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Name:
Chris
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Age:
28
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About Me:
facebook.com/zyros
myspace.com/cfleming326
I like to call myself a serious Truthseeker; one that wishes to understand the Truth of all things and despises trivial censorship, deceit, and blatant cover-ups orchestrated by our own media and those officials high in power who seem to stop at nothing to see that it remains hidden; diluting it or censoring it altogether so that we may continue to dream in this reality where our eyes are only partially open, or worse, shut tightly...
In a world where suffering and pain are constant and where happiness is a rarity which doesn't seem to last, I'm always searching for that which will make one eternally happy. So if you find any answers, make sure to let me know, because I believe that it does exist...
I'm an artist who doesn't care much about work or money and would really like to just go on an adventurous journey across the World, helping others whenever I can, and exploring and learning about many other various things.
I have a pretty strange and irrational phobia called social anxiety; it's basically extreme shyness gone completely out of control and makes me have the tendency of avoiding alot of social situations. It's the very thing that has kept me locked within this mental prison for many years where I have been unable to truly speak my mind or get myself out there in the mix of things. I am only able to temporarily break out through art and writing and I really really desire change from this stagnant cycle of daily monotony. So the anxiety, my daily struggles with it, and my pending recovery is what I talk about the most in my videos along with a bit of random stuff and various theories I come up with concerning the nature of reality, consciousness, and other things.
Something else about me is that I'm definitely one who loves anime and manga with a passion. So just call me an otaku if you like. I guess you can tell from my page that it's something I'm really into. It's just that the characters and stories in them are just so phenomenal and I can very much relate to them. If you have SA I guarantee you will be amazed at how relatable some of these anime charaters and stories are to our situations.
I also take great interest in regards to my own Consciousness and how the mind works; often finding myself wondering how it is that I am even aware of my existence in my brain, questioning my complex identity to such an extent that I become disconnected from myself and reality, and feel as if I am merely a signal being broadcast into this machine of a body from the Consciousness of some strange entity out there in the universe of which in actuality I may only be a dream character which was created within its mind for its own amusement.
I suppose by now you're probably like, "This guy is... weird." And that's pretty accurate of me I guess, but isn't normal pretty overrated anyway? I can be quite the existentialist and ponderer of the fringe sciences at times, but otherwise, I'm just a pretty laidback and extremely quiet individual. Anyway, gotta commend you on reading my profile this far. Shows you got more smarts and attention span then most people out there. Props :)
Country:
United States
Occupation:
Illustrator/ Graphic Artist
Interests:
Well, as you can see, I'm really into animation. And again that includes anime and manga, which I've grown quite enamored with over the years. I especially enjoy the cyberpunk, psychological, and other various genres like Ghost in the Shell, Neon Genesis: Evangelion, Ergo Proxy, Full Metal Alchemist, Eureka Seven, Death Note, Read or Die/Dream, Welcome to the NHK, Hellsing, Cowboy Bebop, Final Fantasy Unlimited, Dragonball, One Piece, Kino's Journey, Serial Experiments Lain, Boogiepop Phantom, and Noein. I also really like most of the films by Hayao Miyazaki and Satoshi Kon, especially Nausicaa of the Valley of the Wind and Perfect Blue.
Another one of my interests is video games. Some of my favorites being, the Legend of Zelda series, the Super Mario series (the serious adventure games) Metroid, Resident Evil, Silent Hill, Burnout, and Grand Theft Auto games. As far as rpg's go, I'm extremely picky; the only one's to my liking are PoPoLoCrois and most of the Final Fantasy games starting from FFVII up to the most recent.
Also, something very important to me is my art. It's one of the few things that actually makes me happy and I always like sharing it with others and hearing your feedback on it. I want to find work in the video game, comic book, or bookcover illustration industry, but really to just get paid for doing something I enjoy. But unfortunately haven't had much luck finding anything as of late, (not to mention my serious lack of motivation) so right now I work as a full-time security guard to pay my bills and such. (I know, not glamorous or great at all.) To be honest, I just don't care much for working on anyone else's work but my own, so getting a job in my field working for someone else wouldn't exactly make me ecstatic or anything.
