EDNOS </3 It kills me because eatings just another bad habit of mine. BMI? 20.1 Hope?18.6 boarding the line of skinny and thin. An imperfect body reflects on an imperfect person...
god... this is me... this made me cry ... it hit home ... when your sick like us it really dose feel like home ... and you really feel like your reflections all your worth ... everyday is dedicated to wanting to be something more ... to be beautiful ... there is no self love ... you just want to be perfect ... you do crazy things to be beautiful ... it control's ever piece of your life ...
it's an ana or mia song because people with an eating disorder feel this way inside, and i know it, i am anorectic myself. it's not we don't want to eat or get better, but there's something stronger than we are, the eating disorder, it takes over control of your eating pattern, we just CAN'T, so don't tell us we should eat, we know that. but it really is impossible, because when we eat, we hear a voice in our head screaming we're worth nothing and all that... that is hard to handle, believe me.
@nightmaremiraclekid I know that. I just got out treatment, I almost got a feeding tube because I didn't want to eat.I am saying is to get help. Ana & Mia is a encouraging for girls to starve themselves, I should know I looked up thinspo and all of this garbage before. I know this, because so many girls I talked to at the facility agreed the same thing. We want this to end. I strongly recommend that you girls stay away from those websites and get help. You all are worth it.
@autilovesawibba i understand exactly what you're saying, but i've been in several treatments, i can't get out of it anymore, i really tried, but i'm sick of fighting. i do try to stay on the same weight, but sometimes it is to hard, and i go under it, i don't try to be skinny as hell as i used to try, but still i listen to the voice in my head, because i'm scared of it... i must say, i'm really proud of you for fighting it so well and overcoming it, keep that up, (:
What the Hell people wake up this song is giving people a wake up call that starving yourself or purging is NOT okay. So why is this a Ana Mia song? I just like this song because I had a bulimia and it is so true. I am recovering and I think that people glorifying it is sick. Once you or a loved one gets it, you will see how heartbreaking it is so watch them die. I was on my way, and I hurt so many people. So stop the crap.
@ceceanrocky123 Don't, you need to eat. This is crap what girls are doing to themselves. Starving yourself is NOT okay. Your probably already thin. So just stop what your doing before you die.
@ltplauren4138 i meant love srry i havent been abel to wright right for a coupel of days but its a hella good book im readinging it for the 3rd time <3 srry for the miss wright
I just showed this song to my boyfriend to explain why I want to go back to my anorexia. This song describes how I feel. As of now my goal weight is 98 pounds, but I know that as I get closer to this goal, my goal weight will get less and less.
This. Song. Is. Fucking. PERFECT! <3 <3 <3 Oh, and if anyone wants an ana buddy I'm 15 and you can just message me on Youtube and I'll give ya my e-mail. We can both become beautiful(:
This. Song. Is. Fucking. PERFECT! <3 <3 <3 Oh, and if anyone wants an ana buddy I'm 15 and you can just message me on Youtube and I'll give ya my e-mail. We can both become beautiful(:
@Libbymariehaw im working on it i try not to eat a lot but even if i eat i throw up i cant help it i have to now cant control it and after i purge i do 100 jumping jacks and sit ups i did 200 of both today
i love every song on this channel i subscribed did you??
emokatwitawaterninja 18 hours ago
EDNOS </3 It kills me because eatings just another bad habit of mine. BMI? 20.1 Hope?18.6 boarding the line of skinny and thin. An imperfect body reflects on an imperfect person...
xXContagiousBadXx 1 day ago
My friend used to have this issue. She's over it now, but she's skinny, but in a good way :)
ShowMeLoveFilms 2 days ago
this song triggered me till I was down to 33 kilos
SuperJenniC888 2 days ago
god... this is me... this made me cry ... it hit home ... when your sick like us it really dose feel like home ... and you really feel like your reflections all your worth ... everyday is dedicated to wanting to be something more ... to be beautiful ... there is no self love ... you just want to be perfect ... you do crazy things to be beautiful ... it control's ever piece of your life ...
ShaylaWuvsYou 4 days ago
I swear I thought this was a dude singing. But it's a girl? wut.
dearjaneexo 5 days ago in playlist Favorite videos
it's an ana or mia song because people with an eating disorder feel this way inside, and i know it, i am anorectic myself. it's not we don't want to eat or get better, but there's something stronger than we are, the eating disorder, it takes over control of your eating pattern, we just CAN'T, so don't tell us we should eat, we know that. but it really is impossible, because when we eat, we hear a voice in our head screaming we're worth nothing and all that... that is hard to handle, believe me.
nightmaremiraclekid 5 days ago
@nightmaremiraclekid I know that. I just got out treatment, I almost got a feeding tube because I didn't want to eat.I am saying is to get help. Ana & Mia is a encouraging for girls to starve themselves, I should know I looked up thinspo and all of this garbage before. I know this, because so many girls I talked to at the facility agreed the same thing. We want this to end. I strongly recommend that you girls stay away from those websites and get help. You all are worth it.
