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jonasbrofan4lyf uploaded a new video
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I hate getting woken up early. Especially on your birthday
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I felt lik...
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I hate getting woken up early. Especially on your birthday
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I felt like I had just truly fallen into a peaceful sleep when my phone went off. I quickly answered it in a raspy voice.
"Hello" I moaned.
"KAITLIN, HAPPY BIRTHDAY" Ashley screamed into the phone.
"Ashley, what are you on?" I complained. "Its to early"
"Girl, get your lazy ass out of bed and let that man of yours give you the royal treatment" she laughed. "I know what I would ask for" I could picture her smiling.
"Ugh, you’re so gross." My voice cracked."
“I got you a present but you’re going to have to wait till you get back"
"Yah okay" I said falling asleep. "You know, I hate you for calling me this early"
"Yah i know. Well anyway, i guess I'll call you when you're up. Bye" she said and hung up. I moaned and looked at the clock. 6:03. Lovely. I sat up, feeling a little bit better than yesterday. The aloe really worked. I got up and went over to the conjoining door. It was still dark so i had to feel for the knob. I quietly crept in and examined the beds. Nick was in one bed with Kevin, and Joe had his bed to himself. I was aware that usually Joe and Nick would share but i guess not this time. I climbed into bed with Joe, carefully not making my skin burn. Slowly, i began falling asleep. I woke up again around 9:30. I opened my eyes to see Joe starring at me. He smiled and laughed.
"Good morning birthday girl" he said. I sat up and stretched and looked around. Kevin was sitting on the end of his bed, watching the news. Nick was sitting under the covers eating a bowl of cereal.
"How old am I again?" i asked. I was kind of out of it. Obviously.
"Four" Nick answered. "Wait, sorry, Three" he said and smiled.
"Seventeen" Kevin gave Nick a look and then turned back to the t.v.
"Ugh, Seventeen is a sucky number" I complained. They all looked at me. "Just....saying" i mumbled.
"It’s okay. I hated Seventeen too" Joe said and sat up next to me.
"So what do you want to do today, Katie?" Kevin asked, turning off the t.v
"Well…first I would like to clean up and get dressed. Then, I would like to go somewhere indoors because I don’t want to get any more burned" I grimaced.
"Well, I had a place in mind. We could go swim with dolphins. There is an indoor exhibit. It’s just not as fun" Kevin said. I sighed and looked at Joe. He shrugged and laid back down.
"Fine. We could do the outdoor one" I said standing up. "But if I get even more burned, there will be hell to pay" I said, beginning to walk out.
"Someone’s moody on their birthday" I heard Nick mumble. I rolled my eyes and went into my room. I took a shower (with cold water) and quickly got out so we could go on with the day.
When we arrived...
At the dolphin exhibit thing, they immediately started giving us instructions on all the how to's and what not's and crap. I barley paid any attention. They handed us life vests and I quickly snapped mine shut. I dipped my toe in the water and it was freezing.
"Ha, there is no way I’m going in that water" I snorted and crossed my arms over my chest or life vest whatever.
"Yes there is" Joe said and pushed me in. I came up for air and spit the water out that was in my mouth.
"J-J-Joe" my teeth chattered. "Y-y-you could f-forget about the s-surprise I was gunna gi-give you" I said. Joe’s face went white and he jumped in too. He grabbed me and put a smile on his face.
"I didn’t mean to push you...my hand slipped" he smirked. Nick jumped in too followed by Kevin.
"Oh my god, its freezing" Kevin said, rubbing his arms. I gave a little smirk and then swam away from Joe. The dolphin trainer got into the water easily and didn’t seem to have a problem with the temperature.
A dolphin brushed up against me and I pet it. So basically, we spent a good 4 hours there. Instead of getting any more burnt, I think I got tanned. So anyway, Kevin was driving us back to the hotel...or so I thought.
"Kev, where are we going?" I asked, finally noticing my surroundings. He glanced up at the rearview mirror and smirked. "You'll see" he said. Ugh, how annoying. I rested my head on the window and decided to just sleep until we got there. It seemed like a while, but we did eventually get there.
"Kate, wake up" Nick shook me. I picked my head up from the window and moaned. I dug my head into his shoulder.