My art is usually non-abstract and literal and I've currently been working on a partially colored manga that's of the sci-fi/psychological genre that I'm halfway through the 2nd episode of. If you're interested enough to want to see my work, feel free to visit my website listed in the URL link at the top of my profile here.
Movies:
1st and 2nd Matrix, Inception, The Star Wars prequel trilogy and The Empire Strikes Back, Total Recall, Back to the Future 1 and 2, Darkman, Donnie Darko, S.Darko, Mirrormask, Coraline, Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children Complete, Monsters Inc., Up, What the Bleep Do We Know?, Waking Life, American Beauty, Ghostworld, The Breakfast Club, Napoleon Dynamite, Borat, District 9, Event Horizon, Silent Hill, Resident Evil, and 28 Days Later.
These are the shows that I've been keeping up with; Glee, The Office, Fringe, South Park, Supernatural, Dexter, True Blood, The Walking Dead, Obsessed, Bleach, Full Metal Alchemist: Brotherhood, [C]: Control: The Money and Soul of Possibility, Dragonball Z Kai, Naruto: Shippuden, One Piece, Star Wars: The Clone Wars (animated series), Robot Chicken, Family Guy, The Cleveland Show, American Dad, and The Boondocks.
Music:
Yoko Kanno, Illaria Graziano, Gabriela Robin, BoA, JPop bands like UVERworld and FLOW, among other foreign music, Super Mario Galaxy Soundtrack, Eureka 7 OST, FFVII: Crisis Core and AC OST, the Sweeney Todd Soundtrack, 90's hip-hop/R and B, 80's Rock, Tears for Fears, Linkin Park, various Techno/Dance and Trip Hop, anime + video game tunes, and other OSTs from movies/video games.
Books:
The Sense of Being Stared at: and other Unexplained Powers of the Human Mind by Rupert Sheldrake, Exploring the World of Lucid Dreaming, Journey of Souls, Destiny of Souls, Nausea by Jean-Paul Sartre, The Chronicles of Narnia: The Voyage of the Dawn Treader,
Myst: The Book of Ti'ana, and The Book of Atrus, Jupiter by Ben Bova, the Resident Evil book series, the Ghost in the Shell: Stand Alone Complex novels as well as magazines and books on psychology, science, astronomy, consciousness, and psychic phenomena. Also, some favorite manga of mine are the Buddha and Phoenix series by Osamu Tezuka, Eternal Sabbath (ES), Alive: The Final Evolution, Inuyasha, and the Metroid manga.
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universalsoul21
(3 weeks ago)
Hey just wondering how you doing?? you probably wont message me back, but just wanted to say i've watched most of your videos and i can relate, you are a unique person a pretty cloud with a big heart! all day L.O.V.E take it easy :-)
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MrClassikal
(1 month ago)
wassup with your social anxiety ? do you still have it ?
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jasw2001
(2 months ago)
It was great getting to know you on facebook. Glad you made another video. I hope everything works out. -Jasmine
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retrojamaican
(7 months ago)
Have a retro weekend and check your inbox chris!
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DavidTheMasterofKing
(7 months ago)
you got employed real young and can drive. if i'm at that position i call myself recovered already. but, i need to fuck and get girls as resonance
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kONflictOD
(8 months ago)
lil b the basedgod changed my life.
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ohkeepa2012
(8 months ago)
hey man great channel. I can really relate to your views on the world. Just remember to keep your chin up because in the end good always defeats evil.
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SEROTONlN
(9 months ago)
Awesome videos. Thank you for sharing your experiences.
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younisin
(10 months ago)
If you have mental disorders, it's most like due to our society as a whole. If you're interested in making an effort to make the world a better place for all the worlds people, check out my featured video and join us in the movement for change! =)
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BeyondCashed
(10 months ago)
Yo Bud, check out my new movie on my page! hope all is well
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