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i need to let him go,,hoping that he'll still stay and fight for us..but it never happen..so,,maybe it's really time to stop hurting and try to be happy even without the man i loved the most...

it's just so hard to do that..maybe because i depend my happiness to him..

masakit lng na pinglaban kita pero ndi gnun ang ginawa mo..

sna man lng..khit huli na,,alm mong di kita sinukuan agad,,pero there's time of letting go..

saying i love you,,pro ndi kayang mgbago para sayo..this is wat i din't want to happen..that i got tired waiting..realizing that after all we've been thru..wla na..na ndi ko na maramdaman ung love na una mong pinakita..i miss the old you..but maybe it's not the real you..and i'm sorry sa laht ng ...

hahahaha..bullshit!!!mahirap tlgang mpraning..lalo na kun alam mo nmn na ang daming beses na syang nagsinungaling sayo!!shit!!!san ba mkukuha ung total forgiveness without grudges na yn?!!!

i hope that i can have the strength to break with him..coz i know deep inside that he doesn't love me anymore..or if he still do,,it's not enough for us to continue our relationship...trust and mutual understanding were all gone..it's just my love, his words and all the pain i'm feeling now..if i...

angsakit ah..kapal ni ate mgpasama..sna dun sa darwin..aing ka pla eee

asar!!!baliw..

ang hirapppppppppp!!!!!

shit!!!!!

alm ko nmn e...

hangang kelan ba'to?!!!!!

asar ah..tanga tanga ko..asa-asa ..engot!!!

asar..sguro nga ayw nya na..kya n kong saktan e..mukng di nrin paparamdam..

ramdam kong ayw mo na..bakit ba kasi d mu nlng sabihin na tlgang ayw mo na..ang sakit na e..kasi khit anung gwin ko..pra nlng akong tanga dhil alam nting dlawa na ayw mo na..pero mas mkakatulong kong sasabihin mu na ung totoong ayaw mu na..asar..

you lied to me then you said sorry..i accepted it

you're emotionally hurting me.then you're alwats saying sorry. i forgive..

lastly,,you're hurting me physically.my stupid heart still accpetd it and forgave you..

but i'm so tired...yu,choosing to be with those people riuned our relationship and ...

i can find my way home..but it will never be the same anymore..coz you're gone already..i miss you so MaCh..i hope that someday,,i can go back to the times when i haven't met you..

you really hurt me so bad..if you only know..:..(

i miss you so much because of this song..

your hurting me so bad by lying to me,by your broken promises and by making me look like a fool in front of everyone...

i hate you..i love you..

and I MISS YOU SO Mach!!!

i'm hurting so bad..:..(

i think he doesn't even care how i feel..

i always cry at night because i miss him so much and because of the pain of lying and making me look like a fool..

how i wish i this pain would end so soooon..but maybe i have to end loving him first..