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Pag-ibig ko sa iyo, Nikki, sa lahat ng aking puso at kaluluwa. Ako ang iyong magpakailanman, ikaw ay na "espesyal na pag-ibig". Ako sa iyo sa lalong madaling panahon at out magpakailanman tunay magsimula.

You did not say I could not post here. I love you.

I am your Bill, always.

Pag-ibig ko sa iyo sa lahat ng puso aking, ang aking sinta Nikki.

October 1967. 43 years now, Ron, God damn I still miss you so.

Your "little brother" Bill.

if people like these felt no hope, i don't thing I cannot believe I will again...

Despite all good intentions and my promise, I am sitting here again sinking into the darkest part of my depression. I am asking the same questions, whether one final hurt is better than keeping hurting those around me by my stupid words and acts. I have been having more frequent anxiety attack...

i did not know alone would feel so daamn big !!!!!

all bets are off. thanks anyway.

Thanks,

from a survivor

@sdavis732010 I hope you never reach the edge of hope even though only then would yo understand how completely wrong you are. You have not felt he hurts or losses they may be dealing with. It is easy to be a judge and pronounce who weak willed when you are ignorant of the problem. In short I ...

Fight back, I am fighting harder because I found people who did care. If you don't think anyone does, you just haven't found them I care, I know how it hurts to be empty and feel like all the options are gone, but someone has always managed to pull me back. I don't know you but I care for you...

I am sorry to all those I hurt when I made my attempts. That you helped and believe I can fight back means everything. I am still fighting the thoughts but will fight harder. I don't want to make you fell the things or say the things in this video. It is a very hard battle, those like me k...

I wish I could help explain why people take their lives but reasons vary so much. I have tried many times and but something has always worked to catch me before I was gone. I have heard many say it is a selfish act, but they have never been to that edge and felt that the only UNselfish thing to...

Okay, everyone who believes in me. I will keep fighting the demons that chase me. I won't give up without fighting so this song will not have to be played for me. I don't know where the strength will come from but I know it will come. Thanks for the prayers, the faith, and the support. I wil...

says it all, bye

i was afraid of dying and find i am already dead

Julian Assange is not a "hero" he is a little egotistical prick. He doesn't care who gets hurt because of his recklessness only that he has his 15 minutes of fame.

I was a conscientious objector during Viet Nam, NOT DRAFT DODGER, I was 1A-O. I was ready to go as a medic or evac pilot but not to ...

I wish you would have felt my heartache just once...

God bless TEACHERS, and damn the ones who have a "job" teaching..... I was dropped from the sub list after listening to an ass complain about what a rotten job he had as a teacher. I told him he was a prick and should leave so someone who loved being a TEACHER could have the post instead. He ...

Kind like the Matrix, only both pills are poison....

@DonnieRoach As one daddy to another, Way to go, Donnie, they would have done their best to change her to the same crappy people that abound in music nowadays. Let her be a kid that happens to play really good.

Covers how I feel minus the booze, used and betrayed.

Well things have hit the bottom. I give up, I have taken blame for everything whether it was me or not only to find out she was lying the whole time to me. I have been sober 24 years and intend to not fall off the wagon but take a running jump.

I have been sober for 24 years but I am pitching it all. I intend to tie one on to rival the ones at the nadir of my old life. What is the point when someone you loved with all your heart, that you built your world around, after 2e years, decides her "affections have changed". this after ly...

@faith347 It's not just guys, though i feel for you, faith. Broken hearts recognize the same empty beats