Looking back...

[Amir123heyho]

keep it up. i been threw this by loosing my girlfriend in a car accident and 3 years later a best friend.

i'm a good friend, text me whenever ;)

[mynamemaranda]

I always said to my self if I can't even love myself how can I love others.

But you know what it's been 7 months and I haven't cut and I'm starting to act like myself again ;) it makes me happy to be so cair free and not to have to hid what's underneath my clothing hehehe I can be a teenager :)

[lilprincess2394]

'And the scary thing? The suicidal thoughts didn't scare me...'

'And no one seemed to notice anything was wrong...'

...same...

after suffering varying degrees of depression for about 5 years, and being unable to tell anyone I finally think I am getting better. After hours of crying, purging, starving ad self hatred. I finally like what I see in the mirror inside and out.

[lilprincess2394]

'And the scary thing? The suicidal thoughts didn't scare me...'

'And no one seemed to notice anything was wrong...'

...same...

after suffering varying degrees of depression for about 5 years, and being unable to tell anyone I finally think I am getting better. After hours of crying, purging, starving ad self hatred. I finally like what I see in the mirror inside and out.

[hahaha667]

@lilprincess2394 the end of your comment made me smile, thats amazing.

[hahaha667]

@lilprincess2394 the end of your comment made me smile, thats amazing.

[josh50410]

@hahaha667 r u doing any better 3 years later i hope so 

[medicgirl1730]

You can do this hun! I know it's not easy, and you were so brave for confiding in someone! I let mine get absolutely out of control and finally stopped in December...and I have no idea how I did it. Keep hanging in there. I'm always here if you need to chat!

[janiesis94]

wow this is how i feel im only 14 going on 15 n ive ben cutting n ect since 6th grade summer..

[crosemcneil]

Keep hanging on I know it's tough, these experiences make us stronger for surviving them.

[mangagirl148]

thats right, keep holding on, don't give up hope *I use my hands to make a heart* <3

[siobhannugent]

keep holding on u will make it though you just have to believe in your self and u r on the right track

so keep going dont give up

xxxx

[shacrypt09]

it made me cried...

[shacrypt09]

this is really a heArt breaking scenery...how sad it is....so sad....

[Mileschild27]

beautiful..<3 happy to hear that you're ok and that you got the help you needed.

i had feelings like that too..

you'll be in my thoughts.

[ashaweiler2009120]

This video explains me COMPLETELY!!!!!!

[JENNCHAMB]

You are without a doubt an Inspiration, Keep moving forward and getting the help, you are on the right path, My heart goes out to you so much... God has so many blessings for you on your journey...

HUGS!

[SoUnIqUeSoUnDeFiNeD]

AWW this is really well put together i like it. and im glad you expressed your self. im still healing from cutting..

[crapdisusernamesux]

wats this song ?

[weirdochick11]

Aww Im sorry.

But thats good u ot help.

Keep trying!

I know u can do it :3

[hannahXheroin]

this video touched me heart

[AsToldByCatherine]

Hey, anyone who's cutting, depressed, or struggling should come to me for advice.

Please look at my channel!

thanks <3

[allisonftw18]

i lost my brother when i was 8 but it hurts still

i used to cut and i felt like nobody else knew what i was going threw

[somepeople98]

therapy doesnt help

[xSuki229]

I'm so sorry... I know what you're going through. When things get tough, people seem to be less and less sympathetic. You feel alone, because you have no one to talk to. You keep it all bottled up inside, so when you get to the therapists office you say nothing [sorry i had to slip in a life story somewhere].

I'm so sorry, all my sympathy goes to you. *hug*

[lilmidge1990]

i know how hard it is, ive been there, done that, got the scars, i know its sortof scary to try and think u woulnt be coping in your normal way, but trust me, its so much better when u fight it, and i hope u can x

[maxinexxmanic]

i started crying i almsot lost my brother in an acident he was drinking and he hit a tree and im worried about loosing my bf to suicide i know i wouldnt make it if it hapend

[CosmoAri93]

oh honey, i'm really sorry all of that had to happen before you got the help you needed. i just want to say... i'm here. i've been where you were, and at times still are. i'm here to talk if you need to. and that goes for everyone. i will NOT abandon anyone.

