This is part one of the end of my future with the one element of my life that I believed would always be a constant. Shortly before I made this video, my girlfriend left me. We met online about a week after our birthdays in May, and even lived together for the month of September.

Her family wasn't happy about relationship and she eventually went back home, to Ontario, Oregon, on October 1st to see if she could fix things. She said we should see each other again in November. Then, it was supposed to be December. Then, it was "I don't know, but soon".

I told her if she ever left me, I'd make a video of her breaking my heart, and I would cry in it, and I'd send it to her and she would have to see me cry. At the time, it was kind of a joke. I did promise, however, so here it is.

I know I look terrible. I still had some eyeliner on from the night before. I wish I'd have put on foundation yesterday so my skin looked better. Unlike videos I've posted in the past, this one wasn't planned, so it's not going to be very glamorous.

If you've had your heart broken, feel free to share. I wouldn't wish this on anyone, but it would be some semblance of consolation to know I'm not alone.

PART 2: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1ArKTbwvIHQ
PART 3: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ys1_zLa1l2w (less info)