Anyways, I'll write in the next 2 days as I'm out of time, but I am going to answer much of what you wrote me about 2 weeks ago when you last wrote..much of what you said is VERY important that we talk about further, but it will be hard, becuase I will have a lot to write, and you tube cuts you off writing these messages.
I have been praying that you and your band encounter sucess and that you and your family are doing good. Sorry nothing fun to write about this time, but that's life sometimes...I WILL be back in touch within 2 days for sure, I have been burning to write back because of what you said last time, Dude, I'm out, TAKE CARE, LOVE FROM US ALL!!!

Hi, my friend. I am very sorry not to be in touch, it has been a nightmare over here for my family, a very bad flu went through us, my wife got it the worst and almost went to hospital- anyways, she was completely incapacitated for almost 2 weeks, leaving me to do mom duties, plus during this time i'm getting frantic phone calls from my dad because my mom (who already has Alzheimer's) is also sick and freaking out about it.....so....I've been very lucky to only have gotten a little sick, but dude..i don't sleep much lately. Anyways, lots of tears, stress, sickness, :( But the kids have been good for me, I have unique kids.

I am low on time, but he brought a lot of others I will ask you about....dude, you had told me of Orozco and I thought I had seen it but I guess I hadn't--anyways, my friend Joe showed it to me, fuck dude. That was a dirty, dirty, gross-ass shockumentary. Imagine if when you died it was him who was working on you!!! :O Dude, is that old newspapers he was stuffing in the corpses?? SHIT!!
Anyways, I will never forget Tumbling Doll of Flesh. It is very hard to get ahold of, it is banned practically everywhere, so...good luck finding it, but if you do,....Dude, the gut-fucking is grosser than AU's and was done BEFORE AU. THIS IS AS HARD AS I'VE EVER SEEN, DUDE!!! As it is asian, keep in mind they digitally blur the dicks and pussies, so, even though its real porn,...yeh. An asian thing. TAKE CARE, BRO!

Hi again, just have a couple of questions- your song, utoya, it is about that massacre in Norway, yes?? I played your stuff for my best friend who just dropped by here on his way across the country- he loves it to hell, dude!! Anyways, I havent' seen my friend in over 2 yrs, and he brought some movies with him- dude, I was fucked up by A Serbian Film, August Underground, and the like and you had told me there was worse than A Serbian Film- but dude, I think I just saw the very worst I've ever seen. It is an Asian film, called Tumbling Doll of Flesh. The first half is straight-up hard-core porn, but then...it turns into BY FAR the most graphic and realistic simulated snuff movie EVER. I have never seen anything like it, too real for comfort. It makes AU Mordem look like a romantic comedy! I may have to take some time off horror, dude!

I have to go on record to say (please don't think me a pussy, I know Signs is not "extreme") that one of the most realistically frightening movies ever has to be Signs. The scene in the cornfield that leads to the main character seeing the little alien duck back into the corn... holy crap dude, the sound editing in the whole scene, you can hear only the wing blowing the corn reeds and the footsteps, it feels like you are there, the first time I saw it in theater, I crapped my pants, and it isn't even a true "jump-scare"-it's just the real atmosphere. I can honestly say I was uncomfortable in the theater, and this is why I go to see horror movies! Shit, I gotta go! Good talkin' at you dude, I love your band so much.

Anyway, I think Eden Lake is a masterpiece, having now seen it twice. What realistic situations, and what acting from the kids. The tension when they are cutting up the guy is so bad, my wife was just LOSING it dude!! :D It was fun to watch her squirm. Making it more real for us, we got engaged in similar fashion, up in a cabin in the woods, but no violent kids :D So this is a fave, I would have never gotten it without you reccommend it to me, so thanks again! I love that you include the stab to the kid's throat in Tour De Force! What a scene. We also re-watched a perennial favorite, Signs..dude, I saw this in the theater, at one of those real high-tech theaters w/ good sound system?? FUCK!!!.......

"High", bro!! ;D Whatta week, I'm outta breath.. but need to QUICKLY say, before the day fuckin' takes over...Utoya is just EPIC vid--I tell you, I get that old nostalgic feeling of just feeding off your band's obvious LOVE for sicness and the genre...it is great. To anyone who hasn't seen Philosophy they will probably think it is real footage ;)- whadda disturbing combo of sound and visual, I give it a 10 out of 10 :) O.K.- I need to ask about a movie, have you heard of the Asian film, Red Room? I guess it's about a macabre gameshow..SEEMS interesting...OH! I showed Eden Lake to the wife...she was panting by the end, and teared up when it was apparent that the guy was sure to die, and she finds the ring....yah, she was cryin'!

HEY!!! I really am short on time now, but had to at least say to you....holy shit, I love your band...it's like psychokinesis, but how Next Halfzware begins with the evil empire part from Star Wars...well, out here in Oklahoma I listen to an anarchist radio show, completely anti-government, etc. and it's my routine- I listen every day at lunchtime- and his show begins with...the evil empire part from Star Wars. So...I am impartial because of our connected spirit...but dude, I love your band's "brutal groove" sound!! The girl who messed up your songs...she actually gets paid for that shit?? I hope her future children are all born with fuckin' palsy!! Anyways, I'm really re-living my "glory days" I feel like, knowing you and seeing how bitchin' your music is...like 15 yrs ago when I knew the Impetigo guys, but...seeing how young you guys are..you will be better than Impetigo. I gotta go, much love, bro.

Dude, that's pretty much the list! Be sure to let me know when your band is close to a full demo that can be sent out, and by all means record your stuff BOTH in English and German if you can!!!!!! I am no longer much in touch with record labels and such since doing the 'zine before, but I will be happy to e-mail several of the ones I know who promote Euro-death and find out some contact info for you, you know, an "inside edge", if you will; fuck, I hope I'm not "overstepping"- I played the song you sent me for a friend, he was impressed- I know a finished high-quality demo will go over with at least a few of the labels here.. So.. let me know what I can do, just say the word and give me a few weeks, and I'll get you some names/phone #'s, whatever. Glad I got this out to you, I gotta go, shit dude, I got movies to talk..FUCK!!! Later Bro!!!

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