autilovesawibba 4 days ago
@autilovesawibba i understand exactly what you're saying, but i've been in several treatments, i can't get out of it anymore, i really tried, but i'm sick of fighting. i do try to stay on the same weight, but sometimes it is to hard, and i go under it, i don't try to be skinny as hell as i used to try, but still i listen to the voice in my head, because i'm scared of it... i must say, i'm really proud of you for fighting it so well and overcoming it, keep that up, (:
nightmaremiraclekid 4 days ago
@nightmaremiraclekid You can overcome(: I know you can!
autilovesawibba 6 hours ago
What the Hell people wake up this song is giving people a wake up call that starving yourself or purging is NOT okay. So why is this a Ana Mia song? I just like this song because I had a bulimia and it is so true. I am recovering and I think that people glorifying it is sick. Once you or a loved one gets it, you will see how heartbreaking it is so watch them die. I was on my way, and I hurt so many people. So stop the crap.
autilovesawibba 6 days ago
i ate 3 small boils of speshel k cirel and falt horbely i did 200 crunches
ceceanrocky123 6 days ago
@ceceanrocky123 Don't, you need to eat. This is crap what girls are doing to themselves. Starving yourself is NOT okay. Your probably already thin. So just stop what your doing before you die.
autilovesawibba 6 days ago
@autilovesawibba but im not even my family and friends say
ceceanrocky123 3 days ago
help me....i hate this disease...no i love you. what?!?
danzr31585 1 week ago
I understand you ladies, but anything under 100 is just asking for a PEG/Feeding tube...you dont want that...
hugxmexanax 1 week ago
basically my theme song/:
SuperCharlotte97 1 week ago
Ana is killing me.
FreshTillDeathX1 2 weeks ago
I feel terrible. I love ana and hate ana at the same time.& feel alone.if anyones the same please inbox me/: I need someone, no one understands
wherewealldie 2 weeks ago 2
@wherewealldie
i feel you, talk to me if you want/:
SuperCharlotte97 1 week ago
@wherewealldie I'd inbox on you but i do not know how :/ message me!
hugxmexanax 1 week ago
@wherewealldie u can inbox me i'm feeling the same way
butterflygirl123ful 1 week ago
@wherewealldie Hun you can talk to me, been there done that.
autilovesawibba 6 days ago
Once you reach goal one, say 95, then ull want 90 then 85 then 80 and so on. You wont be happpy until you reach zero...
ltplauren4138 2 weeks ago 5
@ltplauren4138 zero life. zero pounds. zero-zero point zero. love is zero in tennis...
ch0kebitch 2 weeks ago 4
@ch0kebitch Wintergirls. <3
screamingforbones 2 weeks ago 4
@ch0kebitch That sounds like a quote from "Winter Girls" And I guess for some its true. But theres so much more to life than what the scale might say
ltplauren4138 1 week ago
@ltplauren4138 hat book if ur talking about the book
ceceanrocky123 1 week ago
@ceceanrocky123 Y do u hate the book?
ltplauren4138 6 days ago
@ltplauren4138 i meant love srry i havent been abel to wright right for a coupel of days but its a hella good book im readinging it for the 3rd time <3 srry for the miss wright
ceceanrocky123 6 days ago
@ceceanrocky123 OH! Thats ok, we all make typos roflmao
ltplauren4138 5 days ago
@ltplauren4138 haha ya
ceceanrocky123 3 days ago
I can definitely relate. thank you so much for this <3
frizzyland 3 weeks ago
I just showed this song to my boyfriend to explain why I want to go back to my anorexia. This song describes how I feel. As of now my goal weight is 98 pounds, but I know that as I get closer to this goal, my goal weight will get less and less.
ohitslove1231 3 weeks ago
fml
kanamegirll 3 weeks ago
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This. Song. Is. Fucking. PERFECT! <3 <3 <3 Oh, and if anyone wants an ana buddy I'm 15 and you can just message me on Youtube and I'll give ya my e-mail. We can both become beautiful(:
StrivingToBeThin 3 weeks ago 4
This. Song. Is. Fucking. PERFECT! <3 <3 <3 Oh, and if anyone wants an ana buddy I'm 15 and you can just message me on Youtube and I'll give ya my e-mail. We can both become beautiful(:
StrivingToBeThin 3 weeks ago
This song is amazing!
rubyreed12 3 weeks ago in playlist More videos from anamiamusic
ah ..how i can relate to this song...
