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About Everytingisaillusion

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Everytingisaillusion

Latest Activity

Jan 31, 2012

Date Joined

Apr 28, 2008

About this user

I'm a girl, like emothings A LOT,they just call names at Emo's :( (And that's something I don't like) I like boys, animals, music, movies and love. I'm 16years old and I live in the Netherlands.
I TOTALLY HATE Frans Bauer. Well... I don't know what to say about myself...

A poem I wrote, It's not much, made it in 5 minutes:

I cut my wrist to feel the pain.
'Cause it makes me forget my emotional pain.
Noone sees the real me.
Noone knows who I really am.
Broken, Sad, Confused and Alone.
Though I smile.
I live a lie.
Hiding my feelings from the world.
'Cause noone will understand.
I'm suffering.
I'm not a poser, don't say I am!
I won't show the scratches on my arms.
'Cause then I'm letting them down.
They will be dissapointed.
'Cause I'm that happy girl.
I don't want them to see me like this.
They can only see the smile on my face.
The smile that's slowly dissapearing.
Because this lie is so hard to live.
I can't go on like this.
I wear make up on my arms.
So I can wear t-shirts to.
And I'm fooling everybody.
Even myslef...
I don't want to live anymore.
Though I can't let them go.
I don't want this world with everybody to dissapear.
I don't want to be beaten.
But I keep on hurting myself.
Phisically and emotionally.
Soon my smile will fade away.
And the truth will no longer be hidden.
I can't go one and live like this.
Everyone is too blind to see who I am.
Noone sees my problems.
So this is my farewell.
This note is for you, the only one who knows.
You will find me on the floor.
Don't try to save me.
I died a long time ago, my soul was already dead.
I won't smile anymore.
I won't lie anymore.
I had no other choice.
I couldn't carry the pain anymore.
I was Mom's perfect angel and Daddy's little girl.
I loved you all! Goodbye...

Well that was it. Please comment and say what you think of it ;-) XXX

If you are an Emo or support them, you can put this on your channel

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Age

Hometown

Heerlen

Country

Netherlands

Occupation

I work at The McDonald's downtown :P

Schools

Bernardinus College,
Herle College

Interests

Music,movies,chatting,skating,playing basketball,write poems,musicals,playing in musicals,hugg my friends xD

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