november 14th is my birthday, though I almost took my own life that night as well ,but I thank who over is out there watching over that they let me see that life had so much more for me to witness, make, and live.
This is who I thought you were. Genuine, with a good message to send. I trusted you, believed in you, and thought you stood for something real. You could have been so much more than you are now. Instead, you became someone who turns on loved ones in an instant, who hurts people without remorse, who sends out horrible messages of hate, ignorance, and intolerance...I wish you'd go back to having something worth saying. Until then, I stay on the other side of the fence, watching you crash and burn.
I've been going thru alot lately with school and things. Then last night I went drinking and driving like a fool, got a DUI And I kinda put on this face of denial.. like I'm not here at school or cleaning my house or just w/e and it was working pretty good but now since I got out of jail. I keep breaking down with a straight face. And I cry and I don't know why. But I do. Know what I mean? Any tips with that?
@TheSkioski You, like everyone else, need to give your life over to Jesus Christ. One local gal, did just what you did one evening, only difference is she smoked marijuana, and she wasn't so "lucky." She killed a man with her car, fled the scene. The victim, who was a pedestrian, had been drinking and was intoxicated when he was hit and killed. One never knows what an action may wield when they drink and drive, or smoke dope and drive. One man is now dead, and her life is ruined.
im happy you didnt kill your self its not good to do that shit and if your so against guns (i am also against uses of guns) and killing people why would you try and kill your self you just turned in to a Hippocratic... just like the bible with things... sorry im not trying to piss you off im just saying...
Suicide is a cowards way out. They just dont want to face the problems they are in. People who cause physical harm to their bodies or even commit suicide have serious mental issues.
Suicide is a solution for something temporary, It's not always going to be there so it's not worth killing yourself over a temporary problem. Im glad you are here and didn't do it man.
@LongviewGD182 It's selfish and not worth it, I've seen what death does to a family and I don't think anyone sould go through what I've been through. There is a reason Suicide is illegal.
Greg God loves you and the sad truth is if you kill yourself you burn in hell FOREVER! No escape! Don't ever do it again! I love you and your subscribers love you!You're funny and an awesome guy and I thank god everyday you're alive. IF you kill yourself your last living act is murder. You don't want to be a killer do you? I love you so much you're a great guy and deserve every moment you live + more! <3
@IWasBornStupid Um... Onision has stated that he's agnostic... So threatening that he will burn in hell if he were to ever commit suicide would do absolutely nothing, it's not a very good argument... Although I agree that he is an awesome person, who certainly does deserve to live.
@ILuvHikaruAndKaoru .....I never threatened him? threatening him would be saying this: "I'm gonna kill you so you burn in hell!" And I wasn't saying he would, I meant whoever does. And I love your username! Ouran High School Host Club Rocks :D
I'm glad you didnt pull the trigger. "Suicide is a gift that keeps on giving". I can't remember who said that, but remember the pain of everyone who loves you if you were gone the next day.
when life is hard, dont give up, screw around with it! do whatever the fuck you want! what does it matter anyway if life is worth so little to you you'd like to end it? why end it when you can abuse it for your own enjoyment? or use your life to help others?
@JesusPaid4You SHUT UP ABOUT THIS! SOME PEOPLE ARE SECONDS AWAY FROM PULLING THE TRIGGER BECAUSE THEY BELIEVE IN WHAT WAS TOLD TO THEM, MADE THEIR LIFE AROUND IT, AND WERE BROKEN REALISING THAT DOESN'T GO THAT SMOOTHLY
I know I was one of them, so I know what I'm talking about
I wish there was some way to take the courage you had when you didn't pull the trigger and give it to the rest of the suicidal people in the world (which I recently realized there are far too many of).
i usually have suicidal thoughts but now i will never kill myself instead i just dont mind if i die i dont want to die of suicide i just want to die of natural causes or something i cant prevent
june 12 2009, i almost killed myself......july 15th, i started my youtube zackswhack......july 15th-present, ive been happy everyday and never looked back...YT is the way to go =D
if i had a month ide go kill as many people as i could that i throught would better the life for current individuals that get to live. such as dictators or conservatives....lol
some people here are seriously being jackasses. he stands for what he believes in and theres nothing wrong with it. its not a crime to have an opinion.. just like you all have your own opinions. some of you are completely blocking out what he has to say. why don't you listen and try to hear another's side of a situation, it's not so hard.
please, you'll be crying like a little bitch when your finally diagnosed with terminal cancer.. and those plants you ate just didn't help you in the end.. if you were suicidal, as per your own words, why don't u go out and just Have Fun!?? u fucking retard. and what was you're motive again? Over youtube? you're pathetic.. i hate accidently clicking on your vidz... youtube should make it so when someone is blocked, you don't see their video thumbnails either...
