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DestroyerMariko
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Audiovisuals from DestroyerMariko, a conflicted and inconsistent personality...
Welcome to the Gray area, where light meets dark, childish innocence in play and murder, and the icy cold of ordered academia and merciless slaughter.
Let us put on our happy public faces while the darkness rages within.
Welcome to the Gray area, where light meets dark, childish innocence in play and murder, and the icy cold of ordered academia and merciless slaughter.
Let us put on our happy public faces while the darkness rages within.
About Me:
Things you should know about me if you're a new viewer...
I'm a music student: I compose, I sing, I play electric violin, and I'm in a band. I'm actually much better at maths tho.
My Band: Dead In Motion
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I'm a little crazy: I've had 3.5 episodes of depression, have some but not all traits of schizoid personality disorder, and I have a kind of split personality but not like DID...
Split personality? Yeah, this is a big thing you should know. I was brought up a good Catholic, so I was taught to behave myself. But for as long as I can remember, I've had an inner darkness, who I fully recognised a few years ago as the creature calling herself The Destroyer. She has different thought-processes to me, but I'm not cut off from her in terms of memory like DID people. For a long time I've tried to tell myself I made her up, she's not real... but the problem is, SHE thinks she's real, which makes things a little more confusing. Anyway, for a while before and after recognising her, I really struggled to keep things under control, but I've accepted her existence now and somehow gained the upper hand again. But that doesn't mean she's still locked up...
I've changed a lot since I started YouTube: most notably, I called myself asexual until I found the love of my life in 2009. I think I've become a better person since then. But I still have a rather asexual attitude to the rest of the world. I still look away from kiss scenes in movies, and I still hate the world's sexualised bullshit.
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Things I do not tolerate on my channel...
1. This is MY channel, got it? If you don't like something, shut up* or get the hell out of my house!
2. Please do not hit on me. As far as you're concerned, I'm still asexual and antisexual.
3. I will not add contacts who:
...a) are obviously spamming for publicity, such as comedians and movie makers,
...b) have obviously offensive material visible on their channels, eg. heaps of friends and faves that are all just young girls, because you're obviously a creep,
...c) have recently created channels with no proof showing that you're not one of my old stalkers.
4. I will delete contacts who:
...a) send me too many annoying PM's as if I give a crap about you,
...b) send me PM's in another language as if I can understand you.
5. I will block people who:
...a) are overly rude or offensive either to myself or my other viewers,
...b) are clearly idiots I don't want to hear from, eg. illiterate 1337ers and extremists in any field including but not limited to religion,
...c) become too attached to me and think we have some special connection or whatever. I don't know you and I don't care. Go away.
*Please note: free speech is welcome, especially if your criticism is constructive, but ignorant trolling and hate without explanation are not.
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Something else you should know about me: I write a lot. I think a lot. It gets a bit out of hand sometimes...
As a result, I've published two poetry books!
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Country:
Australia
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Channel Comments
Oh man, I really need to sit down and write this thing.
I don't know if there are specific goals. Do philosophies like existentialism have goals?
Apart from philosophy, my original vision of it also had spiritual and creative (lol) branches... I guess it's just like any philosophy, a way of viewing the world and living in it.
But I have wondered about the goal of Destruction. Is it Silence? Or does the cycle of creation just start up again no matter what you do?
Sorry I'm so vague, YouTube comments are a little too small to go in-depth.
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And putting them in a store! It's just for display though... If you're in Australia, you can get them heaps cheaper by supporting my project! :)
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