julietgrey21 4 weeks ago
Im 117 pounds and 5'2 im NOT fat but i HATE my weight soo much the weight is just ugh sooo much and now I dont eat
Libbymariehaw 1 month ago
@Libbymariehaw i wish i weighed that much at least im 13 5'2 and i weigh (last time i checked) 127
julietgrey21 3 weeks ago in playlist stay strong
@julietgrey21 thats only 10 pounds more
Libbymariehaw 3 weeks ago
@Libbymariehaw still i think i weigh to much for myself
julietgrey21 3 weeks ago
@julietgrey21 so do I i wish i was 98 pounds
Libbymariehaw 3 weeks ago
@Libbymariehaw my goal weight was at least 110 but the closer i get to it the father away i get now i want to be 88-100 at the least and most
julietgrey21 3 weeks ago
@julietgrey21 Me Too I want to be 88 pounds soo much
Libbymariehaw 3 weeks ago
@Libbymariehaw im working on it i try not to eat a lot but even if i eat i throw up i cant help it i have to now cant control it and after i purge i do 100 jumping jacks and sit ups i did 200 of both today
julietgrey21 3 weeks ago
@julietgrey21 Me too i work out At school, in gym, AND for 2 hours at home message me because thats easier than all this xD
Libbymariehaw 3 weeks ago
@Libbymariehaw me too and okay haha
julietgrey21 3 weeks ago
@Libbymariehaw I'm 88 but wanna get down to like 40 :D
randomemolol 3 weeks ago
@randomemolol Thats less then like ANYONE, your lucky the size you are
Libbymariehaw 3 weeks ago
@Libbymariehaw Eh but i still LOOK fat...I look huge :/
randomemolol 2 weeks ago
@randomemolol HOW?
Libbymariehaw 2 weeks ago
@Libbymariehaw my legs are huge for a start :x
randomemolol 2 weeks ago
@randomemolol ME TOO D:
Libbymariehaw 2 weeks ago
@Libbymariehaw high five sister :P
randomemolol 2 weeks ago
@randomemolol I Have So MANY problems -_______-
Libbymariehaw 2 weeks ago
@Libbymariehaw inbox me?? :)
randomemolol 2 weeks ago
@randomemolol Sure(:
Libbymariehaw 2 weeks ago
@randomemolol Why are you happy about that. Your about to die. It's suicide what your doing. I lost loved ones from anorexia, so stop and get help.
autilovesawibba 6 days ago
@autilovesawibba i can't.Sorry you lost people to it tho, really sorry to hear that.
randomemolol 5 days ago
@Libbymariehaw Don't feel bad.... Haha I am 14 (almost 15) and I weigh like 130 XD
And I'm 5'3 o.o
Brookeisawesome12 3 weeks ago
@Brookeisawesome12 I probley will when Im 15 too, and OMG did u realize were talking on 2 different videos, were also talking on a he is we video(;
Libbymariehaw 3 weeks ago
Brooklyn's voice is amazing. this is their best song (in my opinion) and PMB is just amazing altogether
lizzybellinger 1 month ago 2
For some reason this song makes me want to starve myself?:/
TakeMyHandAndDance1 1 month ago 16
@TakeMyHandAndDance1 ur not alone trust me
breabrealuv 4 weeks ago
I just broke hearing this song... Mind takes me unevitably to the place to know that i wouldn't cry this hard in my own funeral....
midnightsuicider 1 month ago 3
<3
babbiiloujanex 1 month ago
"Everything you touch will fall to pieces" </3
EvalinaxCullen 1 month ago
starve til i'm beautiful... </3
EssenceEvans 1 month ago 10
I love her voice.
It can get hard and rugged and it can get soft and light.
VanVanilly 1 month ago 21
where can i get this song?
Black00Star00 1 month ago in playlist Favorite videos
eargasm
ErinRosamondBlack 1 month ago 5
<3
AlexisAwesome68 1 month ago
your reflections all your worth</3
drowninginthedark97 1 month ago 3
One of my favorites♥.
ACraveForPerfection 1 month ago
until you're skin and bones <3
MrsCruelWorlds 1 month ago 2
fucking awesome.<3
Orube0 2 months ago
This song is like my song. Starve till I'm beautiful....
TryingForPerfection 2 months ago 2
Abby, your reflections all your worth, 'cause you'll never love yourself at all. Don't come crying to me, I've already fallen to pieces. </3
Too bad I'm not balsy enough to tell her. Love PMB
SeventhSilhouette 2 months ago
best freaking song ever ♥
RachieMeya 2 months ago
this song is awesome :D
Zozo1522 2 months ago
cause you'll never love yourself at all , cause everything you touch will fall to pieces
iheartsjonas 2 months ago in playlist Favorite videos 3
reminds me of paramore :D
xroflknifex 2 months ago in playlist More videos from anamiamusic
@xroflknifex
YES. When she first started singing I thought it was Hayley from Paramore.. eheh.
SwallowASpider 2 months ago 2
So in love with this song. ♥
AddictedToMusicxox 2 months ago 2
I could not comprehend what the singer was saying, but I liked the beginning.
audrinaINchains 2 months ago
Beautiful song <3
Nevergiveup41 2 months ago
im addicted to this song ♥
cupecakenomnom 2 months ago
The music in the beginning is very nice <3
MeiMcKorrmik 3 months ago
Great :D
truckerher 3 months ago 2
my boyfriend told me about this band and im ana.....so weird.....
KittenKarma618 3 months ago
interesting lyrics
666Msfreak 3 months ago
"your sickness feels like home" :/
joura7 3 months ago 89
Thankyou so much for uploading<3
ShaniaMaii 3 months ago
Amazing!
RulerofRosesLyndie 3 months ago
I love this song
lemensaggerdumort 3 months ago
wow. just wow. such a beautiful song.
choushoukougun 3 months ago
Love it. c:
fkbtj8 3 months ago
love this <3
JRmcMGG 3 months ago 26