"Five more hours" I said, trying to go back to the peaceful sleep I was just in. Nick laughed and shrugged my head off his shoulder.
"Come on, you could sleep when you get back to the hotel room, I promise" he said and grabbed my hand, leading me out of the car. I kept my hand intertwined with Nick’s in the most subtle way possible. I left my head on his shoulder as we walked. And then I noticed that Joe wasn’t any where in sight.
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"Joe, youre really heavy" I panted. I felt his w...
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"Joe, youre really heavy" I panted. I felt his weight lift a little. Suddenly, a very cold substance was being spread on my back. It felt so good on my burn that I let out a sigh. Joe started on my shoulders, then slowly made his way down to my back. His weight shifted and he got my lower back. He spread it on my legs and then closed the bottle.
"Alright you have to lay there for a bit so it dries" he said. "Scoot" he added. I moved over to the very right of the bed and Joe lied next to me with the bottle still in his hands. He spread the aloe on my cheek and it felt amazing. I closed my eyes and breathed.
"Why didnt you just come in the pool?" he whined.
"Why didnt you wake me up? You could have stopped this" I whined back.
"You should have put sun block on. They invented that, you know" he laughed.
"The rest of this vacation, Im going to feel miserable" I groaned and squeezed my eyes shut. Joe kissed the tip of my nose and I could feel a slight burn. I carefully scooted closer to Joe, relaxing into the shape of his body. Kevin suddenly bursted through the door. Joe and I both turned our heads to look at him.
"Its called knocking" Joe snapped.
"I wanted to surprise you incase you were doing something you werent suppose to" Kevin smirked.
"Oh, its good you didnt 'surprise' us five minutes ago" I smiled. Kevins face got hard.
"Kidding, Kevin" I laughed. Kevin mumbled something under his breath and then left the room. Joe laughed and played with my fingers.
"You know, if you werent so burned, Kevin probably would have walked in on a big surprise" he said, rather seriously. I thought for a second, analyzing his words carefully.
"What do you mean?" I asked confusion clear in my voice. Joe softly brushed his finger across my face. I could feel a slight burn but I ignored it.
"Oh you know, youre just so tempting sometimes" he smirked.
"Sometimes?"I raised my eyebrow. He laughed and kissed me softly.
"Well all the time. But sometimes more than other times" he paused. "You get me?" he laughed.
"Yah" I breathed. "Is it because Im in a bathing suit or is it this sexy burn I have" I joked.
"Definitely the burn" he said, poking my shoulder. I flinched.
Later that night...
I was sitting on the bed, reading the book and just relaxing. There was a small knock at the conjoining door.
"Come in" I called. Kevin stepped through the door and then closed it.
"Can we talk?" he asked concern on his face. He sat on the edge of the bed and I put down the book. "Its about Nick" he said.
"What happened? Is he alright?" I asked worried.
"Hes fine. Hes fine. Joe and him are sleeping" he assured me. "I have noticed something in Nicks behavior. Its...different" he glanced up at my expression. "As you know, Nick and Joe have been fighting a lot lately. I didnt know why until recently" he said and swallowed. "I talked to Nickand he has filled me in on a lot." Kevin said. "Kate, he told me about the kiss" he lowered his voice. I felt my face go white and my body froze. "You dont need to worry. The secret is safe with me" he said. His words werent comforting. It made the guilt, that I have been successfully ignoring, come back out and eat away slowly and painfully. "Hes in love with you Kate." As if I needed a reminder.
"Kevin, why are we talking about this?" I said, a hint of anger in my voice.
"My little bro is in pain. I need to fix It." he sighed. "In this case, I dont think I can. Ive seen the way you look at Joe. And the way he looks at you. I never knew love could be so visible." He paused. "I know you dont have feelings for Nick but why did you kiss him?" he asked, lowering his voice again.
"I felt like I owed it to him" I said looking down at my fingers.
"You shouldnt have. You confused him and got his hopes up not to mention you betrayed Joe" he breathed. The guilt ate at me harder.
"We werent technically together" I said and swallowed.
"Does it make a difference?" Kevin was right. Like always.
