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CsixHtwelve0six commented 3 months ago

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Struggling with Eating Disorder; Advice?~ OSnapski Recovery

Rawr. I haven't had a video about ME actually struggling in awhile. Most of my recent uploads have been videos answering viewer questions on recove...

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CsixHtwelve0six said:

You poor dear =(. My first year of college was so similar. I did almost the exact same thing, counting calories, restricting all day and then making up for it alone at night. My first year, I was isolated and depressed and even though I maintained my weight, my eating disorder was out of contr...

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  How to Handle Negative People In Your Recovery

  -How to handle negative people (both online and offline, and both people who suffer from an ED and those who don't) who hinder your progress in rec...

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  CsixHtwelve0six said:

  YES! I agree so much about group therapy. My experience with a support group was horrible and I was super triggered even though nobody triggered me intentionally or maliciously. I think eating disorders are a particularly bad match with group therapy settings because they're so based in compet...

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CsixHtwelve0six commented 7 months ago

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7.9.11 My Creative Outlet

On knitting & how it is my creative outlet & my therapy.

Nerdiness ftw!

This is a video reponse to CsixHtwelveOhsix's video entitled "Creativity".

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CsixHtwelve0six said:

your passion, because then you're expressing yourself, getting out your thoughts, and getting the metaphorical and literal warm fuzzy feeling that comes from giving people in need knitted things.

Oh, and p.s. Retail therapy = amazing. I buy pens. Figures.

<3

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  CsixHtwelve0six said:

  You know when you find "the thing" because it feels right, and I think that in a lot of ways, having that outlet is MORE important than therapy, because it's something you can do all the time, whenever you have a bad day, whenever you're bored or stressed or pissed off and... in the mood to kill ...

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  CsixHtwelve0six said:

  AHHH! Thanks so much for the video response! I've NEVER gotten one before! That's so awesome that you're so passionate about knitting. I've never knitted before, but I have an obsession with knitted scarves. Like, I can't go to the mall during winter without buying one :). I really think that f...

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CsixHtwelve0six commented 8 months ago

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The Story Of My Life Thus Far -- Part II

AnaGirlEmpath's webcam video June 16, 2011 12:16 PM: This is Part II of my story. I begin this part of the Journey from the point where I got sic...

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CsixHtwelve0six said:

God damn girl. You are SUCH an inspiration. You've dealt with, like, ten times the shit I have, and you're still so strong. You were right in your first video. You are not like other people, and that is a GOOD thing, because most other people would not have made it so far.

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  The Story Of My Life Thus Far -- Part I

  AnaGirlEmpath's webcam video June 16, 2011 10:37 AM: This is the first part of my story; part I of my Journey thus far in Life. I speak of my chi...

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  CsixHtwelve0six said:

  AND I can't believe your sister never intervened even though she knew what was happening. I can't imagine how angry that must make you. I'm harboring a lot of anger at my family members for much lesser things.

  Keep fighting.

  <3 Cassie

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  The Story Of My Life Thus Far -- Part I

  AnaGirlEmpath's webcam video June 16, 2011 10:37 AM: This is the first part of my story; part I of my Journey thus far in Life. I speak of my chi...

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  CsixHtwelve0six said:

  I hope some day you are able to realize that the girl you knew was not bad. wrong, unlovable or any of those things you listed. Different? Maybe. Eccentric? Unique? I'm those things too. Different people change the world and carry humanity forward. There is nothing wrong with that. And I CANNOT ...

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  The Story Of My Life Thus Far -- Part I

  AnaGirlEmpath's webcam video June 16, 2011 10:37 AM: This is the first part of my story; part I of my Journey thus far in Life. I speak of my chi...

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  CsixHtwelve0six said:

  Goosebumps and tears! I hear so much of what you're saying! Oh my God! Shunning your old self? I can't see pictures of myself from childhood because they revolt me. I can't watch videos of myself, because I find them too disturbing, which is weird because I have an abnormally high tolerance for b...

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  "When I grow up I wanna be an exercise junkie, just like mom"

  Think of the example you are giving to your kids

  Check me out at the Fighting4Hope channel: http://www.youtube.com/watc...

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  CsixHtwelve0six said:

  I 100% agree. I already have names chosen for my kids (very creepy, I know, haha) because I'm so excited to have them, but I will, under no circumstances, have children before I am completely recovered. They will learn nothing short of self-love from me. End of story!

  And I really don't belie...

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  A Lady Video 6.4.11

  On what my mom has not taught me.

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  CsixHtwelve0six said:

  Ahhh. Gotta love the buy three get three at BBW. I used to work there. I don't know how they're still in business :). It's so funny that you have that relationship with your mom, because I have similar problems to you, but I don't remember ever NOT knowing about sex, periods, "grown-up" stuff, et...

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CsixHtwelve0six commented 8 months ago

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Personal Update: 6.7.11 (complete)

Hey, everyone!

In this vlog entry, I share about things going on in my Life right now. I've been sicker than usual and it sucks! Thank the Mother o...

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CsixHtwelve0six said:

I am keeping all of you: your trooper bird, Mi Ling (sorry if that's spelled wrong) and YOU, of course, in my thoughts. I wish there were some way I could help with your poor puppy's health problems! My baby needed hip surgery several years back, but we could only afford it for one hip, and she...

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  Placebo - Special Needs

  Music video by Placebo performing Special Needs.

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  CsixHtwelve0six said:

  I didn't like this song at first, to be honest, but it grows on you fast. The way he dances around while he's playing the guitar is incredibly adorable. How can you not like a guy with so much passion and energy? I realize that Brian Molko is borderline gay, but seriously. He and I are going ...

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  General Update 5.24.11

  On my last video, pinning & an awards rant, my recent episodes of binge eating, and my future, possibly involving the AmeriCorps?. In other words, ...

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  CsixHtwelve0six said:

  @CsixHtwelve0six And good luck with AmeriCorps! I've heard great things about it, and the programs you described (especially the assault victim one) sound really fulfilling. You'd probably be great at something like that!

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  General Update 5.24.11

  On my last video, pinning & an awards rant, my recent episodes of binge eating, and my future, possibly involving the AmeriCorps?. In other words, ...

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  CsixHtwelve0six said:

  I feel the same way about awards. I never win anything, and I've had to sit through so many stupid ceremonies listening to the descriptions of award-winners, thinking, "Hey! That's me," and then realizing that it's not me and feeling shitty about myself. It blows : /.

  I feel like quiet, res...

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  You Are Not Alone! Need To Talk? I'm Here For You! :)

  AnaGirlEmpath's webcam video June 1, 2011 03:19 AM:

  I have received several messages recently from individuals who felt that they might be botheri...

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  CsixHtwelve0six said:

  You're so compassionate and empathetic, and all around awesome! I agree with Sinkorswim84. You are also never alone. We're all in the same boat <3.

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  Follow the cops back home

  follow the cops back home video

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  CsixHtwelve0six said:

  Well fuck. I fell in love with "Kings of Medicine" 6 months ago, and chose not to listen to any of Placebo's other stuff because it would no doubt be disappointing by comparison. I mean, who could create such genius more than once? Right? Now when I listen to this song, I feel like I'm cheati...

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