Jessica and Jake for me have the saddest stories of all... just so fucking young and vulnerable... degraded in the worst possible ways. I just hope this documentary is seen by impressionable young people and they know never to touch fucking heroin, no one's bigger than that drug. Also the Government should treat these vulnerable addicts as people with a genuine illness, and not turn them into criminals. They NEED HELP.
thank you paulboothman1.may the joy of the Lord be your strength. He has filled heroines void in my spirit.the carnal mind and flesh are still void of her presense. i still have " phantom dopesickness"" at times and entertain relapse thoughts in my mind 13 years later.. Jesus said to look at a woman with lust is though i committed adultery. i may be worse than the one still struggling to stay physically well. apart from Jesus no good thing dwelleth in me. i still need his forgivness grace today
Why Cnt People Get it thru to their f***** Naive thick n Un~Educated Head's Dat Heroin Addiction is a Serious "PROGRESSIVE" illness, "PERIOD!" :-(
Some Would Say its Even a "Disease" Yet Speakin from Experience n from Someone Who Even After Everythin i'v Built Up for Myself, ie "Materialistic" Shite One Cnt take With them When One Passes Anyway, i "STILL" to this Day, Really "STRUGGLE" 2 Get thru Lfe "WITHOUT" Heroin, As Lars i think it Was that Said Bout the Huge "VOID" that Remains Wen Kicked!
i go to aa/na and although many people in there are religious i am totally against that but just insert the word universe in when they talk about god i have major problems with religion and will nevr agree with that but i tried every other way to get off drugs the meetings r the only thing that ever worked i have been clean/sober since 01 and i still go to aa. sometimes i dont agree with things i hear in aa/na im sure not everybody in there agrees with shit i say but we r all staying clean
@halfdeadwitch I am SO glad you are doing well. I am nearing 3 and a half years clean now. I also have had a hard time with religion (I do not like people pushing it on me) and slowly am finding my path now, on my own....
@scumgod13 The "jokes" on that James guy anyway, because he probably has AIDS now too. He thought he'd use that guy for awhile and get rid of him. For the last 12 years now people have been watching this movie a looking at his face saying "wow what a creepy queer".
Alice,are you here reading this comment?If yes,please give a sign of life,how are you these days?You gave a birth to a daughter,right?Hope that you are still abstinent,and doing very well!!!!
I WOULD NEVER FORCE MY FAITH ON ANYONE BUT I MUST STAND BEHIND MINE AS WELL I WILL HELP ANYONE I CAN BUT I DONT KNOW ANOTHER WAY TO GET CLEAN BUT IF SOMEONE DOESNT ACCEPT JESUS I DONT WRITE THEM OFF AS DOOMED. I DO PRAY FOR THEM. THEY HAVE MY HEART AND I WANT NOTHING BUT TO SEE PEOPLE GET THEIR LIVES AND FAMILIES BACK EVEN IF THEY DONT ACCEPT HIM . NO DISRESPECT INTENDED TO YOU AS WELL.
that creep kicking him out is worse than any Junkie in this movie. He is a low life son of a bitch that was obviously using him, probably had him doing all kind of degrading sexual acts. Why else would he have a relationship with an aids infested junkie unless it was to control that person.
@mlc2005 In that case Jake is really in the wrong.I didn't think of that.Still, he knows Jake's sick, he could have gave him some money to get a fix with.
God bless you! I kicked cold turkey almost 12 years ago.Then meth.Now the HOLY GHOST is my high!!! I started watching no. 1 and I couldnt stop. It really reminded me where i came from and who im out here fighting for. Ive been starting a ministry in my town geared toward the ones no one else wants to take the time to LOVE. Your videos really inspired this one percent survivor to keep fighting to see others find the same VICTORY! IN JESUS NAME . THANK YOU AND GOD BLESS YOU!
@Christselecterservnt What if someone wants badly to be clean but doesn't buy into Christianity? Are they worthy of your help and would you give it to them unconditionally without pushing religion on them or do you see these unfortunates as doomed anyway. I mean if they indeed don't accept your Jesus? I mean no respect, just curious.