"Look, Im tired. I look like a lobster and I cant move otherwise I will burn. Can we talk about this another time?" I said, pulling the covers over me. He smiled and kissed my forehead.
"Goodnight, Katie" he said and went into his room. I sat there and then turned off the light, letting the guilt naw at me until there was nothing left.
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-Kaitlin
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okay soo. The sequel to this is called "Come Home" and since this whole thing is a diary, this story is going to randomly end like if Kaitlin just forgot to continue with her entries. And "Come Home" also has P.O.V's in it, so its a little different. kaythanksbye. oh and there is soo much drama in it, its crazy. Lets just say...everything changes. AND THIS IS NOT THE END
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jonasbrofan4lyf uploaded a new video
(4 days ago)
Today was...well you be the judge. Oh, and I think I have never been so ...
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Today was...well you be the judge. Oh, and I think I have never been so burnt in my entire life. I look...I look like a whoopee cushion. No, I’m not a fat lard. I’m just really pink.
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I had my own room and it conjoined with the boy’s room through two doors. I closed my side of the door and got into my bathing suit I had gotten from pacsun. I slipped on a pair of white shorts and then pulled my hair into a messy, side pony-tail. I knocked on the joining door and waited for a response.
"We’ll be ready in a minute...Nick get off of him" I heard Kevin yell. My eyebrows furrowed and then I turned around and walked to my bed. Soon enough, there was a knock at my room door so I got up to get it. All three Jonas boys were standing there in their swim trunks, tops, and towels over their shoulders. Kevin was smiling but Joe and Nick weren’t.
"Well, don’t we look happy" I said and smiled big. I saw Joe chuckle a little and then grab my hand. We walked down to the pool and set up our stuff on the lounge chairs. I decided to lay out my towel and read. I slipped off my shorts and laid stomach-down on the chair. I propped myself up with my elbows and began reading "The Child Called It" . Joe, Nick and Kevin were in the pool having fun. By the sound of it, they were playing pool volleyball. It seemed as if hours passed, and the sun was so bright that it was just hard to keep my eyes open. I laid my head down and began falling asleep. Before I knew it, I was out. When I woke up, the sun was going down and the pool wasn’t crowded. Joe had pulled a chair next to me and was reading the book I was reading earlier. I sat up and watched him and how concentrated he seemed. He did a double-take at me and his eyes widened.
"Oh my god, Kaitlin you look like a pepper" Joe gasped. I saw Kevin turn his attention to us and his eyes got round too.
"Kaitlin, are you mental?" Kevin asked
"I mean, I have issues but i’m not stupid" I defended. Slowly, Joe extended his hand and reached for my face. He poked my cheek. I yelped. Joe flinched back examined the front of my body and then his eyes flashed to my face.
"Turn around" he said uneasily. I stood up and showed him my back.
"Oh my god" he said. Nick got up so fast he looked like a giant smudge.
"I thought only the side of your face got burned, but your back is so bad" Kevin said, standing next to my chair.
"Well don’t just stand there Kevin, do something" Nick complained.
"What would you like me to do, lick it?" he said. I laughed but then flinched. The movement burned.
"Put aloe, you idiot" Joe snapped. I grabbed my shorts and began putting them on. I stopped when they got to my thigh because the back of my legs were burned too. We began walking back to the hotel room.
"Its kind of funny cuz your tan on the front and red on the back. So you look like those two-colored tylenols" Joe said as we entered the elevator. I glared at him
We got back to my room and Kevin scrambled around for aloe.
"Okay, do you want me to do it?" he asked.
"Sur..." I started but Joe interrupted.
"I’ll do it" Joe said. Kevin’s eyes flickered to Joe and then to me. I nodded and Kevin gave Joe the bottle.
"Be gentle with her. And no fooling around" Kevin warned.
"Lay down" Joe said pointing to the bed. I laid on my stomach
"Nick, can you come with me a second. We need to talk" Kevin said They both left the room, closing the door behind them. Joe climbed onto the bed and straddled my back and sat on my butt.
"Joe, you’re really heavy" I panted. I felt his weight lift a little. Suddenly, a very cold substance was being spread on my back. It felt so good on my burn that I let out a sigh. Joe started on my shoulders, then slowly made his way down to my back. His weight shifted and he got my lower back. He spread it on my legs and then closed the bottle.