@DSmad1 ya dsmad, as a matter of fact i just got out of the hospital today - i was in for 2 weeks for my suicide attempt. my comment was made in anger, as this was the exact advice onision made in a previous video. to just go out and have fun, which is bullshit. i was throwing it back in his face
Though I do not condone suicide I would suspect anyone who does not or has not thought about killing themselves is either insurmountably stupid or proportionately egotistical. Yet, killing yourself is never the answer. If you dislike everything around you there is a chance that others are feeling the same way...and why like the swine that is this horrid culture of humanity win. Fight back, and someday...you'll begin to love to hate.
After starting high school I realize I'm not fit for this society. I decide to keep going until a certain date in the future. Well, 20 years later I still regret it, all this years was just a painful experience that I could had avoided.
So, it's just a random thing as anything else in life.
@prboy2500 an every1 u just wanna talk come over 2 facebook my names freedom stewart just check it out if u want to talk add me if not check my pro out anyways i use to be a cutter addicted to blood tattoos plz come talk to me and plz dont give up u are worth it
Thank you dude. But I don't know if I can be strong anymore dude. I have been fighting being suicidal for the past 6 months and over the past week I have almost gone thru with it dude. I even learned where to shoot myself for immediate death. How can I fix my miserable life? I look up to you bro but idk how I can expect you to help me when you have not had problems since you put down the gun
I only just started watching your videos, but I thought I saw something like this in your face. Cliche or whatever, but I've been through the same kinda thing. I used to think life was a joke and that everybody clinging to it was idiotic, but I couldn't bring that knife any closer no matter how much I tried. Years later, I've been able to see so much worth in everybody, it's amazing.
your videos rock .just ignore what people say about you they are wrong.if they hat you so much they shouldn't watch becuz its not just u who gets hurt. its your fans and your family,friends,and anyone else u like.if you were gone there would be a gap.the bullies would have to find new people and your loved 1s/fans would be depressed.so do not listen to them u rock.ONISION 4EVER
What I say in one of my last responses, hm? One dies, a whole future generation goes down with it. Even if you don't create offspring you can inspire many to live who inspire many to live who inspire many to live.
Onision...thank you for not pulling that trigger. You've saved your own life and brought to us the gift of just..you. Listening to your youtube videos has helped me a great deal, and im sure i can say the same for many others.
wish i had a trigger the flesh is but fleeting but in this EMENSE caos it would see like a sad little man with no hope taking it out on the innocent...be a christian martyr and deny the flesh...the spirit is everlasting...whos spirt...hers.
@Flamingsour I myself, would like to end my life also, but i know people care about you. And yes, you are something, everyone is. Even if you're having doubt about it now, TRY. at least for the future. You don't know what the future hods for you it could be great and if you kill yourself now, you wont find out what will happen. If you would like anyone to talk to i'm here i check youtube everyday. message me if you would like. (:
@Flamingsour don't do it. I WANT YOU TO LIVE. once you pull that trigger or kick that chair there isnt any going back. do whatever u need to be happy!
You are an amazing person... after watching these videos I see how strong you are and how much thought you put into every choice and decision you make. It is truly inspiring. Thank you for not pulling that trigger, Onision. Your changing lives.
I probably do not need to bother saying anything, and I know it will not matter, but I just want to say that I (for whatever it is worth) truly admire the things you do, but most importantly, the things you have not done, and the things you continue not to do.
