and probably when im 18 or 19 i will look like im 42 lol

hey sorry for not writing to you yesterday, i fell asleep, i wonder why i don't look 14 lmao

im 14 and a freshmen lol, people mistake me as 16 and over lol

how old are you and what grade are you in?

i got 2 brothers and to sisters and you?

and they think if they got polices surrounding the place its gonna be better but that's bullshit, the polices are worser than the people who cause crime

its cool im the same way i live in opa-locka and i see crime everyday and thats not funny shit i almost got killed 4 times and raped i swear to god im not lying and my mom can't afford to get out of this place, i had a rifle on my back once cuz this nigga wants money

but im ok now everyone is going to die for a reason. i know im going to loose more people later in life but i can't stop it

its like history keeps repeating itself, and then 9 months after my dad's death i lost one of my guy friends from school, he got hit by a car while me and my friends were playing with him, i didn't believe it at first until i saw him, when he went to the hospital he was all ok, then a week later he died and my friends txt me saying that he died, i went to school feeling like shit crying, they gathered all his friends including me and took us to therapy

im going thru the same thing! my dad died last year on april 6 because of cancer. he was dying in front of me and i had no idea because of the lies they told me and when it finally happened i didn't know what to do. i started hitting the doctors cursing in the hospital, going crazy, but now when i see this happening i just try to help other people