i have chronic depression, i dont feel so lonely knowing that there are people who are hurting anf feel the way i do. i dont have a voice because EVERYONE I TALK TO DONT TAKE MY VOICE INTO CONSIDERATION. i swear, i tell them and they say..
"aww well, i hope you get better, go to the counselor or something" FUCK the counselor doesn't do shit, they say, "think positive" HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO THINK POSITIVE DUMBFUCK. sorry lol but im glad you made this and i found it. we will find happiness. i hope
How can anyone dislike this video?? It made me cry because of how much it reminds me of me and the depression I am suffering. You can't possibly know what it feels like until you've experienced it and yet people have the audacity to judge.
Actually I havent been depressed for two years now(:
K thanks.
I did something about it and when I read your comments I laugh how immature you guys are who make fun of people who are depressed. Just saying. Grow up.
@MrJohnnyBraHH I agree with you 100%. These fucking idiots crave attention and need to do something about their god damn problems. It sickens me when these type of people cry and whine about shit that can be taken care of by themselves. They seem to expect an angel or something to come and save the day. Wrong, these people need to wake up to reality.
I hate life now more and more because nearly all the boy call me names, nobody knows I am depressed. They think it won't hurt me because they say it behind my back. I have never told anybody this. The more they call me fat, the more I want to die. My heart is a prison of helpless pain, and loneliness. Now I hate life. And I hope they see this comment, because they think it's funny, but they are making my life a dark place. I won't stand up to them, because I am scared to them, scared of what th
i hate my life i feel like there is no one there for me.....iv punch so many things trying to make it go away but it doesnt work.....all the blood, tears,anger,and lonlyness sucks and i cant belive i still have it i dont think i can make it
I'm a 16 year old guy that thought cutting was enough but yesterday it wasn't I tryed to kill myself ad failed,I feel stupid for saying this but iv never cryied so much my hole life ad I hate myself for it, I just hate myself in general ad that's the reason I'm depressed in the first place I hate everything about me... Idk what to do anymoreor how to go on with being me
I know how you feel, This explains everything ive felt for the last 3 years Like theres a hole in my life that can only be filled with pain, theres so many people i could talk to but they wont understand. i feel physical pain when i cry and i like the pain because it makes me feel, nothing can change how i feel and all i can think is let the pain end, but it never does and it never will ive lost hope and now i just hide behind a fake smile wishing that one day some someone will see past it to me
amazing ! a great lecture to learn for everyone.... everyone who reads this comment, I dont suffer from depression but am amazed at people like you... so much pain and darkness... well but light is everywhere, if you but knew! what about taking of your glasses for a moment? oh, wait I cant understand you right.... honestly it is because of this heartless society that people become like you... if you want to know what you heart is and how it feels like, then get to know Islam..dont believe try it
I started crying like crazy.. i feel the same way but i never tell. i always fake a laugh fake a smile. try to hide every thing from everyone so they wont know about how i feel. Its hard to tell someone you love . Im glad im not the only one who feels like this. i try to keep my distance from everyone and when i cry from all the thoughts running in my head.. im never around people.. im always in my room.
never.give.up. you can send me a message for help or a talk everytime of the day, i will be there for you. dont give up. never. ever. give. up. be strong now, because things will get better , it might be stormy now, but it can't rain forever. i know this sounds so unrealistic but you need to fight. you can get a gun and shoot yourself or hang urself. but why? dont fucking do that. i swear. dont do that.
I look around and I see, everything crumbling. I suffer from depression. I'm only a 15yr old girl. I've only talked once about it. Didn't help really. I cry for help but nobody seems to listen. Crying myself to sleep is every night. It's like I don't belong here. Suicide has been thought about, I'll admit. Nobody can truly understand unless they're in your situation.
Been going through depression about 4 years now life has been hell to me I don't see to bother try anymore I give up tried to commit suicide 2 times but I didn't cut deep enough to bleed alot I just wish I can easily kill myself.. All I do is cause trouble for every1 and I get bullied at school cause I'm weird or different I'm 16 I don't want to live in this nightmare called "Life" anymore.. I'm tired of it...All i have is bad luck I shouldn't of have been born if I was only going to suffer...
I must have cut no more than 10 min ago I'm still bleeding....I kinda hope it doesn't stop...I don't have a really good reason to be depressed but I am ad I beat myself up over it, I honestly hate everything about myself
@ThePerson060 it really doesnt matter if u dont know what u r depressed about all that matters is that u r depressed. if u talk to somebody it might help i know a couple of people who like u dont like who they r but with a lttle bit of talking they r better not totaly but they r working on it i hope this helped and i hope u find somebody 2 talk 2.
I am 13 and going thru depression. I do not tell anyone that I cry myself to sleep. I have been trying to fix myself for years and I well now letting time tell.
What hurts me the most is that, I know that there is someone who is going through the same thing and the same feelings that I am right now, and who is perfect for me. And if we ever met, my life would turn around, it'd be like a fairytale, and I wouldn't have to suffer from this pain anymore, I wouldn't isolate myself from this cold world because I know they understand and can relate. And they could either be on the other side of the world, or right around the corner from me. I will never know..
@XxFindingFakessxX are you serious? come on , here I offer you my hand, just because you are a human being, the same thing I am, no need for any other reason, will you take it or deny it foolishly thinking I "cant" understand you... I dont need to understand you in order to get along with you!
if you believe what I say, answer, if not go on walking in the depths of darkness thinking you are forsaken, which you are certainly not! light is everywhere around you take of your glasses!
i tried to tell my best friend once; when i told her she began to cut herself; soon her mom found out and told me ima freak nd i can never b her daughters' friend anymore. . . should i continue tew to try and tell someone?? ? T.T
@jeriprob You should keep trying 2 tell somebody it will help trust me. It will b hard at 1st but it will b worth it. There is alwase somebody willing 2 listen.