Ari

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[kjl]

idk why, but it does feel good to cut. the pain releases trouble, and makes u feel more free everytime. i know its bad but its the only thing that makes me feel okay. im already on antidepressants and i feel the same. the video is all too familiar. the pain is unbareable

[zZzXxxpurple]

i feel the same way u do..or used to or whatever..i thought about cutting and developing an eating disorder n stuff like that but i just cant seem to be able to get myself to do it.. i know i have to eat cuz ive got a very sensitive stomach n i even ended up in the hospital twice because of severe stomach disorder but CUTTING? i cant understand ppl hu do that.. well i do UNDERSTAND but i just cant c how that takes away the pain... all it does is bring more...plus.. BLOOD? how can u stand that???

[hahaha667]

I know to most people who dont do it, it would seem taboo. but it numbs you..its hard to describe. i've been told that i dont let myself experience emotions (probably true) so i use the cutting to focus my attention on that instead of the emotional pain.

[hahaha667]

and bleeding...i dont know. i have no worth for myself so i feel likei deserve it, i dont think i should be treated any better. self injury is a way of "self medicating" its just like doing drugs. excepts instead of a physical addiction its a mental one.

and honestly, i couldnt see not doing it

[nezer1711]

i use to vut too.for everything that had the slights thing that was upseting.i cut and i started 3 years ago ihave seen 3 counslers and been to the hospital 4 times ..and still i cut

[hahaha667]

yeah its not something thats easily given up

but that doesnt mean that i am telling you to continue doing it. if i did...then i would be a hypocrit

[boopeypoo]

this vid made me cry. if u need anyone to talk to i am here. just a thought. great job though.

[hahaha667]

thank you...

[poisonpinklemon]

that was my world for three years. without the food thing.

i did psychiatry, psychotherapy, heavy meds, you name it.

im better than ever now.

hold on, lady, you've got it.

i promise you, you will know the day that a smile feels real :)

good luck

[inu7kono]

brave to do this kick ass video but i know not everyone like me maybe won't get back but your video and others will help more than you think nice job

[hahaha667]

really...?

thats not the intention, but it would deff be an added bonus.

and thank you

[inu7kono]

your welcome but why thank me? the intentions can be viewed in many ways

[HayssBaby]

i like this video :)

made me relise im not the only one!

whats the song btws?

[inu7kono]

slipped away

[faith1904]

i completley understand what you were going through i am only 14 and i do it really bad, bulimia and cutting, i am trying to get better but it is hard and i am really scared,

[hahaha667]

good luck, honestly.

im not just saying that. stopping something like that is really hard, it actully can get addicting. so its not something thats going to stopped over night.

but either way if you stop or not. i commend you for that. atleast you tried, thats more then some people

good luck!

this is stolen from TWLOHA but recovery is possible

[murphysje]

This is wayyy amazing.

[hahaha667]

thank you :]

[lindseyluvsya14]

I am sorry that you had to go through that. You are an inspiration.

[hahaha667]

wow an insperation, i never would have thought about myself like that. thanks

[alexbuffy1869]

im sorry about ur brother and sister just hang in there life is tough for everyone hold ur head up high it will get better.....it already got wrose..

[ValkyrieAngel1]

Hey there great job on the video! I know this is hard to talk about. I have been there, if you ever need to chat drop me a line. Best of luck to you I know you will make it!

[Blackpearl18j]

i dont know u but if u disappered i would of remebered u...im so sorry about ur brother & sister...but i hope ur r doing well..u can do it...I HAVE FAITH IN YOU

[mcsherrymike]

Hang in there - good video :)

[miasprisoner]

wow, I can relate to this so much. I was just recently in the hospital after 5 years of bulimia, and I am a recovery self injurer.

You CAN get through this...I know its hard...but some day it wont be. I really hope things work out for you and wish you all the best. xoxo

[heartbroken877]

i told my mom but nothing

[hahaha667]

hey, im working on it.

[missdisorientated]

I just want you to know that I can relate to the struggle... and although it's hard for you to admit, you do know you have go a problem - or you wouldn't have made a video about it.

Admitting you have a problem, isn't bad... It is the first step to getting better - which I know is very scary.

[xxbrightxxstarxx]

wow, that was incredible.

your story is just like mine.

i injure myself,

and have recently started purging every day.

and now im in therapy too.

if you ever want to talk,

i can be a really good friend so message me if you want. =] =]

[puuuuurrrfectkitten]

wow u sound alot like me if u ever want talk send me a mesge

[druidgalx]

wow that was amazing

[hahaha667]

thank you.