Someone I knew died at the age of 26, weeks from his 27 birthday, saw him durind a christmas party, 4 weeks later, dead. I guess people can feel down, with the world as it is (war, povety,etc). Plus when you are younger, you live life as it will never end. But then oneday it hits you, you will get older and oneday die. I guess this video, plus the death of someone I knew kinds of allows me to see the bigger picture, everyday is a bonus.....
i think suicide is just another path to a different life in heaven, or if athiest you can live a life a of nothingness, were you can rest forever and never worry about anything...... i dont believe in other religions sooo, yeah haha
I'm really glad you didn't pull the trigger. You complete me. Oh and by the way,before I die,I want to get over my self esteem issues. I constantly put myself down,and when I do,my friends tell me to stop. It's not always so easy to listen. Love, You're SUICIDAL! (Well,that's what people say when they see me sometimes)
Don't hurt yourself. my father comitted suicide. theres this one quote that stuck with me after that "Suicide is not an engagement between death and one person, but the murdur of many" <--- you hurt others, so dont do it!
i like this hair:) and i love u<3
legodmyeggo 6 days ago in playlist Depression
november 14th is my birthday, though I almost took my own life that night as well ,but I thank who over is out there watching over that they let me see that life had so much more for me to witness, make, and live.
bizz1998 1 week ago
all your suicidal videos contradict each other.... ?
SourPatchKid515 2 weeks ago
omg - you look soooo different! What a baby face. So cute. :)
kelaltieri 2 weeks ago
i wish u did pull it
Lerf8 1 month ago in playlist Depression
@Lerf8 WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU HE IS A HUMAN BEING U DOUCHE BAG!!!
luigiisthebest100 1 month ago in playlist Depression 2
@luigiisthebest100 =]
Lerf8 1 month ago
This is who I thought you were. Genuine, with a good message to send. I trusted you, believed in you, and thought you stood for something real. You could have been so much more than you are now. Instead, you became someone who turns on loved ones in an instant, who hurts people without remorse, who sends out horrible messages of hate, ignorance, and intolerance...I wish you'd go back to having something worth saying. Until then, I stay on the other side of the fence, watching you crash and burn.
LastLockedHeart 1 month ago in playlist Depression
@LastLockedHeart well, that'll teach you to believe everything on the internet.
kelaltieri 2 weeks ago
Thank you so much for not pulling the trigger I love you and you've helped me
ZOMGpiggy 1 month ago
Im watching this in 2012! you look SOOO different!:D
31770H 1 month ago
I LOVE UR HAIR! CUT IT AGAIN LIKE THAT ! :O
AndreaaOrtizZ66 2 months ago in playlist Depression
He looks just like Dexter o_o
lecherin94 2 months ago in playlist Depression
HAIR
sayitisntsokthnxbai 2 months ago in playlist Depression
i have suisidal thoughts... i have tried it alot of times(drowing choking) but i just pass out... help
Xxjinx76xX 3 months ago in playlist Depression
@Xxjinx76xX If you are serious, please look for someone local to help. There's always something to look forward to.
matthewtaylorbrown 1 month ago
I've been going thru alot lately with school and things. Then last night I went drinking and driving like a fool, got a DUI And I kinda put on this face of denial.. like I'm not here at school or cleaning my house or just w/e and it was working pretty good but now since I got out of jail. I keep breaking down with a straight face. And I cry and I don't know why. But I do. Know what I mean? Any tips with that?
TheSkioski 3 months ago
@TheSkioski You, like everyone else, need to give your life over to Jesus Christ. One local gal, did just what you did one evening, only difference is she smoked marijuana, and she wasn't so "lucky." She killed a man with her car, fled the scene. The victim, who was a pedestrian, had been drinking and was intoxicated when he was hit and killed. One never knows what an action may wield when they drink and drive, or smoke dope and drive. One man is now dead, and her life is ruined.
Helivz 2 months ago
@Helivz but that was all part of Jesus's plan right, so i guess they deserved it.