I dont think i wil b ok ive felt this way for almst 5yrs ive been so close to endin my lyf but the only thing that stopd me was my lil bro and sis and nw they cant stop me i hate my lyf it feels lyk i got nufin to live for anymre
Depression is horrible beyond blieve it destroys you from the inside and even if you have many good things in your life you become so blind and wrapped up in how you feel you cant see them. I suffer with depression because im in love with a girl who doesnt love me back and it is tearing me up inside. Life can show no mercy not matter how horrible you feel. I feel for everyone who suffers like this and I always hope it will go away not just for me but for everyone
omg ty so much i have never been able to find the words to describe how i feel but u have got it ty so much maybe i can get it across to other people how im feeling not that it will matter to them
Your videos say soo much. I know what you've gone through. Especially when you're so close to your mom.. and she says so many negative things that you'd never think she'd say, breaks your heart.. It breaks your heart because you love her soo much, and there she is, saying negative things, like she doesn't care that she's saying them. Sometimes, we think no one cares, no one loves us. BUT there is always at least one person, to be there to catch you when you fall. It's always gonna hurt..
satan is the one who put's depression in your mind , Jesus is the way out of depression , he can lift you up while your down , open the doors of your heart to Jesus, accept him as your Lord and you saviour . JESUS IS THE WAY ,THE TRUTH AND LIFE !
this is exactly true, if only my friends knew how i felt, instead of getting mad at me because im too sad for them, is that not what true friends do, but i have no one else.
thats not true imacabbage theres alot around you theres alot of US that understand each other just keep your head up high things can only get better not worse...
"im a daughter hiding my depression , im a sister making a good impression, im the girl sitting on her own in the corner with a tear running down her cheek and everyone just laughs and walk past . im so alone ...
been deppressed since i was 12 anerexic since 15 n a cuutter since 12 im 21 now have nothing to show or loose attempted suicide 3times all because of homophobic bullying n the 3rd time cus i kno i can never b as open as i am in my pathetic state with out getting jumped or aressted death for me atleast is the only way out of my pain i am tired of cuttind n getting drunk everyday just to stay alive for a life i never asked for
My Depression is very hard, but not so hard, to kill myself.
Sometimes i think about it, but can't do it, because this is my one life and this is one part of my life, the next part will be good. I know it and i hope it.
this song is so related to me i don't know anything at all i feel so sick of my life i know it feels like i am giving the excused again don't know what i am waiting for i should have just be dead a long x ago
i love this song <3 iv never heard i suffer from depression ... im suicidal ... but i always am sad whenever someone dies so i feel like a hypocryt if i think about killing myself, <3
Ok so as i was watching this i was crying thinking wow! To know theres ppl like me who have that pain the pain of being alone,numb,scared,sad,so numb u dont know waht going on its unbareable idc what ppl think of me i just dont care anymore so as i sit alone in this empty room i think of the 2 ppl who i love that love me and that has been there for .w through thick and thin as i have been for them depression is the worst :`( my bf and best friend r the only reason y each cut is never too deep
this really made me cry, just cos its the closest anyone else has been able to describe how im feeling. its good though cos for ages ive been lost, numb, had no idea of whats going on in my head, but that summed it up nicely, not perfectly but still close
look i know this might be another pathetic attempt to make you look back on all the good things and forget the bad things so i'll forget the sypathy and just say keep your head up high and live life to its fullest.
i cried am minute in because it relates to me soo much just if all of it where about the kids in my school but i git a real affect from it thank you for making this and thank you for being alive so i can have someone to relate to (; <--- tears of joy
I haven't gone through everything you have... But I know how you feel. Your videos help me so much. Thank you, just for being here on YouTube and posting up these amazing videos. =] This is my new favorite song. ... I don't see how people couldn't like your videos. Honestly.
Anyone who needs/ wants to talk to me message me here as many times as you want, even if you just need someone to talk to or be there for you. I am here for anyone.
So I saw this vid and i was like...was he or she spying on me? Because this is exactly how i feel.. I'm a cheerful girl yes..but i have my breakdowns..on most nights i tend to get rid of it through cutting. But i'm better now. I sitll have an urge to do it but I hold back.. I love to help people who are suicidal or depressed. why? bececause I can relate to their pain. You don't want people to pretend to understand. Please understand that HELP IS REAL.
depression is really tough. and i suffer from it too, this video really made me cry... 'cause i don't wanna be like this too. i's just the horrible reality that trapped me into this shit.
thanks for making this video, it really helps to know the story of people like me, that really make it out, 'cause it shows to me, that maybe, i can make it out too.
Hi sexysalvadorian45, when you have the chance please watch, Similization, it's an ad to a website about our today's society. And If you're interested you can check out the site and maybe even post any thoughts you might have. Thanks.
this is a really nice video. i hope i can make it out of it. too but at least i have my boyfriend helping me to fight agaisnt it and to not give in. every single day he is there for, every single minute, even when my parents say they r there for me and that they will help, and they just put me in some therapy, counseling group. but it just makes it worse. i hope i can make it out of it before my 15 birthday....all i have left is hope.
Posting things about depression and listening to depressing music isn't going to help you over come your depression, seriously people, talk to people and if you have no 1 to talk to talk to that guy who helps u with problems i 4 got wat they are called but yeah..
@JohnniaBearr when you have the chance please watch, Similization, it's an ad to a website about our today's society. And If you're interested you can check out the site and maybe even post any thoughts you might have. Thanks.
