The Blue Bird of Inspiration

Thoughts about self injury awareness day. Who our Vice Presidents are. What as a company are our plans for the future. Please draw a ribbon to show...

Dr. O'Brian and I talking about my skin graft, healing and what to do to continue to take care of my skin graft. Follow up care and staying out of ...

My story behind my glass blue bird. How after 22 years I was able to stop because a selfless mother cared enough to support me to stop self injuring.

This is a really open account of what it feels like to be impulsive. What is an impulse? How does it feel? What alternatives can you do. No matter ...

*****WARNING***** This video could be triggering to some people. It's a real life event that I had to live through. This may be hard to hear but it...

My latest visit at Dr. O'Brian's office. He had looked at my arm and it looks very well but sadly the video was working but in this video you can s...

In this video you'll get an update of how my leg and arm feel. What they look like. I also tell all of you that are out there that you are NOT alon...

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Well... My holiday season sucks! How has yours been? In this video I vent about ...

This is the very first dressing change after seeing Dr. O'Brian. In this video you will see what it's like to have my arm dressing changed. My skin...

*****WARNING***** this video is graphic in the way you will see my leg bleed so if this triggers you please DO NOT watch this video!!

This is the...

In this video I go to see Dr. O'Brian for the second time since he operated on me. He takes the bandage off and looks to make sure the skin graft i...

***WARNING*** This video does show some blood so if you get triggered by the sight of blood please DO NOT watch this video!!!

This is what my dono...

I'm no longer under the effects of sedation.

This is a real look at what it is like to get a skin graft. This is after I had surgery to repair an old self injury burn. This wound has been tryi...

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"a thousand years" on itunes: http://atlr.ec/npHAdW

directed by: jay martin

"a thousand years" is a brand new song me + my best friend ...

My last visit before my surgery to repair a past self injury burn that was not grafted like it was suppuse to. Dr. O'Brian is my plastic surgeon w...

What the doctor said during my visit. When you'll meet Dr. O'Brian my plastic surgeon. An update to my last video blog about what will be happening...

Many media outlets are leading people to believe that all self-injury related videos should be removed from YouTube, including ones where people te...

Thank you to everyone who participated in this video project! Please check out and support the people in the links below who, without them, this vi...

THIS VIDEO ISN'T TRIGGERING !! This is a video blog at my plastic surgeon's office explaining what it will be like to go through the steps to get a...