About this user
Hi, I'm Mary and I'm not 18 minus 5 from that and you will have your answer.
As you could probally tell from my username i am a cutter. I have not told anyone that I am close to yet. I have not told because I am in fear of what they will think.
As They Say:::
"Don't Hate Me Because I Cut, Love Me Because I Am Trying To Stop..."
I don't come off as someone that is easily hurt or very deppressed. I ahve learned the nature of hiding it like it is a second language. Though, I am always having an honest good time as long as I am with my bestfriends.
I suffer from emotional abuse. Not from my parents but my grandparents. I have lived with them ad mymother my wholelife. I never met my father. I am emotionaly abuse because my grandparents are alcoholics. Its been that way since my mom was little. Though I do deserve the things they say to me i am always doing somehting wrong.
I dont drink.
I dont smoke ANYTHING.
I dont inject anything into me.
I am not smart.The last year I was very smart was 5th grade. Then in 6th was when i belive the depression truly started.
I started Self Injuring in late aprilearly may of 2008.
I am truely tring to become a happier person. I am sick and tired of being sad and depressed. So if you have ANYTHING that you think will make me happy please send it.
Thankyou mary <3
Age
21
Hometown
a deep black hole where everything falls and doen't return....
Country
United States
Occupation
school
Schools
sws
Interests
gymnastics,chillen with the besties