I've been depressed for a long long time now and the thing I hate the most is that people at my school say: oh my god I'm so depressed right now! that lasts about 5 minutes and then they are smiling again and talking about love and boys and stuff. They don't seem to get how a real depression feels, a depression that lasts for years and years.. It's hard. But they just don't know better I guess.. I just find that really awful. It hurts. Anyway, shoutout to all depressed people: you're not alone<3
i can explain that ive been there many times they say that cus they dont really know how it feels to lose everything u had to gain over and over again they havent been through as much as some they say that so maybe u will understand that they try and feel whut u do to help but they cant cus they havent had messed up liestrust mivebeen throughsome shit not all but alotand thats right everyone thatshad amessedup life and thats depressed your never really alone stay together and we will stay strong
I'm not gonna say i know how you feel cause i don't but i do know what it's like to be "emo" i cut almost all the time i have huge life problems but now it's just a habit not something i do to get rid of pain anymore....
i have the same feelings.Those last months every day my mood is so down,every day i cry so much,my heart feels so much pain that im thinking all the time suicide..I cant talk to anyone,everyone is gonna think im crazy,or ill....Why me :(
then u must havent talked to me lol....i mean really we all seem crazy sometimes and thats usaly when u are at the egde and dont want to do it anymore but u still find a way to get by u just need to keep your head up high and never let anything bring u down just message me if u need someone to talk to itll be a honor to :)
i actully only knw of one friend who self harms and we not tht close but who knows...i think we gettin closer we been talkin heaps on facebook lol nd i think theas something thea...but yea other thn that i cant actully find anyone who i cld actully talk to who wld understnd...
it's difficult to find other people who go through the same things, but it's not impossible. i have a few friends at school who have gone through the same things. it hurts me to see them going through things like this. i've always been the one to look past my pain to help them with theirs. and i do believe i've lost a friend because i was trying to be the nice person to a mutual friend. it's not fun. but i do it anyway.
@imacabbage when you have the chance please watch, Similization, it's an ad to a website about our today's society. And If you're interested you can check out the site and maybe even post any thoughts you might have. Thanks.
@imacabbage ..i know it's like a sickness that spreads but every1 acts to good to talk about it..they just bury it down eep, until one day..it's too late
@imacabbage its cuz i dont express it most people think im funny theres probably half the school that feel it but dont show it. if the whole school would all comment but have it as no name and u read it it would say everything u feel
@imacabbage its beacause most people at school are to afraid to show their feelings.
my mom says to me all the time that every other girl in your class is goiing through the exact same thing, yet wen i look around at the people in my class, they all look happy..
i know how you feel. my friends have given up on me. it hurts so much, but we just fight about it. they don't understand that it's really hard for me to stop cutting. they don't understand that i'm going to online classes intead of high school so that i don't have to hide my tears.
well it all dep on what your going through i have helped alot of ppl get over it but its not easy im still doing it but i gave up awhile ago but that dont mean u should too u need to keep your head up high when it gets dark and think of the thing that brightens your life with happyness and joy not tears and fear trust me ive been through alot karina would know....
u cacnt tho ive been through alot i mean when i was 7 me and this girl where soo close and i always wondered why she wouldnt let me come over and i did the one day with out her letting me her dad was raping her and her lil brother about a week after me and her got into a fight and i told her i never wanted to talk to her again i was only a lil kid she stuffed pills in her lil brothers mouth and thentook some her self i had walked in to find them laying on the couch hugging eachother dont giveup
ermm u dont know me but i know u say i dnt know every detail i dont but im reli going throw alot and this song exacally understood how i felt =( if u want to talk im here and im still havving a hard time so take care xxx
depression can be hard. i have suffered from deppression and self harm for years. ive been in and out of hospitals and i have recently stopped the self harm because it wasnt only hurting myself but the ones i loved also. its hard to stop but where theres a will theres a way. dont give up theres still hope. if any outn there would like to talk i would be more than willing to listen!
I have been depressed on and off for 5 years or loner. I had some suicide thoughts 10 years ago. It goes on and off. Sometimes I´m happy and sometimes I get suicide thoughts even though In don´t really have reason too. I would never take my life because I know many people and have friends in many countries and young brothers. I never tell anyone IRL about it and I try not to show it. A couple of days ago I was in a bad mood and like tired of everything so I hit my bathroom door with my elbow.
@ninetails11602 when you have the chance please watch, Similization, it's an ad to a website about our today's society. And If you're interested you can check out the site and maybe even post any thoughts you might have. Thanks.
I know how it feels to be not listed to, I say hi to my friends, or people I know, they don't acknowledge me, they just keep walking, not seeing me. The cold is all I know.
I'm 15 I'm adopted and hate my life! I don't even know my own fucking birthday! my rents are always gone on buisness trips to keep the money comming in for school and othe expences. my life sucks ass and right now my whole family would be better without me because all I'm doing is dragging them down.
That's not true. You keep your parents fighting. Without you, they would give up. They can cut corners in their own life, but they won't with your's. Because they have hope that you will do beter than they, so you canlive a better life. Whether you're adopted or not. That's the job of parents. To raise a child to cope with the world, and to surpass them. They won't feel better. They'd feel guilt. Guilt that they couldn't catch you as you fell. Do you want them to feel that? I know how you feel.
I know how you felt. Not feeling like you're good enough, holding on to a wish that's impossible. That you're a peice of shit, I know that feeling. I really do. I've told my friends how I feel, and they try to convince me that I'm not a worthless peice of shit. But the evidence is glaring, and hard to ignore.
Anyhoo, I'm really glad that your life is great now! ^.^ Power to you! Thank you for not abandoning those who share the feeling you once had. Thanks for not...leaving us behind.
thank you for making this, it made me cry. I want to help someone out of that sort of place, to be there for them but i cant help anyone.... im stuck there myself
I could relate to so many things in your video. I'm going through clinical depression, and I had been diagnosed manic depressive at 13. I just became worse near the end of college. This is a beautiful song that accompanies what you are truly feeling. Very touching video. I hope you continue to stay strong.
not all of them, guardian angel-rja isn't or ur call or thinking of you, but yes, the other ones are....thats what ppl ask for me to make videos of...depression, sadness, grief, i've lived thru it, so i can express myself really good with those.
i have chronic depression, i dont feel so lonely knowing that there are people who are hurting anf feel the way i do. i dont have a voice because EVERYONE I TALK TO DONT TAKE MY VOICE INTO CONSIDERATION. i swear, i tell them and they say..
