I FIXED MY VIDEOS.
SO IF YOU WERE MISSING SEEING SEEM THEIR UP BUT I HAD TO CHANGE THE SONGS

~~~~PLEASE READ~~~~~~
i forget all the videos people wanted me to upload so can you please send me a message titled "VIDEO UPLOAD" and i'll work on them if i have the books ^-^


----///-\\\----If you have ever felt
---|||---|||---Alone
---|||---|||---Hated
---|||---|||---Suicidal
----\\\-///----Appathetic
-----\\///-----Depressed
------///\-----or
-----///\\\----just
----///--\\\---Felted pain put this on your file

~*~about me~*~
age 18
dob 4/14/90
sex female
skin light brown
hair long and dark brown
eyes dark brown
orientation straight
relationship taken
my fav color DARK COLORS!!!!

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not long ago i thought to myself i would die from something the doctors would never find.
i spend my days in pain and taking meds that i wasn't 100% sure that would cure me. this last past month my sickness got the best of me and i was giving up.
i was getting tired of fighting a war for 4 years. but the thing that kept me going was my friends who were truely there for me. and when they couldn't be there for me i had my boyfriend by my side.
i think back at the times when i was lying in the hospital thinking no one cared. but i was wrong. there are people who have noticed when i'm not there. not everyday when i wake up i thank God for giving me my friends, family, boyfriend because without them i wouldn't have gone though all that pain and lived
and thank you to everyone who i was message me when i was in the hospital. i'm not as sick so i'm working as much on the videos. i'll try too much it will take me long time. i want to enjoy my little sister and brother before they get to big. ^-^