I am just a redneck fishhead living in a small town. I find out things and I am stuck understanding these things by myself. I hope for hope and I pray for the best.

In order to learn from the wise you have to chop wood and carry water and when you have reached the knowledge you have long sought you chop wood and carry water. It is better to live in the mystery than to live in the know. I get it and I am aware. This is what happens when you are alone it is better to be alone than to be inside eating and drinking and living in stalls. A wise sheep will leave the heard and become a man. Eat of the lion, eat of the white dove, eat of the fruit of the gods, eat of the tree of life, eat of the bread of life, eat of the manna! When you understand these things and know them then you have defeated the darkness which is the light in which we live.