To be in love

its an amazing feeling... the feeling of knowing that you could not live without that person, and knowing that if it came to it, you would give your life in a second to give that person even the slightest bit of happiness....

But I think the greatest feeling about being in love, is knowing they love you back. Knowing in your heart that your the light of their life, and your what makes them happiest out of all the things, your the first thing on their mind in the morning...

The feeling of your heart whenever you think about the person you love, whenever you hear their name, whenever an image comes up that makes you remember them... the way your heart skips a beat and begins to race every moment you think of the one you love with all your heart.

The way your heart seems to stop, as time begins to slow, every time your not with the person you need, when you cannot hear the voice you believe to be the most divine thing in the universe. How you want nothing more then to spend every second of your life with that person in your arms, no matter what the cost.

the feeling of hatred to everyone that has ever hurt her, yet at the same time, the slight gratitude that they were to blind to see what she is truly like, so that you could have the most divine and perfect person on the planet. The way all you can ever think about is her, even when you have so many things going on in your life, you feel like its all to much, you see her everywhere and feel her love, and it keeps you from breaking.

The feeling that everything is worth it in the end, all the pain, all the horror and death, it is all worth it if in the end you get to be with the one you love. How if you had one wish you would wish to be able to hold that one being in your arms for an eternity, never needing to let go, and never needing to release your grasp on her heart.

How you can feel her soul inside of yours, because your souls are entwined with one another. How you can feel your heart beat change continuously, and you know that is their heartbeat as well. Because your heart slows down when there's does, speeds up when theres does, and how your heart would stop if theres ever stopped.

The feeling of knowing something you don't believe anyone else could ever feel, because words cannot describe what is in your heart. How the only way this feeling is possible, is because there are two hearts for the feeling to flow into, for your own and hers are connected.

The feeling of finally believing that such a feeling can exist, and feeling it for yourself, the happiness that comes whenever you think of the future, but instead of death and horror, the only image that comes to you, is her. For she is the only thing that can ever truly be permanent and continuously on your mind, and in your heart.

It is the greatest thing in the world... to be in love...

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My friend told me this and it kinda stuck with me. Now I'll use this as a constant reminder of what I'm looking for. Thank you Koishii.