Have you ever found positive results from any treatment or anything? Just curious.

thx for sub. You are wonderful.
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lol ty

I think I went in some psychosis at a point because the energy all went to the head and I had became totally spaced out by then, and then I really started getting weird happenings, like seeing myself from an inner state of perception. I Felt like I wasnt a physical body anymore, but a vehicle and my body become cold, as if my physical shell was just dead. When I began using Stilnoct(x) I found it to be the best drug, but it gave me some weird effects, things looked different, the screen text on my pc moved around and changes size. My whole face looks as if its hanging, kinda like the opposite of looking fresh. I know it has some pretty weird effects, I just hope most of them are 'good' ones.

I recently had a genuine kundalini awakening (spiritual awakening) and those experiences.. sometimes horrifying, at other times awe and wonder and at some times there is a certain bliss that heals my bad experiences and helps me to cope as best i can with stuff like being out of your physical body for about 2 years, wondering how the heck im going to get back down from this purification process that comes and goes as it feels right (kundalini).

I have just got out of a Melbourne clinic and will post videos of my experiences soon

Great videos - welcome to the You tube community