"could you come right now?" I asked to that voice that I could never forget.

"Of course. Ill be there in an hour k?" and the line went dead. I closed my eyes and fell asleep. "Selly are you awake? I slowly opened my eyes half an hour later. He smiled and gave me a kiss on the cheek. He climbed onto the hospital bed and hugged me tight. "Im not mad at you. I was just mad at myself for trusting you alone with taylor. Baby Im sorry please forgive me." Nick kissed me on the top of my head. "Selena I dont just like you. Im in love with you."

Nick. I looked up into his eyes. "I love you too." Nick gave me a smile and pecked my lips. I guess he is my prince charming for everything. We laid in bed talking about stupid things that have been happening while I was gone. It crazy how when we talk, we block everything out. And I mean everything. We laughed and talk so much that we forgot that I had to leave. He took me out to his car and we drove to my house. My empty house. I got into the house with nick. Once we got into the house and locked all the doors, he picked me up and carried me into my room. I gave him a smile. "You should really go home before your parents gets worried baby." He got off of me and kissed me.

"Take my cell phone. I need to hear your voice tonight." He gave me his phone but I refuse to take it. "Either take it or Im staying here." I wouldnt mind nick staying here but now, my parents but in cameras and Johnny lives here now with Macy our maid.

"Not gonna happen. Out lover boy." We both turn to see Johnny with a bat at the doorway. I widened my eyes.

"Um. Video chat with me later k babe?" and with that he ran out of the house with Johnny chasing him.

"Selena are you hungry? You mother said to keep you in the house. Ill go downstairs to make you some hot soup cool?" Macy was about 25 so she was pretty cool except when it comes to boys. Her ex-fiance left her at the alter with about 500 guest. He left to Rome to seek a new lover. This devastated her. I got into bed and just laid down. I started to think about what would happen if nick and I took a step forward. As in making out. But what happens if we take too big of a step and that leads to sex? I looked at my purity ring. I wasnt going to risk anything. I just hope Nick still love me if I were to reject him on sex.

I woke up the next morning and realize it was Sunday morning. My body wouldnt even let me get out of bed. I made sure that kept myself warm and took my medication. That day started and ended faster than usual. It was blank darkness by the time my body actually let me get out of bed. I stayed up for the rest of the night to read Forever by Judy Blume. I love her work. Once I finished the book, it was 4 in the morning. I decided to wake up and take a shower, getting ready for school. I got up and walked to the closet and grabbed an outfit. I went into the shower and just let the water hit my back. I got out of the shower to hear nicks phone ring. I brought it into the bathroom just in case. I picked up the phone and it was nick. (less info)