LordMooDF 1 month ago
haha man go to jail, you are terrible
ChildMolestingRobot 4 months ago
You kinda look like Sean Foreman. But your still cute:)
JerzeyGurl123 4 months ago in playlist Depression
Thumbs up if you think Onision looks like Toby for Pretty Little Liars!
irishhorses879 4 months ago in playlist Depression
lol that was 1 day after my birthday man :/
tzouzi 5 months ago
Woah short hair!! :D
TallGirlSarah01 5 months ago 39
@Onisionspeaks U ARE SO STRONG
lilyissocoll 5 months ago
omg omg!!! you have short hair :O u look better now lol :3 not offense
RachelMarks509 5 months ago in playlist Depression
im happy you didnt kill your self its not good to do that shit and if your so against guns (i am also against uses of guns) and killing people why would you try and kill your self you just turned in to a Hippocratic... just like the bible with things... sorry im not trying to piss you off im just saying...
janniewhite106 6 months ago
OMGGG you looked soo different lmao
TimmyFellDownTheWell 6 months ago
u scare me
TheCrazycrazykids 6 months ago
wow! im watching this in 2011 and you look soo different! xxxx
therealscript96 6 months ago 104
@therealscript96 ha im watching this in 2012 ha u watching it in 2011
ZebrasinPink15 2 weeks ago in playlist Depression
I keep getting this fuck on my suggestions!! WTF, I keep clicking the DISLIKE button, for fuck sake and it DOESN'T WORK!!!
BTW, don't attempt suicide to gain appreciation for life. That's just stupid.
RymvTheGod 7 months ago
@RymvTheGod I know me too, I hate this pretentious arsehole. But he keeps on showing up in all the spaces in my suggestions.
ToliveAnimations 7 months ago
u allmost killed yourself the day after my grandfather died
IcyAndSami 7 months ago
Suicide is for pussies :- Tell someone to do it for you. In a suprising time. Then eat the brains like a zombie ;o
EvilNummyNummy 7 months ago
I would tell the girl I love that I love her.
MissBluJay 7 months ago
You look like Dr. Gordon from Saw in this video. I'm sorry, but I had to say something.
ImmaBeBeast 7 months ago
better dear ...better than ugly representation that you do...you fucking emo.... muvie star of the pimp
bkksugarsyrup 7 months ago
@ViolentcomedyXD32 That's not funny.
ISpeakMyThoughts 7 months ago
CARPE DIEM!
ThePinkFloydPig 8 months ago
is it me ? or you pretty much look like shane dawson
SolgerLemp 8 months ago 2
@SolgerLemp It's you... :/
MinecraftGirl 8 months ago
@MinecraftGirl no, iam pretty sure he does
SolgerLemp 8 months ago
Suicide is a cowards way out. They just dont want to face the problems they are in. People who cause physical harm to their bodies or even commit suicide have serious mental issues.
WanChessy117 8 months ago
die onision
agents1986 8 months ago
@agents1986 Fuck off
anonymous9967 8 months ago
You should write a book about your life. I don't know why but that just popped into my head :) I'd deffinately read if if you did write one..
AaddAisUnknown 8 months ago
suicide is a permanent solution of a temporary problem.
bmxkidmike 9 months ago
@bmxkidmike Is that quote from an AFI song?
"A permanent solution
To a temporary problem"
LongviewGD182 7 months ago
@LongviewGD182
im not sure, i write graffiti and it writen on one of the walls i write on, but yea im not sure sorry bud.
bmxkidmike 6 months ago
*hug*
Because that calls for a hug. o.o
ZombehKittehTNG 9 months ago
Suicide is a solution for something temporary, It's not always going to be there so it's not worth killing yourself over a temporary problem. Im glad you are here and didn't do it man.
KJT922010T 9 months ago 2
@KJT922010T What if your problem isnt temporary? Not all things go with time
LongviewGD182 7 months ago
@LongviewGD182 It's selfish and not worth it, I've seen what death does to a family and I don't think anyone sould go through what I've been through. There is a reason Suicide is illegal.
KJT922010T 7 months ago
I love how my birthday is November 14th...
IntenseFoolishness 9 months ago
Good for you :) But why were you going to pull the trigger?
ilovetoread23 9 months ago
Greg God loves you and the sad truth is if you kill yourself you burn in hell FOREVER! No escape! Don't ever do it again! I love you and your subscribers love you!You're funny and an awesome guy and I thank god everyday you're alive. IF you kill yourself your last living act is murder. You don't want to be a killer do you? I love you so much you're a great guy and deserve every moment you live + more! <3
IWasBornStupid 10 months ago
@IWasBornStupid Um... Onision has stated that he's agnostic... So threatening that he will burn in hell if he were to ever commit suicide would do absolutely nothing, it's not a very good argument... Although I agree that he is an awesome person, who certainly does deserve to live.