"aww well, i hope you get better, go to the counselor or something" FUCK the counselor doesn't do shit, they say, "think positive" HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO THINK POSITIVE DUMBFUCK. sorry lol but im glad you made this and i found it. we will find happiness. i hope
ItsShayTime 2 weeks ago
How can anyone dislike this video?? It made me cry because of how much it reminds me of me and the depression I am suffering. You can't possibly know what it feels like until you've experienced it and yet people have the audacity to judge.
couldkillhim 1 month ago
If anyone needs someone to talk to add me on facebook , inbox me your user name
shankthatup 1 month ago
I care ...
shankthatup 1 month ago
who sings this?!
angelaasaplia 1 month ago
Oh and follow me on twitter karinimartini45
sexysalvadorian45 1 month ago
Actually I havent been depressed for two years now(:
K thanks.
I did something about it and when I read your comments I laugh how immature you guys are who make fun of people who are depressed. Just saying. Grow up.
sexysalvadorian45 1 month ago
I wish this song had a bassline
diggindirtystudios 2 months ago
You're all a bunch of whiney pussies.
It sucks that you are depressed, but for fuck's sake do something about it.
Don't cry on the Internet for attention, you look just like a bunch of fucking emo kids.
MrJohnnyBraHH 2 months ago
@MrJohnnyBraHH I agree with you 100%. These fucking idiots crave attention and need to do something about their god damn problems. It sickens me when these type of people cry and whine about shit that can be taken care of by themselves. They seem to expect an angel or something to come and save the day. Wrong, these people need to wake up to reality.
javyisthis300 2 months ago
this explains how I feel.......
RaquelStarz100 3 months ago
I wish I could stop needing my blade
Delsonseaman 3 months ago
I hate life now more and more because nearly all the boy call me names, nobody knows I am depressed. They think it won't hurt me because they say it behind my back. I have never told anybody this. The more they call me fat, the more I want to die. My heart is a prison of helpless pain, and loneliness. Now I hate life. And I hope they see this comment, because they think it's funny, but they are making my life a dark place. I won't stand up to them, because I am scared to them, scared of what th
braveheart683 4 months ago
@braveheart683 Cool story bro, it'd be better with dragons.
tuscantan4 1 month ago
i hate my life i feel like there is no one there for me.....iv punch so many things trying to make it go away but it doesnt work.....all the blood, tears,anger,and lonlyness sucks and i cant belive i still have it i dont think i can make it
1267snowboarder 4 months ago
@1267snowboarder WE DO NOT CARE
tuscantan4 1 month ago
Read all the comments and you'll find nearly all of them feel the same as you including me. I really hope you get better.
georgetteb321 5 months ago
I'm a 16 year old guy that thought cutting was enough but yesterday it wasn't I tryed to kill myself ad failed,I feel stupid for saying this but iv never cryied so much my hole life ad I hate myself for it, I just hate myself in general ad that's the reason I'm depressed in the first place I hate everything about me... Idk what to do anymoreor how to go on with being me
ThePerson060 5 months ago
I know how you feel, This explains everything ive felt for the last 3 years Like theres a hole in my life that can only be filled with pain, theres so many people i could talk to but they wont understand. i feel physical pain when i cry and i like the pain because it makes me feel, nothing can change how i feel and all i can think is let the pain end, but it never does and it never will ive lost hope and now i just hide behind a fake smile wishing that one day some someone will see past it to me
XNikiSainX 6 months ago
what song..?
ILuvYouButYouLuvHer 6 months ago
amazing ! a great lecture to learn for everyone.... everyone who reads this comment, I dont suffer from depression but am amazed at people like you... so much pain and darkness... well but light is everywhere, if you but knew! what about taking of your glasses for a moment? oh, wait I cant understand you right.... honestly it is because of this heartless society that people become like you... if you want to know what you heart is and how it feels like, then get to know Islam..dont believe try it
goodoldBrainfood 6 months ago
I love this so much it describes exactly how I feel !! X
depressedchickk 6 months ago
If people only knew how i feel from the inside. They see me smiling, but from the inside im dying slowly.
MartynDagrey 6 months ago
I started crying like crazy.. i feel the same way but i never tell. i always fake a laugh fake a smile. try to hide every thing from everyone so they wont know about how i feel. Its hard to tell someone you love . Im glad im not the only one who feels like this. i try to keep my distance from everyone and when i cry from all the thoughts running in my head.. im never around people.. im always in my room.
CortneyAndMichaela 6 months ago 2
never.give.up. you can send me a message for help or a talk everytime of the day, i will be there for you. dont give up. never. ever. give. up. be strong now, because things will get better , it might be stormy now, but it can't rain forever. i know this sounds so unrealistic but you need to fight. you can get a gun and shoot yourself or hang urself. but why? dont fucking do that. i swear. dont do that.
prismoviestar 6 months ago
I look around and I see, everything crumbling. I suffer from depression. I'm only a 15yr old girl. I've only talked once about it. Didn't help really. I cry for help but nobody seems to listen. Crying myself to sleep is every night. It's like I don't belong here. Suicide has been thought about, I'll admit. Nobody can truly understand unless they're in your situation.
