About this user
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Emily Hart Barron
15
Single :D
Bi Sexual
Bg- Me x3
Icon- Mee
Aim: NinjaButterflyxD
Phone Number: Ask mee :D
Call me fake, and i'll kick your scrawny little ass to a pulp, and i'm dead ass about that... :D
-Not into Long distance relationships anymore so don't ask for one(: But i still do long distance friendships :D -
I've just started to be emo again....
I wrote this for an English assignment... Funny huh?
"I don't really want to say goodbye
I don't really want to leave.
But I feel like its what I have to do
Escape this pain and turmoil for a while
But when im gone, I feel nothing but emptiness and hate
Hating myself for giving up on you
Giving up on us.
Life just isn't the same...
When we reunite,
The feeling doesn't go away.
The feeling of hate and shame
for accepting you into my life again
I thought I was stronger than this,
But this feeling I just can't tame
I feel numb and lifeless with you,
But I feel love and passion too.
Confused and scared.
Scared your going to come to your senses
And leave. For good.
What my life would be like without you
I don't know.
What I would do when your gone?
I don't know.
All that I know is that
I love you.
I love you but hate you at the same time.
Confusing, I know.
We fight on a daily basis
We say were done but we run back to each other
In the long run
But this time I think we're really over.
Saying we'll never talk again is easy,
But actually doing it is torture.
Listening to sappy love songs,
Imagining what we could have been.
Crying every night over your sorry dumb ass...
This needs to stop. I tell myself that
But It never really works...
I always fall for you in the end.
Do I really love you? Or is this
Just a phase?
Do I just like the fact of having someone to
Call my own? Or are these real feelings
Im having?
At this point, I never want to fall in love again...
You promised me
Forever & Always.
What the fuck happened?
You promised me everything,
Then you just stopped...
Stopped caring, and trying.
I give you the world and you just
Slap me in the face in return...
Watching all the other girls with their boyfriends
And telling myself "why can't that be me?"
And all you can say is sorry?
No. I'm done. I'm done with this bullshit you
Call a relationship... But,
If I'm done, why do I always run right back to you?
I'm like a drug addict that goes into rehab, telling
Myself "okay I'm going to get better, I'm done with this"
Stays for a day but then breaks outta rehab and runs
Back home to inject myself with heroine.
Its not fucking healthy!
I don't even know why I love you!
Not even Scooby-Doo could solve this mystery..."
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