@scumgod13 You overcome evil with good. You love unconditionally. So yes, real Christians will never do good works and require "payment" in faith or repentance. But they will use every opportunity to tell you about the Lord of course :)
@Christselecterservnt One creppy addiction for another. Personally I applaud you and only you found the strength to get off drugs. Give yourself all the credit cause it really was all you.
Spanky has his work cut out for him
WhatWouldOJDo 1 week ago
Jessica and Jake for me have the saddest stories of all... just so fucking young and vulnerable... degraded in the worst possible ways. I just hope this documentary is seen by impressionable young people and they know never to touch fucking heroin, no one's bigger than that drug. Also the Government should treat these vulnerable addicts as people with a genuine illness, and not turn them into criminals. They NEED HELP.
SethHesio 3 weeks ago
thank you paulboothman1.may the joy of the Lord be your strength. He has filled heroines void in my spirit.the carnal mind and flesh are still void of her presense. i still have " phantom dopesickness"" at times and entertain relapse thoughts in my mind 13 years later.. Jesus said to look at a woman with lust is though i committed adultery. i may be worse than the one still struggling to stay physically well. apart from Jesus no good thing dwelleth in me. i still need his forgivness grace today
Christselecterservnt 1 month ago
I have just watched all 6 prts, & really identify with these people so much it's like my life only in an American accent , lol
ZIGGIEPRODUCTIONS1 1 month ago
Why Cnt People Get it thru to their f***** Naive thick n Un~Educated Head's Dat Heroin Addiction is a Serious "PROGRESSIVE" illness, "PERIOD!" :-(
Some Would Say its Even a "Disease" Yet Speakin from Experience n from Someone Who Even After Everythin i'v Built Up for Myself, ie "Materialistic" Shite One Cnt take With them When One Passes Anyway, i "STILL" to this Day, Really "STRUGGLE" 2 Get thru Lfe "WITHOUT" Heroin, As Lars i think it Was that Said Bout the Huge "VOID" that Remains Wen Kicked!
paulboothman1 1 month ago
Who did they tell to go away? lol
jessicaersomething 1 month ago
Shame about Jake dying and all, truly awful stuff.
clnemesis 4 months ago
jake reminds me of layne staley
claregarrity117 7 months ago
@claregarrity117 ya me to, and also Robert englund
smokestorm88 6 months ago 2
@smokestorm88 yeah he does
claregarrity117 6 months ago
@claregarrity117 me too.
Jack1990Stevens 1 month ago
i go to aa/na and although many people in there are religious i am totally against that but just insert the word universe in when they talk about god i have major problems with religion and will nevr agree with that but i tried every other way to get off drugs the meetings r the only thing that ever worked i have been clean/sober since 01 and i still go to aa. sometimes i dont agree with things i hear in aa/na im sure not everybody in there agrees with shit i say but we r all staying clean
halfdeadwitch 8 months ago 3
@halfdeadwitch I am SO glad you are doing well. I am nearing 3 and a half years clean now. I also have had a hard time with religion (I do not like people pushing it on me) and slowly am finding my path now, on my own....
APBGrrl 7 months ago
@APBGrrl Well Done to You My Friend . . :-)
Stay Strong n Hold Your Head Up High When You Walk Dwn the Street . . :-)
You truly Are An inspiration to Me n Others n Give Other Addicts Out there "HOPE!"
Carry On With You Message n Great Work My Friend . .