GracieLynnP96 6 months ago
I have listened to this over and over again and it just makes me feel so much worse. this sux
onlyangelscry 6 months ago
whats this song
Justinsgurl921 6 months ago
@Justinsgurl921 Hope - Who am I to say
mniemma 6 months ago
Been going through depression about 4 years now life has been hell to me I don't see to bother try anymore I give up tried to commit suicide 2 times but I didn't cut deep enough to bleed alot I just wish I can easily kill myself.. All I do is cause trouble for every1 and I get bullied at school cause I'm weird or different I'm 16 I don't want to live in this nightmare called "Life" anymore.. I'm tired of it...All i have is bad luck I shouldn't of have been born if I was only going to suffer...
grandpagirl22 6 months ago
I must have cut no more than 10 min ago I'm still bleeding....I kinda hope it doesn't stop...I don't have a really good reason to be depressed but I am ad I beat myself up over it, I honestly hate everything about myself
ThePerson060 7 months ago
@ThePerson060 it really doesnt matter if u dont know what u r depressed about all that matters is that u r depressed. if u talk to somebody it might help i know a couple of people who like u dont like who they r but with a lttle bit of talking they r better not totaly but they r working on it i hope this helped and i hope u find somebody 2 talk 2.
sailorprincess9 6 months ago
I am 13 and going thru depression. I do not tell anyone that I cry myself to sleep. I have been trying to fix myself for years and I well now letting time tell.
asmile949 7 months ago
This has been flagged as spam show
if any one wants some one to talk to you can email me
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i cut.
helloimapersonxd 7 months ago
What hurts me the most is that, I know that there is someone who is going through the same thing and the same feelings that I am right now, and who is perfect for me. And if we ever met, my life would turn around, it'd be like a fairytale, and I wouldn't have to suffer from this pain anymore, I wouldn't isolate myself from this cold world because I know they understand and can relate. And they could either be on the other side of the world, or right around the corner from me. I will never know..
XxFindingFakessxX 7 months ago 22
@XxFindingFakessxX are you serious? come on , here I offer you my hand, just because you are a human being, the same thing I am, no need for any other reason, will you take it or deny it foolishly thinking I "cant" understand you... I dont need to understand you in order to get along with you!
if you believe what I say, answer, if not go on walking in the depths of darkness thinking you are forsaken, which you are certainly not! light is everywhere around you take of your glasses!
goodoldBrainfood 6 months ago
@XxFindingFakessxX we like to think that but maybe its not true you cant be 100% sure if youve never experienced it
l3054 5 months ago
@XxFindingFakessxX I'm sure you'll find your special someone on YouTube, sad fuck.
tuscantan4 1 month ago
i tried to tell my best friend once; when i told her she began to cut herself; soon her mom found out and told me ima freak nd i can never b her daughters' friend anymore. . . should i continue tew to try and tell someone?? ? T.T
jeriprob 7 months ago
@jeriprob You should keep trying 2 tell somebody it will help trust me. It will b hard at 1st but it will b worth it. There is alwase somebody willing 2 listen.
sailorprincess9 6 months ago
this song makes me cry
jeriprob 7 months ago
is this video made my you emma? no ya
koveras13 8 months ago
I dont think i wil b ok ive felt this way for almst 5yrs ive been so close to endin my lyf but the only thing that stopd me was my lil bro and sis and nw they cant stop me i hate my lyf it feels lyk i got nufin to live for anymre
sxcbitch17 8 months ago
This is exactly how I feel everyday of my life...
HorrorILove 8 months ago
hey im emo myself i listen to kind of music like this this video is really excellent good job
VarietyRocks117 8 months ago
Depression is horrible beyond blieve it destroys you from the inside and even if you have many good things in your life you become so blind and wrapped up in how you feel you cant see them. I suffer with depression because im in love with a girl who doesnt love me back and it is tearing me up inside. Life can show no mercy not matter how horrible you feel. I feel for everyone who suffers like this and I always hope it will go away not just for me but for everyone
MrAdam1254 8 months ago
i do know how you feel...it sucks if you wanna talk you can always PM me
cphackerultimate 9 months ago
come to me then! cus i sure know how you feel..
amyintoxicatedox 9 months ago
this made me cry becuse i feel just like this....
mniemma 9 months ago
omg ty so much i have never been able to find the words to describe how i feel but u have got it ty so much maybe i can get it across to other people how im feeling not that it will matter to them
sassy05sarah 9 months ago
:x
1MeN2011 9 months ago
my one is:
betrayed by some friends.
made fun of at school/hated.
hobbies being ruined.
bad thoughts.
worries of health
lack of sleep (mom and dad snoring REALLY loud)
SuperMarioBoy9 9 months ago
@CuteEmoCutter
It does hurt and it is hard believe me it gets better just keep pushing
EasedSkaterChic 10 months ago
Who Sings the song It's so beautiful/sad at the same time? :'l
KirstyBandicoot1 10 months ago
A heart that's full up like a landfill
A job that slowly kills you
Bruises that won't heal
You look so tired, unhappy
Bring down the government
They don't, they don't speak for us
I'll take the quiet life
A handshake of carbon monoxide
Valefor242 10 months ago
Your videos say soo much. I know what you've gone through. Especially when you're so close to your mom.. and she says so many negative things that you'd never think she'd say, breaks your heart.. It breaks your heart because you love her soo much, and there she is, saying negative things, like she doesn't care that she's saying them. Sometimes, we think no one cares, no one loves us. BUT there is always at least one person, to be there to catch you when you fall. It's always gonna hurt..
RandomGangsters3 10 months ago
satan is the one who put's depression in your mind , Jesus is the way out of depression , he can lift you up while your down , open the doors of your heart to Jesus, accept him as your Lord and you saviour . JESUS IS THE WAY ,THE TRUTH AND LIFE !
98ElectronicMachine 10 months ago
this is exactly true, if only my friends knew how i felt, instead of getting mad at me because im too sad for them, is that not what true friends do, but i have no one else.
SamanthaFarrawell 10 months ago
Whats the song called
bryanrowdy 10 months ago
@bryanrowdy The Singer Is Hope and the song is called Who am I to say Hope.
KirstyBandicoot1 10 months ago
thats not true imacabbage theres alot around you theres alot of US that understand each other just keep your head up high things can only get better not worse...
Sawfish420 10 months ago
Depression is terrible. I've suffered for over 6 years now. I've attempted suicide before. At least I know Im not the only one who suffers...