ILuvHikaruAndKaoru 9 months ago
@ILuvHikaruAndKaoru .....I never threatened him? threatening him would be saying this: "I'm gonna kill you so you burn in hell!" And I wasn't saying he would, I meant whoever does. And I love your username! Ouran High School Host Club Rocks :D
IWasBornStupid 9 months ago
@IWasBornStupid Oh, I see~
Yay! Another OHSHC fan! :D *tackles*
ILuvHikaruAndKaoru 9 months ago
@ILuvHikaruAndKaoru Yaayy~!!!! -Hugs- I have two rp accounts on fb :D One for Hani-Senpai and another for Kyou-Chan~! >3 I absolutely love OHSHC!
IWasBornStupid 9 months ago
@IWasBornStupid Ohh, awesome! :D <3333
ILuvHikaruAndKaoru 9 months ago
I like this guy, he talks out of experience. He doesn't try to shine either, and he does speak words of truth.
ancheryay 10 months ago
he talks very funny, first he looks lef t and than he looks at the camera, it's a bit annoying too
alexyuen1998 10 months ago
you look so much like shane dawson...
mel18b 10 months ago
All the dicks shud shutup and im glad u didnt pull that trigger!! :) -3 xxx
sinoritarosa 10 months ago
you are greatfull to who???
posiky90 10 months ago
this channel of yours is devoted to bullshit half thought out things which make ppl know how retarded u r...
TheDisturbing2008 10 months ago
youre retarded
wshu20 10 months ago
rape
lol jokes i think?
GamesAreMyLife1000 11 months ago
@GamesAreMyLife1000 WTF. how the fuck is rape funny you moron.
charlotteFxo 10 months ago
i have a plan wi=hich im still thinking about i want to only live to 18 or 20
candeceandambershow 11 months ago
I'm glad you didnt pull the trigger. "Suicide is a gift that keeps on giving". I can't remember who said that, but remember the pain of everyone who loves you if you were gone the next day.
ProphesyofThetis 11 months ago
@ProphesyofThetis what if nobody loves you? exactly.
when life is hard, dont give up, screw around with it! do whatever the fuck you want! what does it matter anyway if life is worth so little to you you'd like to end it? why end it when you can abuse it for your own enjoyment? or use your life to help others?
AllTheNamesAreFTaken 11 months ago
You're too awesome to die...nuff said.
IronMaiden237 11 months ago
lol this is a bigge smalls song. <3
lamethings1 11 months ago
The end hit me hard.
TheRosaiiLennon 11 months ago
if you life and believes were so strong why you feel so empty that you wanted to die?
thebelovedjc 1 year ago
Onision if u had pulled that trigger i woldnt be typing this right now because i wold be dead from suicide thank you
emochick7781 1 year ago
@21iunie me to.. i don't know you, but i care.. :)
anjarosalie 1 year ago
i'm so glad you didn't pull the trigger !!! <3 i love YOU!!! <3
anjarosalie 1 year ago
id just spend the rest of my life with my soon to be wife....i want to die so much but the government gets involved on everything!
supermasterchief117 1 year ago
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@supermasterchief117 u should die bitch ur a cunt!
suckmycaulk 1 year ago
JESUS IS THE WAY TO GOD! TRUST JESUS TO BE SAVED!
JesusPaid4You 1 year ago
@JesusPaid4You shut up please
DuM4U 1 year ago
@JesusPaid4You SHUT UP ABOUT THIS! SOME PEOPLE ARE SECONDS AWAY FROM PULLING THE TRIGGER BECAUSE THEY BELIEVE IN WHAT WAS TOLD TO THEM, MADE THEIR LIFE AROUND IT, AND WERE BROKEN REALISING THAT DOESN'T GO THAT SMOOTHLY
I know I was one of them, so I know what I'm talking about
ofnir123 1 year ago
@JesusPaid4You spammer
tallyhoman911 1 year ago
....i'm like...i'm only going to kill myself only if my worse nightmares and fears come true..... just hoping that day will never come
21iunie 1 year ago
your videos make me wanna cry.
xMeAndMyBlackParadex 1 year ago 63
I wish there was some way to take the courage you had when you didn't pull the trigger and give it to the rest of the suicidal people in the world (which I recently realized there are far too many of).