Mch Luv n Respect, An Avid Admirer Of Your Comment From LONDON, ENGLAND!!! :-)
paulboothman1 1 month ago
@scumgod13 The "jokes" on that James guy anyway, because he probably has AIDS now too. He thought he'd use that guy for awhile and get rid of him. For the last 12 years now people have been watching this movie a looking at his face saying "wow what a creepy queer".
pbs01 8 months ago 2
@pbs01 NICELY PUT BUDDY!!!!! Lol.... :-)
paulboothman1 1 month ago
Alice,are you here reading this comment?If yes,please give a sign of life,how are you these days?You gave a birth to a daughter,right?Hope that you are still abstinent,and doing very well!!!!
wannaknowit 8 months ago
Jake's movements were very odd...as if he could not control his arms/legs...was it bcos of the drugs or something else may have caused this problem?
wannaknowit 8 months ago
If you're at this point in life, who cares how you get clean, as long as you get clean. If it means believing in myths, then believe in myths.
hongkongluna 11 months ago
im sorry i didnt realise i was yelling im new to all this i was just typing with caps on lol
Christselecterservnt 1 year ago
I WOULD NEVER FORCE MY FAITH ON ANYONE BUT I MUST STAND BEHIND MINE AS WELL I WILL HELP ANYONE I CAN BUT I DONT KNOW ANOTHER WAY TO GET CLEAN BUT IF SOMEONE DOESNT ACCEPT JESUS I DONT WRITE THEM OFF AS DOOMED. I DO PRAY FOR THEM. THEY HAVE MY HEART AND I WANT NOTHING BUT TO SEE PEOPLE GET THEIR LIVES AND FAMILIES BACK EVEN IF THEY DONT ACCEPT HIM . NO DISRESPECT INTENDED TO YOU AS WELL.
Christselecterservnt 1 year ago
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TheSara13 1 year ago
that creep kicking him out is worse than any Junkie in this movie. He is a low life son of a bitch that was obviously using him, probably had him doing all kind of degrading sexual acts. Why else would he have a relationship with an aids infested junkie unless it was to control that person.
scumgod13 1 year ago 28
@scumgod13 That aids infested junkie isn't good for anything else!!!!!
zooberrr 3 months ago
@scumgod13 Well Said Fella . . Spot On... :-) Wot a Sick n twisted Pervert James is, Horrible Using "C****!" . . :-)
paulboothman1 1 month ago
@scumgod13: He may not have known Jack had aids.
mlc2005 2 weeks ago
@mlc2005 In that case Jake is really in the wrong.I didn't think of that.Still, he knows Jake's sick, he could have gave him some money to get a fix with.
scumgod13 2 weeks ago
@scumgod13 I think James was trying to help him but Jake would not help his self. You cant just let someone walk all over you time and time again.
clortizael 1 week ago
you have to be in seriuos pain to want to destroy yourself this way
wyattjameson 1 year ago
God bless you! I kicked cold turkey almost 12 years ago.Then meth.Now the HOLY GHOST is my high!!! I started watching no. 1 and I couldnt stop. It really reminded me where i came from and who im out here fighting for. Ive been starting a ministry in my town geared toward the ones no one else wants to take the time to LOVE. Your videos really inspired this one percent survivor to keep fighting to see others find the same VICTORY! IN JESUS NAME . THANK YOU AND GOD BLESS YOU!
Christselecterservnt 1 year ago 5
@Christselecterservnt What if someone wants badly to be clean but doesn't buy into Christianity? Are they worthy of your help and would you give it to them unconditionally without pushing religion on them or do you see these unfortunates as doomed anyway. I mean if they indeed don't accept your Jesus? I mean no respect, just curious.
scumgod13 1 year ago
@scumgod13 You overcome evil with good. You love unconditionally. So yes, real Christians will never do good works and require "payment" in faith or repentance. But they will use every opportunity to tell you about the Lord of course :)
taubstumm 10 months ago
@Christselecterservnt GODBLESS YOU MY FRIEND!!!!! :-)
KEEP UP THE GREAT WORK YEAH....
I BELIEVE IN YOU . . :-)
An Avid Admirer Of Your Work n Faith in Jesus . . Mch Luv n Respect, An Admirer from the United Kingdom, LONDON!!!!! :-)
paulboothman1 1 month ago
@Christselecterservnt One creppy addiction for another. Personally I applaud you and only you found the strength to get off drugs. Give yourself all the credit cause it really was all you.
Totaltwist 2 weeks ago