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TEAM JACOB
i want to cry. i want to scream. i wanna say how could you but i don't have the right to...i don't even think i have the right to be hurt right now and crying makes me even more pathetic... i no longer want to be pathetic; but, when i think of him there is only pain, and suddenly tears fall from my weary eyes until i have shed all of them and my heart has become numbed from the pain. For some reason though, that makes me even more sad because inside i feel empty and cold. i feel as though winter has come into my heart. it is harsh and barren, blisteringly chilling, unbending and stubborn. i think of him and my heart freezes

I lost a part of me and I'm not
willing to find it


i m. j e a l o u s. o f. e v e r y. g i r l.
w h o. h u g g e d. y o u. b e c a u s e.
f o r. o n e. m o m e n t.
t h e y. h a d. m y. w h o l e. w o r l d.
i n. t h e i r. a r m s.

i think i'm
afraid to be happy
because whenever
i get too happy,
something bad always happens

i've built a wall
not to block anyone out.
but to see who
loves me enough
to climb over it.

im goin to smile
like nothings wrong,
talk like everythings
perfect,act like it's
all a dream,and
pretend it's not
hurting me.

Sick of Crying
Tired of Trying
Yeah i'm Smiling
But Inside i'm Dying...

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