I'm not the most common person in this world. sure i have things in common with others: like i love music, i play bass guitar, i read more then i spaek, i draw pictures when i'm in the mood, i like to color, and i play video games sometimes. but the thing that seperates me from lots of people is the fact that i see a psychiostrist twice a month, and i have to take medication for my paranoia, mood swings, rapid thoughts, depression, and to stop me from cutting myself...but seriously their is happiness in this cracked skull....i'm not as sad as i portrate myself. i believe in love, its such a cliche but i do believe in it. no one can live without it. i do care about my friends but i do get rid of the ones that hurt me. my birthday is december 9th....so i'm going to be 20 this year...grr. i dont know how to dance, but i could try when i'm not shy...so i'm a shy type of person, but i do fool people that dont know me. i'm the petite type so i'm small for a male....grr...i try to change my exterior but i end up staying the same...i write a lot of poems but i hide them from the world...i guess i fear what everyone thinks of them...but i do post them up.but seriously, i'm not as sad as i portrate myself....just give me a chance you'll be surprise....grr to the end, KaT