Aceproductions99 11 months ago
Bueatiful <3
hiseca 11 months ago
Thank you for making this video,
I now know that someone feels the same way.
I know what you go through.. I have depression also.. It's hard.
If you wanna talk just message me.. Im always here to talk to anyone that needs help with something.
CuteEmoCutter 11 months ago
the voice is so beautiful......
wow
annchen02 11 months ago
"im a daughter hiding my depression , im a sister making a good impression, im the girl sitting on her own in the corner with a tear running down her cheek and everyone just laughs and walk past . im so alone ...
XxTorquayGymnastxX 1 year ago 14
@XxTorquayGymnastxX no , liar!
goodoldBrainfood 6 months ago
been deppressed since i was 12 anerexic since 15 n a cuutter since 12 im 21 now have nothing to show or loose attempted suicide 3times all because of homophobic bullying n the 3rd time cus i kno i can never b as open as i am in my pathetic state with out getting jumped or aressted death for me atleast is the only way out of my pain i am tired of cuttind n getting drunk everyday just to stay alive for a life i never asked for
1431adam 1 year ago
Been suffering with this for about 10 years...a lot of my music on my page is influenced by it....maybe some of you can relate to it...
RishiP85 1 year ago
iv been hiding pain ever since the age 10.... and now im 15 and i thim stuck with it. i dont cry anymore bc i got used to it:(
PANDAblanket20 1 year ago
i hate my life, im sick of having no one, i feel so alone
goodboy6666 1 year ago
My Depression is very hard, but not so hard, to kill myself.
Sometimes i think about it, but can't do it, because this is my one life and this is one part of my life, the next part will be good. I know it and i hope it.
Thank you for your song.
Sarah from Germany!
sarahserenity 1 year ago
those it even matter if ur alone or not?
emogirlfromhell1 1 year ago
Thank you so much. Finally someone I can relate to. You have helped me so much.
Sammibball 1 year ago
this song is so related to me i don't know anything at all i feel so sick of my life i know it feels like i am giving the excused again don't know what i am waiting for i should have just be dead a long x ago
larrainewong 1 year ago
i have been uploading new videos, will you take the tiem to watch and rate tehm> mabye subscribe? i will do the same!, tahnsk alot!
SkateCrewWithAU 1 year ago
"Be kinder than necessary because everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle." -Billy Holliday
NunyaBiznass123 1 year ago
Realy nice ,its exactly The Same as my life..
XJoniekeX 1 year ago
whats the name of this song?
quantumlovr101 1 year ago
I totally understand all of it. I feel the same way everyday. It sucks more and more.
frestyle02 1 year ago
i love this song <3 iv never heard i suffer from depression ... im suicidal ... but i always am sad whenever someone dies so i feel like a hypocryt if i think about killing myself, <3
pompom23456789 1 year ago
Ok so as i was watching this i was crying thinking wow! To know theres ppl like me who have that pain the pain of being alone,numb,scared,sad,so numb u dont know waht going on its unbareable idc what ppl think of me i just dont care anymore so as i sit alone in this empty room i think of the 2 ppl who i love that love me and that has been there for .w through thick and thin as i have been for them depression is the worst :`( my bf and best friend r the only reason y each cut is never too deep
theusedbert24 1 year ago
its awesome being a dude XD
beer and loads of sex is the only anti-depressant man will ever need =)
kyleshaks 1 year ago
OMG! i love this song!
Livingxtogetherx 1 year ago
This was amazing. I can't say anymore...
Xxfinalfantasyx 1 year ago
this really made me cry, just cos its the closest anyone else has been able to describe how im feeling. its good though cos for ages ive been lost, numb, had no idea of whats going on in my head, but that summed it up nicely, not perfectly but still close
so thankyou :)
dreamforperferction 1 year ago
look i know this might be another pathetic attempt to make you look back on all the good things and forget the bad things so i'll forget the sypathy and just say keep your head up high and live life to its fullest.
18runescaper 1 year ago
Beutiful <3
TheFlyingMantis 1 year ago
i cried am minute in because it relates to me soo much just if all of it where about the kids in my school but i git a real affect from it thank you for making this and thank you for being alive so i can have someone to relate to (; <--- tears of joy
coocooallstar 1 year ago
I haven't gone through everything you have... But I know how you feel. Your videos help me so much. Thank you, just for being here on YouTube and posting up these amazing videos. =] This is my new favorite song. ... I don't see how people couldn't like your videos. Honestly.
DarkMoonLightVampire 1 year ago
Anyone who needs/ wants to talk to me message me here as many times as you want, even if you just need someone to talk to or be there for you. I am here for anyone.
virgin4life23 1 year ago
i found it this song was sung by the band name i think not to sure i think its (hope)
Sawfish420 1 year ago
So I saw this vid and i was like...was he or she spying on me? Because this is exactly how i feel.. I'm a cheerful girl yes..but i have my breakdowns..on most nights i tend to get rid of it through cutting. But i'm better now. I sitll have an urge to do it but I hold back.. I love to help people who are suicidal or depressed. why? bececause I can relate to their pain. You don't want people to pretend to understand. Please understand that HELP IS REAL.
kellynguyen16 1 year ago
A beautifully sad moving video. With hope there is life. Hope on.
Love and peace to everyone.
tinadee333 1 year ago
shoot i know i feel liek this yet i dont show it
this made me cry to :/
kyliebearr08 1 year ago
when will my pain end
LostMyReality 1 year ago
this is so sad nd it relates to my life a bit coz im depressed nd sad :'( </3
StaceyakaKelly 1 year ago
depression is really tough. and i suffer from it too, this video really made me cry... 'cause i don't wanna be like this too. i's just the horrible reality that trapped me into this shit.
thanks for making this video, it really helps to know the story of people like me, that really make it out, 'cause it shows to me, that maybe, i can make it out too.
