Hair cuts? Hair loss? Pretty? Ugly?
LOOK AT THIS:
http://www.flickr.com/photos/beckie0/...
Please read for details/FAQ'S:
I'm Rebecca Brown, born 4th D...
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Hair cuts? Hair loss? Pretty? Ugly?
LOOK AT THIS:
http://www.flickr.com/photos/beckie0/...
Please read for details/FAQ'S:
I'm Rebecca Brown, born 4th December 1992.
I live in the UK.
Began: age 14 - 5395 days old
Last photo here: aged 18 - 6856 days old
You can see most of the photographs here:
http://www.flickr.com/photos/beckie0/...
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I have the impulse control disorders: Dermotillomania and Trichotillomania.
D: Obsessive Skin Picking - worsens around 0:53 etc.
T: Obsessive Hair Pulling - which results in severe hair loss.
Please look at these links before you make your comments:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Trichoti...
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dermatil...
I also have Depression and other forms of anxiety....
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Depressi...)
Where can you find me?
Public Facebook:
https://www.facebook.com/pages/Beckie...
Dailybooth: http://dailybooth.com/beckie0
Flickr: http://www.flickr.com/photos/beckie0/
Vimeo: http://vimeo.com/beckie0
Twitter: http://www.twitter.com/beckie0
Tumblr: http://www.beckie0.tumblr.com
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FAQ AND MORE INFO:
-Winter 2010-2011 was probably my lowest point.
-Threats attacks and hacking is still occurring and for legal reasons I cannot discuss details - thank you.
Q: Comments regarding my hair.
A: I have Trichotillomania:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Trichoti...
Basically, I lose my hair through stress. I end up with bald patches and thinning hair. The majority of my hair loss occurs at the sides and on top...which often confuses people who watch this video. "What hair loss? You can't see thinning hair and patches?!!!" If you focus carefully on the right hand side of the video - my left - you can see the hair thinning and eventually disappearing altogether.
E.G: 0:30 - 0:35 AND 1:09 - 1:12
From the front, you barely see the damage. Therefore hundreds of thousands of people judge me, both positively and negatively - before they even know the story. (Thankyou for reading this far in the description.)
To see a P.E.D for the side of my head: (to prove/show you why I cut/lost all my hair... click below.)
http://www.flickr.com/photos/beckie0/...
If you really have no idea what I am talking about - watch this:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CiBIXM...
Q: Have you ever had cancer.
A: No. My hair loss is Trichotillomania - NOT Cancer.
Q: Why do you shave all your hair off?
A: At the time of each shave, I am roughly half bald, more so round the sides and back. By shaving the hair that is left, it stops me ripping out more and allows my head to heal from the latest pulling spree. It also gives the hair a chance to start again.
Watch the above video/links and the video below.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rWmhmb...
Q: Somehow your smile vanished and your eyes became sad......
A: Learning as I go. That's depression for you!
Q: How do you get yourself to stay in the same position?
A: I try to pose the same everytime, and then I re-align every photograph in my video editor. Very time consuming - but it works
Q: OMG you do drugs?
A: I HAVE NEVER DONE DRUGS.
My pupils appear to dilate due to the lighting around me, not because of anything else.
I was on Antidepressants from December2010-April 2011.
Then in December 2011 I decided to go back on them again.
Q: What colour are your eyes?
A: Light blue. This appears to change when I am subjected to different lighting conditions.
Q: Who inspired me?
A: This person: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1a7082...
Q: Music?
A: The Storm
Begins by Jennifer Haines
Q Adverts?
A: I am NOT earning any money from this video. Due to the music used, the owners of the music have placed adverts here. I do not make money from my videos and I want to make it clear. Thankyou.
Comments regarding my sexual orientation.... I am straight/I like boys.
Thankyou.
Other people in the video:
My Dad, My Sister - Eleanor, Sarah Stanton, Robert Cosh - ex boyfriend, Tyler Duncan, Jim Markowich - http://www.youtube.com/jimboniusiv , Alex.
The photographs from 2007 - 2008 were mainly taken in my bedroom/loft.
From mid 2009 - I started taking them against a specific wall.
Summer 2009 - in bathrooms all over Europe.
From Sep 2009 to present - mostly behind my bathroom door. :)
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People should not be judged at all in my eyes.
A person should not be defined by how "beautiful" they may or may not be.
A person should be recognised for their personality and contributions...
... not for their spots and their hair loss.
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Eyslyn liked a video
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Eyslyn favorited a video
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wie gehts dir ?
con war toll :) *knuddel*
Gaara