-IMP ;) :)
IceMetalPunk 1 year ago
i usually have suicidal thoughts but now i will never kill myself instead i just dont mind if i die i dont want to die of suicide i just want to die of natural causes or something i cant prevent
awonderland123 1 year ago
june 12 2009, i almost killed myself......july 15th, i started my youtube zackswhack......july 15th-present, ive been happy everyday and never looked back...YT is the way to go =D
ZacknMichelle 1 year ago
@ZacknMichelle wow that is my b day so we were both happy :)
MrNikcccc 1 year ago
if i had a month ide go kill as many people as i could that i throught would better the life for current individuals that get to live. such as dictators or conservatives....lol
danielwhitman 1 year ago
I love this quote from an anonymous person on Post Secret "There are no beautiful suicides my friend only poets with shit in their pants"
TheProjectMJ 1 year ago
i have suicidal thoughts alot i think about death alot and killing myself
LuciferAtram 1 year ago
hey, you look GOOD with that haircut!
Good video.
rickster348 1 year ago
some people here are seriously being jackasses. he stands for what he believes in and theres nothing wrong with it. its not a crime to have an opinion.. just like you all have your own opinions. some of you are completely blocking out what he has to say. why don't you listen and try to hear another's side of a situation, it's not so hard.
xolivelaughlove145xo 1 year ago
I want to save someones life, whether I risk mine or not.
bsiancsian 1 year ago
november 14th is my birthday
jeffreywish 1 year ago
Where do all bad action come if not from bad thoughts?
ThoughtGazeCarlos 1 year ago
November 14 2007, just before midnight, im trying to remember what I was doing in that time on that day...
NickMyersTV 1 year ago
please, you'll be crying like a little bitch when your finally diagnosed with terminal cancer.. and those plants you ate just didn't help you in the end.. if you were suicidal, as per your own words, why don't u go out and just Have Fun!?? u fucking retard. and what was you're motive again? Over youtube? you're pathetic.. i hate accidently clicking on your vidz... youtube should make it so when someone is blocked, you don't see their video thumbnails either...
ScrewAttackChina 1 year ago
@ScrewAttackChina Have you ever been suicidal before? Going out and having fun doesn't solve the depression.
DSmad1 1 year ago
@DSmad1 ya dsmad, as a matter of fact i just got out of the hospital today - i was in for 2 weeks for my suicide attempt. my comment was made in anger, as this was the exact advice onision made in a previous video. to just go out and have fun, which is bullshit. i was throwing it back in his face
ScrewAttackChina 1 year ago
Though I do not condone suicide I would suspect anyone who does not or has not thought about killing themselves is either insurmountably stupid or proportionately egotistical. Yet, killing yourself is never the answer. If you dislike everything around you there is a chance that others are feeling the same way...and why like the swine that is this horrid culture of humanity win. Fight back, and someday...you'll begin to love to hate.
ContemporarySake 1 year ago
1 thing to do befor i die to forfill my life id tell my girlfriend i love her one last time
<3 love you kerry
TheNeil16 1 year ago
After starting high school I realize I'm not fit for this society. I decide to keep going until a certain date in the future. Well, 20 years later I still regret it, all this years was just a painful experience that I could had avoided.
So, it's just a random thing as anything else in life.
degoban 1 year ago
@prboy2500 an every1 u just wanna talk come over 2 facebook my names freedom stewart just check it out if u want to talk add me if not check my pro out anyways i use to be a cutter addicted to blood tattoos plz come talk to me and plz dont give up u are worth it
freedom22yeshuua 1 year ago
nice brainwash
R1ch3n 1 year ago
booooo!!!
bobndroppy 1 year ago
lol he so often talks about suicide :))
DJStarriderTV 1 year ago
Thank you dude. But I don't know if I can be strong anymore dude. I have been fighting being suicidal for the past 6 months and over the past week I have almost gone thru with it dude. I even learned where to shoot myself for immediate death. How can I fix my miserable life? I look up to you bro but idk how I can expect you to help me when you have not had problems since you put down the gun
OhhhSpagett 1 year ago
@OhhhSpagett seek help, if you feel that you're about to do something so extreme and you cant get it off your mind seek psychological help
RowanRawrLovesYou 1 year ago
Greg, you give hope to my life.