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cmccarreiro 1 year ago
this is a really nice video. i hope i can make it out of it. too but at least i have my boyfriend helping me to fight agaisnt it and to not give in. every single day he is there for, every single minute, even when my parents say they r there for me and that they will help, and they just put me in some therapy, counseling group. but it just makes it worse. i hope i can make it out of it before my 15 birthday....all i have left is hope.
wolvelover12 1 year ago
Posting things about depression and listening to depressing music isn't going to help you over come your depression, seriously people, talk to people and if you have no 1 to talk to talk to that guy who helps u with problems i 4 got wat they are called but yeah..
124356870966 1 year ago
i used to feel that way,but now i feel only emptiness, and i dont any tears to cry
allanelya 1 year ago
@allanelya
cmccarreiro 1 year ago
exactly how i feel ...i hate my life
Heartsoxox 1 year ago
@Heartsoxox
cmccarreiro 1 year ago
this is a really nice video.
Love the song too, who's it by?
x
DarkEmo4eva 1 year ago
I feel the same way. My life is like a story being written everyday. The only problem there is, is that on every page. Is broken in half.
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cmccarreiro 1 year ago
girl I know exactly how you feel. hang in there for me =)
crazidancechica 1 year ago
I've been depressed for a long long time now and the thing I hate the most is that people at my school say: oh my god I'm so depressed right now! that lasts about 5 minutes and then they are smiling again and talking about love and boys and stuff. They don't seem to get how a real depression feels, a depression that lasts for years and years.. It's hard. But they just don't know better I guess.. I just find that really awful. It hurts. Anyway, shoutout to all depressed people: you're not alone<3
sailxonxmusic 1 year ago
I know excatly what you mean, it anoys me when people say there 'depressed' when they don't even come close to knowing excatly what it is. <3
BigBootsAndBrollies 1 year ago
i can explain that ive been there many times they say that cus they dont really know how it feels to lose everything u had to gain over and over again they havent been through as much as some they say that so maybe u will understand that they try and feel whut u do to help but they cant cus they havent had messed up liestrust mivebeen throughsome shit not all but alotand thats right everyone thatshad amessedup life and thats depressed your never really alone stay together and we will stay strong
Sawfish420 1 year ago
I wish every night that no1 cared about me so that I cud just end my life. I'm tired of failing and letting every1 down
ronaldo108 1 year ago
I'm not gonna say i know how you feel cause i don't but i do know what it's like to be "emo" i cut almost all the time i have huge life problems but now it's just a habit not something i do to get rid of pain anymore....
101mandykinz 2 years ago
i have the same feelings.Those last months every day my mood is so down,every day i cry so much,my heart feels so much pain that im thinking all the time suicide..I cant talk to anyone,everyone is gonna think im crazy,or ill....Why me :(
monaxikoalani 2 years ago
then u must havent talked to me lol....i mean really we all seem crazy sometimes and thats usaly when u are at the egde and dont want to do it anymore but u still find a way to get by u just need to keep your head up high and never let anything bring u down just message me if u need someone to talk to itll be a honor to :)
Sawfish420 1 year ago
i actully only knw of one friend who self harms and we not tht close but who knows...i think we gettin closer we been talkin heaps on facebook lol nd i think theas something thea...but yea other thn that i cant actully find anyone who i cld actully talk to who wld understnd...
imacabbage 2 years ago
its funny how many people actuaally feel like this yet you can never find anyone to relate to like at school and stuff
imacabbage 2 years ago 49
it's difficult to find other people who go through the same things, but it's not impossible. i have a few friends at school who have gone through the same things. it hurts me to see them going through things like this. i've always been the one to look past my pain to help them with theirs. and i do believe i've lost a friend because i was trying to be the nice person to a mutual friend. it's not fun. but i do it anyway.
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cmccarreiro 1 year ago
@imacabbage ..i know it's like a sickness that spreads but every1 acts to good to talk about it..they just bury it down eep, until one day..it's too late
shadowlaughter6 1 year ago
@imacabbage
Sometimes people tend to hide thier feelings. But there are some who is really depression and is pretending their not.
Vf5rules1 1 year ago
@imacabbage its cuz i dont express it most people think im funny theres probably half the school that feel it but dont show it. if the whole school would all comment but have it as no name and u read it it would say everything u feel
seadooer21 1 year ago
@imacabbage its beacause most people at school are to afraid to show their feelings.
my mom says to me all the time that every other girl in your class is goiing through the exact same thing, yet wen i look around at the people in my class, they all look happy..
ImAHomo2011 11 months ago
I think life can be hard... I wish someone was there to help me through the way... Like I'm climbing a mountain and I can't seem to reach the top :/
BootsandBoyss 2 years ago 2
im hurting right now too and none of my friends care, tegan said that if she caught me cutting she would beat me up that just makes it worse
i dont want to feel like this any longer i just want to crawl under a rock and never have to come out
imacabbage 2 years ago
@imacabbage
i know how you feel. my friends have given up on me. it hurts so much, but we just fight about it. they don't understand that it's really hard for me to stop cutting. they don't understand that i'm going to online classes intead of high school so that i don't have to hide my tears.
if you need to talk, i'm here. <3
XbrokenXbeautifulyX 2 years ago
well it all dep on what your going through i have helped alot of ppl get over it but its not easy im still doing it but i gave up awhile ago but that dont mean u should too u need to keep your head up high when it gets dark and think of the thing that brightens your life with happyness and joy not tears and fear trust me ive been through alot karina would know....
Sawfish420 2 years ago
u cacnt tho ive been through alot i mean when i was 7 me and this girl where soo close and i always wondered why she wouldnt let me come over and i did the one day with out her letting me her dad was raping her and her lil brother about a week after me and her got into a fight and i told her i never wanted to talk to her again i was only a lil kid she stuffed pills in her lil brothers mouth and thentook some her self i had walked in to find them laying on the couch hugging eachother dont giveup
Sawfish420 2 years ago
heeyy , you think you can help me ?
xMusicFreeak 2 years ago
I can relate. Very good video, expresses exactly how I'm feeling at the moment.
