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nonamavi
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Joined: February 02, 2007
Last Sign In: 6 months ago
Videos Watched: 914
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Age: 22
Hey guys, SO SO SO sorry I've been away for so long! I've had a lot I've needed to deal with. I don't think people ever plan on "leaving YouTube" and it just sort of happens.

For me, I just didn't want to think about my ED anymore or have anything to do with it, so I stayed away from any and all things that forced me to think about it. Avoidance much? I had spent so much time online and on YouTube thinking about it, talking about it, and it was all consuming and I was just so tired of it.

Also, with my housemate around all the time, I haven't found convenient times to record, and I just didn't even know what I wanted to talk about anymore. The comments I was getting and my channel just grew into something I wasn't sure about and I just got really busy and occupied with other hobbies.

Currently, my harddrive failed and I reinstalled Linux on my new one, which my webcam is not compatible with. I thank everyone who was concerned and wanted to keep in contact, and I will be back to making videos soon, once I figure how to get my webcam working or once I get Windows back. I have a lot to talk about and catch up on. Scary times in my life, and I don't feel like being alone much anymore.

Also, just so you know, I took down MOST of my old videos because I just got really paranoid, if I'm being honest, of people I knew stumbling across it. YouTube is a smaller community than we believe it to be, and I just didn't want anything especially incriminating or details of my ED out there for the world to see anymore. Perhaps I can also think of it as that chapter of my life being closed, and the new vids I will upload a new chapter to document.

- March 18th 2008
City: somewhere in California
Country: United States
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wickedwatwat1 (1 month ago)
hey guys plz sub for me and i sub for u pueez thnks
larfa (1 month ago)
Your desire to get better and live has to be stronger than your desire to be thin. It all depends on how bad you want it. I finally realized this and I have been barf free for 8 months. Its all about what you really want. So ask yourself "what do you really want?" ya that sounds korny, but it is also very true. I have been there, I have done that and I have done what I thought I could not do!
pien21 (2 months ago)
it's nice to see you back. I remember one video where
you were in a lot of fisical pain and it's great to see you like this.
Hope your doing well.
Love pien
xxblodlustxx (2 months ago)
Hey, just figured I'd drop by and leave a comment. I watched your videos for a long time, especially while I was going through the worst in my ED, and never left comments.. Creepy? lol

Anyway, I hope you're doing well. After going through inpatient treatment, I'm back to a normal weight and have been maintaining since February.

Take care :)
ladyjade7013 (3 months ago)
Hi. I can't believe that I just saw your comment on my page 4 months later. Thanks for being my single comment. It's been a year and I finally have one video up. I'm getting the hang of this YouTube now finally. Wishing you are well. -Jenni
1DjRadeoConscyous (4 months ago)
hello great looking page, im me katch up on your vids
ii2osy (5 months ago)
where did you go?! i would love to hear an update
girlwithoutgrey (6 months ago)
Andrea ;)
girlwithoutgrey (6 months ago)
Hey don't worry about not making vids, that is something people have to do from time to time, sometimes thinking too much about ED and talking about it is not that good and sometimes it is, I am doing the same thing for now, well I don't make vids, but there comes a point that u don't want to deal with all these things, to talk about it and find things on ur own, mayb is for ur good and then u can come back anyime, so take a break and everyone will understand :) Best of luck!! Take care, hope everything is well with u :)
BeautifulPrincess23 (6 months ago)
i loved your video
it touched my heart
i want to raise awarness of this problem in girls and guys
i just dont know where to start

this is a hard struggle
and its something we fight everyday
i feel if people like us take a stand together to fight this
we will make a diffrence
and the smallest things like your video
is where it starts
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