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All of my Videos are made with Windows Movie Maker. I have picked up some tricks over time.

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A little bit about me... I am really into the whole Serial/Mass Killer/Bad Boy thing. That's why I usually fall for them in Movies and Books. Let me make myself clear... Assholes and Psychos are not the same thing to me, but they are at the same time. To me, assholes/rude people are no better than sadistic killers. They have the same frame of mind; cruelty. Most would say that Psychos are MUCH worse than a rude person because they kill. To me, even though I know better logically, assholes FEEL worse. I can't deny that I have had the urge to kill as well. I can understand Psychos more than I can rude people. I have had my fair share of experience in being pretty psycho myself. But I have never been rude, unless someone was first. I hate assholes/rude people, but feel somewhat connected and relate with Psychos. The only difference is I have a conscience. (not fair) I envy that about Serial/Mass Killers. That's probably why they are so interesting to me. If only I could let what people say and think about me go, life would be much easier to deal with and I would be A LOT happier.

And also, I can't spell worth shit... or write. I have a tendency to repeat myself over and over, but in different ways. That's me trying to get my point across, but having no confidence about how I explained it. I feel like I can't make myself clear to other people, even though it's perfectly clear to me. I'm just not articulate at all. Therefore I explain it several times. I know I do it, but can't help it.

I have a Borderline Personality. Which means I am a very Negative and Positive person at the exact same time. I have apposing feelings about everything, except for the existence of God, and I feel that abortion is murder. Everything else... I have quite an open mind.

I'm probably the most self loathing person you will ever meet. My self esteem is non-existent.

I can't stand Narcissistic people. People who think they are better than everyone else, in other words. Which is mostly my definition of what an asshole is.

You can probably tell, I have a few issues with people in general. That comes from years of being bullied.

And also, I have a mild case of Agoraphobia.

OK, that was a lot of info about how crazy I am, but I want whoever reading my page to know this about me so they will have the opportunity to run away. lol I'm up front about who I am and if you don't like it, I don't/do care. :-P