"....Leave Me In Solitude...I'm Happy Just Being Alone..."

"...Eternity is, however, a very tiring existance..."

"...Through all my long years, can you imagine how many friends I've lost to the Hellsing family's butchering...?! "

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HELENA'S ORIGINAL PROFILE®

"..Who Am I? ...Im The Redeemer For All Your Damned Souls Calamities..."

"...Once you get as old as i am..."

"...Want To Spend Forever With Me..?"


My Story:
My name is Helena, I am the beautiful little vampire girl. I am known to be wise far beyond my years(and they aren't few...). My vast knowledge has made me a profound thinker. It comes at a price, however: I have become weary of the rude world and am frustrated at my own lack of abilities. I spend my time locked inside reading endlessly. I can't be bothered to fight for a cause or stir from where I have become comfortable in any way.I am a "child-like" vampire in the series. I have been around for a long time and am well versed in many aspects and subjects of both my type of life and human nature. But I am doomed to being trapped in a child's body (about a 7-10 year old's body). I had told Harry Anders and Seras that whoever was making the "freak chips" needed an original true vampire first before making the "freak chip". I concluded that the "freak chip" was indeed man-made. A young-looking vampire that spends my time reading and listening to "Solveigs Song" by Grieg. I appear to live all alone in a dark old house. I was never much of a liar, and i make no effort to hide the hatred and bitterness i feel towards the Hellsing Organisation, blaming them of butchering and slaughtering my friends, thus condamning me to live the rest of eternity all alone. Alone, abandoned,forgotten... Despite my young appearance, I am very old and I became something of a role-model for Seras. I was eaten by Incognito, though I continued to live for a short time afterward, even after being beheaded, and conforted Seras, telling her not to mourn for my death, seeing as even we, the vampyres, after we die our souls get to wander in the meadows of heaven.

†{Name}†: Helena
†{Nickname}†: Dont have one...
†{Age}†: looks 7-10...But I'm about 800...
†{Race}†: Vampire Elder
†{Birthday}†: I..I..I cannot remember...
†{Orientation}†: bi
†{Status}†: Taken by OlbywanX
†{Gender}†: Female♀
†{Hair color}†: white
†{Eyes color}†: golden

" A Building gets Torched.All That is Left is Ashes.I Used to Think I Was Right About Everything....Families,..Friends,..Feelings...But Now I Know,That Sometimes Love Proves Real! When Two People Are Ment To Be TOGETHER,Nothing Can Keep them Apart."

This is a poem i wrote with a friend of mine, Lilith (SirXIntegraXHellsing) she is the best friend i could i could ever ask for! Hurt her and you will not live to see another sunrise, you petty mortals!

ABYSS OF ETERNAL LOVE

- I am the besieger of shadow, the tamer of fire, the master of the night...Step aside, lady of the gate, don't fall within shade and loose your wings!

- I am the lady of the night, my passions within darkness are always silent, at the gate of desires the guardian I forever am, within the minds of mortals, like Nemesis I am placed forevermore...I have no master, no tamers whatsoever, my dark charms are a sinful pleasure for the shadows, my only companions...Even if you envy my wings, you shall never, ever be able to steal them....

- Well, look at this, Oh Lady! The passions of the night, of humans and demons alike how I dominate... More silent than a dead man's whisper! Well, look at this, Oh Lady... Who, in the minds of mortals has damned you to be the Nemesis, and as the shadows, like black flames at my fingers, they play? With a rhythm that I desire, with a rhythm that my moods inflict...? I do not desire your wings, nor do I wish to steal them...Your body is what I desire, lifeless, to fall within my arms!

- I cross burnt lands, and in my hands, extinguishing coals from your lustfull dreams I hold with delight...There, where even the shadows fear from the light, incase dawn breaks, I plant rotten fleshes from fallen angels and banished demons...and like bound to their dying breaths, I leave with the wolves from Hell... Who am I? I am yourself, whom you never dared to face insdie your cracked mirror...yes, I believe I am... And when you hold my ruined body within your powerful arms, then you will know that in this land of Hell the two of us walk side-to-side...

- In the darkness of the Abyss, your pure soul has no place! The stars I once extinguished out of rage, those same starts I shall illuminate once more! For you to find a lighted path on your way to throne, your rightful place...The throne that dominates the light of day, and the twilight of the night...Within the darkness you inhale, you shall never find yourself in again! Within the lonely suffering of the Abyss, company I dare nor offer you... Nightmares of silence and strangling shadows you will never again see! And if wrath and desire threw your body in my ruined arms, may it spread within infinity, and offer peace to the stars! To the darkest screams...To the darkest hearts... Some forgotten tears always die last... And if in the turn-back of time you shall return to me, you will posses the knowledge of ages! And my salvation, in my bleeding hands, only you, and you alone hold... You, who dominates the twilight of my life, Take my final tears... And make them pearls around the flaming neck of the abyss...Because he who dominates the tears of the moon....ALSO DOMINATES THE NIGHT......

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