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I no longer have the care-free yet deceitful ability of depending on mans limited intellect and confined understanding of life after having my own experience of revelation after being physically poisoned. I was able to report back my surroundings around me to much astonishment and bewilderment (from outside my body/looking down from above) while I was out. Words can only skim the surface as to what I experienced then and later on as God revealed to me by a vision and experience the reality of eternal Hell. I was just as prone to the deceit that life after death and God does not exist as you until I had my own encounter (like many others) and was able to see how wrong I previously was. You would not believe the horror our sins cause us to suffer in what I could only call a hint of eternity as God revealed to me his wrath and hate against sin. My heart rate races with fear when I think of it even now as I write this after being saved through Christ. The most horrible part is that while not in that state, I can only gleam a fraction of what it was like yet it is enough to haunt me to the point I earnestly fear for those who are unaware of what awaits them. It's so inconceivable that I often fail to remain in the sober light of its truth until flashbacks send me passionately out to seek the Lost with the Gospel that they might be saved. I thought I was a good person and that if there was life after death, "I'd be ok". Yet I failed to realize how damned I was before such a holy presence that I've willingly chosen to rebel against with my sins. I nearly went raving mad until I figured out that Christ Jesus had suffered that which I fear most in my place while on the cross so I would not have to perish into eternal damnation. The most amazing part is that no man or woman ever told me the true Gospel before that day in which the Lord revealed it to me. It came to me only after I nearly went crazy due to the fact I was too terrified to live and could not function anymore as a normal human being due to that fear. I would wake in the mornings from nightmares that reflected upon my experience only to feel utterly sick that reality indeed existed and I would someday face that judgment. I couldn't deny the validity of my consequences for sinning against God anymore. I no longer wanted to be alive yet feared death. I wanted to have never existed at all. No man or woman alive could save me from my sentence of eternal destruction. Doom had a new meaning until I realized exactly who Christ was and why he died on the cross. I can no longer lust after women, lie, steal, or anything else sinful for that matter because I saw that sin is death and God in the flesh paid the price for me because of my sins so that I could go free. I have no choice to hold onto deceitful foolish pride any longer and fear for those who do. That is one reason why I share Christ. Once you realize that man cannot comprehend the authority and reason of God you are knowingly left at his wrath or mercy depending on your choice to submit to him or continue in rebellion and disbelief. You will only be left shamefully naked of limited ignorant man made excuses on judgment day while in his presence. Cry out to God that he may reveal truth to you. Repent of all your sins and place your faith in Christ Jesus. He is the way, the truth, and the life. No other way has been made for salvation unto man.
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