redsuger3 1 year ago
I had it sometimes that i just felt like i needed to end it that nobody needed me
but then i met my best friend and now i cant leave him alone cuz someone needs to make him crazy! :D
gunscark 1 year ago
I only just started watching your videos, but I thought I saw something like this in your face. Cliche or whatever, but I've been through the same kinda thing. I used to think life was a joke and that everybody clinging to it was idiotic, but I couldn't bring that knife any closer no matter how much I tried. Years later, I've been able to see so much worth in everybody, it's amazing.
Cheers to not missing out on this life.
Densoro 1 year ago
YOu didnt pull the triiger but i did....... Luckily it was a blank........ Im glad for that now but i am emo still
wanttobezacs 1 year ago
your videos rock .just ignore what people say about you they are wrong.if they hat you so much they shouldn't watch becuz its not just u who gets hurt. its your fans and your family,friends,and anyone else u like.if you were gone there would be a gap.the bullies would have to find new people and your loved 1s/fans would be depressed.so do not listen to them u rock.ONISION 4EVER
AveryOMG 1 year ago
Thank God! U are amazing! It would suck without u!!!!!
chrissicat12 1 year ago
Why?
wayfarer62 1 year ago
Nov 14th 2007? Wow my sis got her boyfriend nov 16th 2007 :P Yeah she talks about him a lot.
BeezleBoy 1 year ago
Where was Skye when you were getting ready to kill yourself?!?!-
lxCowGoMooxl 1 year ago 69
Thank you. That's all I have to say.
megangerfilms 1 year ago
i wish he goddamn pulled the trigger
MolotovDaSkwerl 1 year ago
@MolotovDaSkwerl amen
noname5555565 1 year ago
@MolotovDaSkwerl Is there a reason that ISN'T retarded for that?
AVClip 1 year ago
@AVClip
his views, his hypocrisy, his poor humor, pretty much anything you can think of, he's a pretty terrible person
MolotovDaSkwerl 1 year ago
All you fangirls make me sick!! That is all!!
TonyOneKenobi 1 year ago
What I say in one of my last responses, hm? One dies, a whole future generation goes down with it. Even if you don't create offspring you can inspire many to live who inspire many to live who inspire many to live.
psikogirl7 1 year ago
@psikogirl7 lol more fool you
TonyOneKenobi 1 year ago
Every cutscene is you looking away from the camera and then looking into it.
goph000 1 year ago
@goph000 hahaha yeah I noticed that too. It makes it so much less serious, and more humorous.
soulseeker300 1 year ago
Onision...thank you for not pulling that trigger. You've saved your own life and brought to us the gift of just..you. Listening to your youtube videos has helped me a great deal, and im sure i can say the same for many others.
xoxMusikxox 1 year ago
@str1k3r44 wow... (:(
theextremebros1 1 year ago
can I borrow your gun
guidobela 1 year ago
@guidobela what?!
theextremebros1 1 year ago
@theextremebros1 Huh?!?!Duh
guidobela 1 year ago
I would rid the world of as much of humanity as i could before my death. Burn as many churches as possible and spread my hatred and philosophy.
varulv234 1 year ago
You're awesome dude. And i don't mean in the stonerish "cool dude". No, i mean you are truly awesome
gurlinos 1 year ago
wish i had a trigger the flesh is but fleeting but in this EMENSE caos it would see like a sad little man with no hope taking it out on the innocent...be a christian martyr and deny the flesh...the spirit is everlasting...whos spirt...hers.
TheFriedLiverAttack 1 year ago
dudee i dont no u at all but im so proud of u for not killin urself
mcaie 1 year ago
I wanna kill myself. I'm worthless and I'm nothing. No one cares about me except my parents. I'm a failure. I fucked up everything. I need to die
Flamingsour 1 year ago
@Flamingsour Dont say that! Jesus loves you. Im sorry your life isnt going well. But things WILL be better!
simzy1220 1 year ago
@Flamingsour I myself, would like to end my life also, but i know people care about you. And yes, you are something, everyone is. Even if you're having doubt about it now, TRY. at least for the future. You don't know what the future hods for you it could be great and if you kill yourself now, you wont find out what will happen. If you would like anyone to talk to i'm here i check youtube everyday. message me if you would like. (:
MikayRawr 1 year ago
@Flamingsour don't do it. I WANT YOU TO LIVE. once you pull that trigger or kick that chair there isnt any going back. do whatever u need to be happy!
donutsprinkles99 1 year ago
why the fuck would anyone suicide before you have not even served as my slave for even 1 full day??
