.I wont live to turn 15..so happy early b day t...

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wow...thats the first thing that came to mind from the second i re opened this account.for one because my title scared the shit out of me knowing that i already turned 15 and that w/e i was thinking that day has now seariously changed. then second its like i felt every single little inch of the old me just rush right through me. all my old poems,comments,videos like my very first one and more. this account brings back so much. so much from last year. no its not sad to look at it anymore. it use to be ...like it was uncomfortable to look at it, but now i think all i can do is think of whats to come and not what happened. i have had some great memories here probably some of the best memories that i will always carry on with me and then there are also horrible memories that i have learned form and that have made me better on every decission i make.inside jokes never fade and i hope that all that i carry on from this will never fade either.

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