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Name:
Matt
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8/2/09 Hi everyone, you may note that I have not posted a video in quite a while. It's because I'm afraid too, too depressed to. I was hospitalized a few weeks ago for a suicide attempt. I'm in recovery now and it is hell, but I'm determined to 'rise above this' before it swallows me whole. Your prayers and thoughts are appreciated at this time. Thanks -Matt

What is it I fear the most?
A cage. To stay behind bars until use and old age accept them and all chance of valor has gone beyond recall or desire.
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Channel Comments (293)
LoveeMe2Times (7 months ago)
Hey Matt, it's merindachristie. [new channel] just dropping by saying hi, hope your well. Much love ~m~
hondatech13 (8 months ago)
yea i know plants are the best huh
melissamccraw (9 months ago)
Thank you for subscribing!  It really means a lot!
RiverBirch1967 (9 months ago)
Thinking of you often,hope you are continuing to fight the good fight.
OldEQlvl60 (9 months ago)
Nice EQ video...we shall never forget the times!
MarilynHawken (10 months ago)
ur cat is like my cat
mywootgarden (10 months ago)
more gardening vids! plox.
IndianPrince04 (10 months ago)
watch?v=4TZvblIgBbU&feature=channel_page
amyb876 (11 months ago)
Thanks for your kind comment :) Best of luck with the final the final papers!! :D I'm doin studyin for my finals aswell..youtube is a killer when it comes to procrastination!! That last email I sent was very sidetracked and riddled with typos..If you can decode it you should be in the FBI ;) take care! *~Amy~*
xxpajjioxx (11 months ago)
hey matt, you're very kind. thank you for all the comments on my videos. you're getting some your way, promise.
and by the way, you're not too bad yourself. ;]
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