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jonasbrofan4lyf uploaded a new video
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SeriouslyI’m considering the fact that maybe when I was a baby, some lad...
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SeriouslyI’m considering the fact that maybe when I was a baby, some lady with green skin and warts casted a spell on me to have bad luck and clumsiness the rest of my life. It could totally happen.
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I found out where we were going when our flight was called. We we’re going to the Bahamas. We had been on the plane for about 3 hours now. We had to land in Florida and then get on another plane to the Bahamas. Joe was in the window seat, I was next to him, Nick was in the isle, and Kevin was in the bathroom. No, that wasn’t his seat. He sat behind us. Joe put up his arm rest so that I could comfortably rest my head on him. He closed the window blind and I fell asleep. His arm was around me and his hand brushed up and down my arm gently. I was aware that Nick was sitting next to me but I was almost positive he wasn’t looking at me. If anything, he would switch with Kevin. It felt like a good hour that I was sleeping, when I woke up with a sudden gasp. I had that dream again except it was worse. Sweat quickly broke out across my body and I started panicking. Joe was fast asleep and so was most of the people on the plane. It was dark and I felt like I couldn’t breathe. I needed to see Nick. I felt for a body beside me and was startled when I felt a hairy arm. It was Kevin. I panicked and quickly scrambled to take off my seatbelt. I got up from my seat and frantically ran to where Kevin had sat before. Like I predicted earlier, Nick had switched with Kevin. He was sleeping calmly in his seat, in the empty isle. In relief to seeing him, I jumped onto his lap, wrapping my arms around his neck, and cried into his shoulder. It startled him awake.
“Kaitlin? What’s going on?”He whispered in a worried tone. I kept my crying silent because I didn’t want to disturb other people. I lifted my head from his shoulder and felt for his face. I didn’t know a plane could get so dark. I held his face in between my hands until my eyes focused enough for me to see.
"Are you okay?" my voice cracked. His eyebrows pulled together.
"Me? You’re the one crying hysterically" he wiped my eye.
"I had a nightmare again..."I whispered. "It was so real" I closed my eyes tight wanting the image to go away.
"Oh no. Kaitlin, I’m sorry" he said and pulled my head back down to his shoulder. I sat there on his lap, letting my sobs subside.
"Nick, I think you’re in danger" I kept my face hidden in his shoulder, afraid to look at anything else. It had been about 45 minutes that I was sitting there, with his arms securely around me. I then fell asleep. No trace of the nightmare lingered in my mind, so I let myself fall into a deep sleep. It only seemed like 5 minutes later when I was getting shook awake.
"Kate, we have to get on the other plane" Nick said quietly in my ear. I lifted my head and met with his face. He looked tired. I wondered if he slept, or if he stayed awake incase I woke up again. I looked around and met with Joe’s hard face. He was standing in the isle, holding my suitcases, waiting for me. I then realized how my position must have looked to him. I dropped my arms from around Nick’s neck and stood up. I fell down into the isle, right in front of Joe’s feet. I heard Nick laugh, but Kevin bent down and helped me up.
"Hey, Katie. Are you okay? Nick told me what happened" he said as he balanced me. I gave him a reassuring smile and then helped Joe with my bags. Joe didn’t talk to me at anytime from when we were sitting in the terminal to when we were on the next plane. This time, Joe and I were in one isle and Kevin and Nick were in the one in front of us. Joe’s face was towards the window. He wouldn’t look at me. I sighed and tapped him on the shoulder. Reluctantly, he looked. He didn’t look mad, he looked hurt. I then remembered that Joe knows that Nick is in love with me.
"Are you mad at me?" I asked.
"Do I have a reason to be?" he asked. It seemed like a fair question.
"No" I wanted to change my answer. He did have a reason to be mad at me. Kissing Nick. But I didn’t want to explain that to him.
"Then no, I’m not mad at you" he said and looked back out the window.
I raised his arm rest and laid my head on his lap, looking up at him. He glanced down, trying to ignore me but he couldn’t resist. He looked back down at me and smiled.
