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Name:
Andi V.
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About Me:
I create my videos by myself.
Just to let everyone know: I used to create videos under the name, ANDI THE VAMPIRE, but now I create them under ANDI V., which is the reason for seeing different names on my other videos.
*I am finally allowing friends to comment on my videos, but non-friends need to recieve my approval. I had always disabled the comment box, BUT IF I SEE A NASTY COMMENT, I AM DELETING IT. I'M SICK OF THE NASTY COMMENTS I HAVE BEEN SEEING LATELY!
I do apologize If I do not see all of the comments. Sometimes YouTube does not let me see all of them or respond to them. It's strange.
*I AM NOT LOOKING FOR PITY OR SYMPATHY LIKE SO MANY THINK I DO. I AM EXPRESSING HOW I FEEL ABOUT MY CLINICAL DEPRESSION.
*I re-edited some of my videos in order to comply with the YouTube guidelines. I didn't want Third Parties removing my videos containing music.
*JUST FOR THE RECORD, I AM NOT AN ECCENTRIC OR ARTSY TYPE. I AM NOT GOING TO THROW YOU THE MOTTO: I AM DIFFERENT BECAUSE I AM NOT. THIS SOUNDS CORNY, BUT ALL BEINGS ARE DIFFERENT IN THEIR OWN WAYS.
CLINICAL DEPRESSION IS MUCH MORE SERIOUS THAN PEOPLE THINK.
There are so many things related to my clinical depression that I wish I could make videos about, but I just cannot completely release the Self, which is locked away.
For Those Who Have Lost Trust in Others, I Will Present a Great Lesson:
BE CAREFUL WHO YOU TRUST BECAUSE THOSE THAT CAN HELP YOU, CAN ALSO HAVE THE POWER TO DESTROY YOU.
I HAVE BEEN BROKEN TO THE POINT WHERE I CAN NO LONGER BE FIXED.
- Andi V.
THROUGHOUT MY WHOLE LIFE, I HAVE BEEN TEETERING ON THE EDGE OF DESTRUCTION.
WHEN ONE DOOR CLOSES,
ANOTHER DOOR WILL OPEN
-- ONLY TO BE SHUT AGAIN.
(What did you expect -- a positive expression?)
To Those Who Have Made Me Feel Less Than Human:
You can't feel my anger
You can't feel my pain
You can't feel my torment driving me insane
- Mudshovel by Staind
Poetry is the one place where people can speak their original human mind. It is the outlet for people to say in public what is known in private.
- Allen Ginsberg
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I hope you are well and improving :)