SpicyHam 1 year ago
I cried at 0:25. D":
Oh my god.
Thank you so much for doing what you do.
For me, for everyone.<3
Senimsaj 1 year ago
You are an amazing person... after watching these videos I see how strong you are and how much thought you put into every choice and decision you make. It is truly inspiring. Thank you for not pulling that trigger, Onision. Your changing lives.
LeeLeePC 1 year ago
I probably do not need to bother saying anything, and I know it will not matter, but I just want to say that I (for whatever it is worth) truly admire the things you do, but most importantly, the things you have not done, and the things you continue not to do.
QuothTheSecundus 1 year ago
You made a good decision Greg :)
LightStream101 1 year ago
Someone I knew died at the age of 26, weeks from his 27 birthday, saw him durind a christmas party, 4 weeks later, dead. I guess people can feel down, with the world as it is (war, povety,etc). Plus when you are younger, you live life as it will never end. But then oneday it hits you, you will get older and oneday die. I guess this video, plus the death of someone I knew kinds of allows me to see the bigger picture, everyday is a bonus.....
234566tgvb 1 year ago
My dad tried to commit suicide once and I regret his decision.
iHomestarrunner69 1 year ago
November 14th is my birthday. It wouldve been a shame and very sad day for me if u did such a thing.
RyanMakezVideos 1 year ago
i think suicide is just another path to a different life in heaven, or if athiest you can live a life a of nothingness, were you can rest forever and never worry about anything...... i dont believe in other religions sooo, yeah haha
ALECSF15 1 year ago
Im Glad The Lord Has Let You live to This day...Youve saved so many People Like me
DenejiTV 1 year ago
you are a life changer... keep it up live your life be happy keep skye happy love everyone around you
punklifee 1 year ago
honestly dude these videos can save lives
emericaroxmysox11 1 year ago
glad you didn't kill yourself
darkmatterdoesit 1 year ago
aww, thats so sad. i love you so much. youre so right.
dianacansing123 1 year ago
The ending was beautiful. "Everyday I'm ALLOWED to live", such a lovely way to put it. <3
twistedfool420 1 year ago
im glad you didnt, suicide ia weak thing and you are a strong person
FlCl3000 2 years ago
And that's why I'm leaving off suicide until after college. If college is okay, and I'm doing well, then I put it off. And so on, and so on.
I get all my sick satisfaction of contemplating offing myself with the ridiculous hope that I will somehow make something of myself. It's a win-win!
LovetteCher 2 years ago
Some people do not like talking to others about emotional depression.
XanithTheSilencer 2 years ago 5
nov. 14. is my birthday
resolsdrawkcab 2 years ago
Thank you so much for not pulling that trigger.... :)
JourdansKandyLand 2 years ago 174
And?
banjometal 2 years ago
I'm really glad you didn't pull the trigger. You complete me. Oh and by the way,before I die,I want to get over my self esteem issues. I constantly put myself down,and when I do,my friends tell me to stop. It's not always so easy to listen. Love, You're SUICIDAL! (Well,that's what people say when they see me sometimes)
neon471 2 years ago
Oh, and god doesn't exist. Sorry.
Ozzy0sbourne 2 years ago
@Ozzy0sbourne your opinion
ALECSF15 1 year ago
You are an amazing man.
I'm sure your friends and family, and all of your fans are glad you didn't pull the trigger<3
lilfalloutboygal 2 years ago
yo touching
zengod861 2 years ago
RIP Ronnie Warren 1968-2007 <3 miss you, dad :/
Don't hurt yourself. my father comitted suicide. theres this one quote that stuck with me after that "Suicide is not an engagement between death and one person, but the murdur of many" <--- you hurt others, so dont do it!
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