"What?" I said with a small chuckle. He shook his head and smirked.
"I’m just trying to sleep' I said closing my eyes. I popped one eye open to see if he was watching me. He was and he laughed. I have no idea why, but I started cracking up. After about five minutes to try and calm down, I settled peacefully with my head in his stomach trying to go back to sleep as he brushed his hands through my hair.
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I can’t wait for tomorrow so we could go to the pool. Im so excited!!
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I had a good day but it was also bad in a way. I don’t even know what’s ...
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I had a good day but it was also bad in a way. I don’t even know what’s wrong with me anymore.
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It was the Thursday before the trip. Nick and I decided to skip school since we weren’t going to school Friday. Joe had to go because of football practice. We were at my house, sitting on my couch with the t.v off. We sat there silently, thinking in our minds to ourselves.
"Nick?" I asked my voice just above a whisper. His expression barley changed. Lately, he’s been a tad depressed but I wouldn’t blame him.
"Hmm?" He replied without looking at me.
"We have to talk about it" I sighed, looking down.
"Talk about what?" he said, his jaw clenching as fingered the tip of the pillow.
"Nick" I said sternly.
"Fine! Lets talk about how we kissed and it meant nothing to you. Lets talk about how you told me you didn’t love me. Lets talk about how you broke my heart" he kind of yelled at me. I looked down. I deserved this. I deserved for him to yell at me.
"You don’t get it, do you? You have never loved somebody that didn’t love you back. Hell, you have never really loved anyone but Joe. So you can’t possibly get how it feels to know your in love all alone”"he shouted. His face was red with anger. He was standing up by now, pacing infront of me. "I don’t understand. We are...we are meant for eachother. Everything for us is there. Even the physical stuff. Your just to stupid to see it" he said. I rubbed my temples with my hand, suddenly getting a pounding head ache. I wanted to cry. I wanted to cry so hard. I broke his heart...
"I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have said that. I didn’t mean it" he had a pained expression.
"Yes you did. Its okay” I kept my face down. “I want you to yell at me, Nick. I want you to be mad at me" I said. He stared at me for a second and then sat down with a sigh.
"If you haven’t noticed, I’ve been trying to ignore you for the past couple of days" he said, running a hand through his hair.
"I’ve realized" I mumbled.
"I’m not mad anymore. I’m just upset" he said finally. I didn’t want to talk about this anymore. It was putting me in a depressed mood and don’t get me started about the whole kaitlin-can-not-pull-off-emo-look.
"Can we talk about something happier?" I asked and looked up at him. He gave a half smile and nodded.
"The trip is tomorrow. Kevin told me where we are going" he rubbed in my face.
"That is so unfair. Can you tell me please?"
"Nope. Sorry" he gave a mocking smile. "But I can tell you what to pack" he sat up and used his fingers to name off things.
"Clothes" he smiled. "Bathing suits" he paused and thought "The basics, I guess" he shrugged.
"Wow, that helped" I rolled my eyes.
"Atleast you know it will be sunny" he said. That was true. I didn’t want to spend this vacation in the snow somewhere. Where could we possible be going? Knowing Kevin, it’s somewhere nice. "I bought an underwater camera" Nick smiled. "And I got a giant floatie" he said, extending his arms exaggerating the statement.
"I should start packing" I sighed.
"Start?" Nick frowned. "You haven’t started yet? I already finished. And so has Joe. And so has Kevin"
"Yah okay I get it. Everybody finished." I snapped.
"Except you" he smirked. I glared at him and got up, walking away and up the stairs.
"Don’t be like that. Kaitlin" he got up and followed me.
"Either go home or help me pac"” I said and he agreed to help. For 3 hours we spent bickering about what I should bring and what goes where. It took so long because we were laughing so much. We were eating candy as we packed and we must have had a sugar rush. Everything seemed funny. My phone actually rung and we started cracking up. I missed the call. It felt good to have a normal day with Nick. It made me even more excited for the trip. I had two full suit cases packed and I’m ready for wherever we are going.
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I really should be going to bed because I have to wake up at 2:00 because our flight is at 5:00am. So yah, I need the 2 hours of sleep I’m about to get.
-Kaitlin
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