CflmstProductions 2 years ago
hey
ermm u dont know me but i know u say i dnt know every detail i dont but im reli going throw alot and this song exacally understood how i felt =( if u want to talk im here and im still havving a hard time so take care xxx
doloressycobitch 2 years ago
.. The door got broken like a dent on the door so I have to fix that some day.
Btw don´t write about this on my channel cause I don´t want everybody to know that I´m depressed sometimes. If you want to talk send me a PM.
83Mysterio 2 years ago
depression can be hard. i have suffered from deppression and self harm for years. ive been in and out of hospitals and i have recently stopped the self harm because it wasnt only hurting myself but the ones i loved also. its hard to stop but where theres a will theres a way. dont give up theres still hope. if any outn there would like to talk i would be more than willing to listen!
estars9 2 years ago 2
I have been depressed on and off for 5 years or loner. I had some suicide thoughts 10 years ago. It goes on and off. Sometimes I´m happy and sometimes I get suicide thoughts even though In don´t really have reason too. I would never take my life because I know many people and have friends in many countries and young brothers. I never tell anyone IRL about it and I try not to show it. A couple of days ago I was in a bad mood and like tired of everything so I hit my bathroom door with my elbow.
83Mysterio 2 years ago
Depression is horrible and I suffer from it. This video made me cry.
Thank you so much for making it.
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cmccarreiro 1 year ago
I know how it feels to be not listed to, I say hi to my friends, or people I know, they don't acknowledge me, they just keep walking, not seeing me. The cold is all I know.
jobri53 2 years ago
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jobri53 2 years ago
wow this was really nice
scorpiozamora 2 years ago
This got me crying :'/
... May, I ask what song is this?
ImThePurpleSkittle 2 years ago
Hope - who am i to say :)
Don't cry, your the purple skittle :D
Matsudaissmex 2 years ago
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I love this songg
KinzieRawr 2 years ago
I'm 31 and still living with the drepression of a broken heart. Its so sad that it happens so often... but it helps to know you aren't alone.
bayouwoodbagger 2 years ago 2
I know this feeling :(
it hurts
depression is horrible you're soo sad and feel bad every day
but it's important to have courage and hope
everything can change
I didn't believe it and I didn't have hope but IT'S TRUE :)
njkjonas1994 2 years ago 2
I love you
pascalspeliers 2 years ago
I'm 15 I'm adopted and hate my life! I don't even know my own fucking birthday! my rents are always gone on buisness trips to keep the money comming in for school and othe expences. my life sucks ass and right now my whole family would be better without me because all I'm doing is dragging them down.
Iceicekidkl 2 years ago
That's not true. You keep your parents fighting. Without you, they would give up. They can cut corners in their own life, but they won't with your's. Because they have hope that you will do beter than they, so you canlive a better life. Whether you're adopted or not. That's the job of parents. To raise a child to cope with the world, and to surpass them. They won't feel better. They'd feel guilt. Guilt that they couldn't catch you as you fell. Do you want them to feel that? I know how you feel.
WolfPawDragonClaw 2 years ago
I know how you felt. Not feeling like you're good enough, holding on to a wish that's impossible. That you're a peice of shit, I know that feeling. I really do. I've told my friends how I feel, and they try to convince me that I'm not a worthless peice of shit. But the evidence is glaring, and hard to ignore.
Anyhoo, I'm really glad that your life is great now! ^.^ Power to you! Thank you for not abandoning those who share the feeling you once had. Thanks for not...leaving us behind.
WolfPawDragonClaw 2 years ago
im crying too,this video has touched me ahh i hope i do make it out but its taken forever,and i hope im not alone....i love you all!
xoxo
emochick0012 2 years ago 2
:( aw. i'm crying.
soccachick4525 2 years ago
thank you for making this, it made me cry. I want to help someone out of that sort of place, to be there for them but i cant help anyone.... im stuck there myself
yetanotherone1234567 2 years ago
I feel exactly the same way...
xnax1993 2 years ago
I feel the same way right now..I just can't explain why, but I know exactly my heart's broken coz I'm feeling the pain..
RiFaChiBi 2 years ago
amazing video. i make depression,suicide and self injury videos. this was really touching.
LoserPunkQueen 2 years ago
ii can totally realate to this
Bella14239 2 years ago
thats actually kinda beautiful, i know how you feel
-Katie
KatieLuvsBree 2 years ago
the song is who am i to say by hope
xxbethxx36 2 years ago
What is the name of this song ? (:
iblinkforblink182 2 years ago
I'm depressed.
google1054 2 years ago
I could relate to so many things in your video. I'm going through clinical depression, and I had been diagnosed manic depressive at 13. I just became worse near the end of college. This is a beautiful song that accompanies what you are truly feeling. Very touching video. I hope you continue to stay strong.
AndiV138 2 years ago
Thanks for this
damodynamite1 2 years ago
the worst problem with depression is the feeling of being alone and that you are, atleast for me
Karolinavsverige 2 years ago
i feel the exact same thing
it's really hard
shmoopieluvr 2 years ago
whats the name of the song playing
KelsieSecrist 2 years ago
i always put it in the credits, its called who am i to say by hope.
sexysalvadorian45 2 years ago
@KelsieSecrist dont know anything at all dont know by who though
TheViciousMichael 1 year ago
all of your videos are SO depressing!!
brenex711 2 years ago
not all of them, guardian angel-rja isn't or ur call or thinking of you, but yes, the other ones are....thats what ppl ask for me to make videos of...depression, sadness, grief, i've lived thru it, so i can express myself really good with those.
sexysalvadorian45 2 years ago
This Makes Me Cry Amazin sONG
AbbyCF13 2 years ago