you succeeded. one of your former students, ricky hieggelke, introduced me to this video. i found it to be very powerful, as did the handful of friends i've shown it to. i used to be very heavy, and although i've since achieved a healthy weight, i still face many of these same demons; i suspect i always will. this portrait includes, word for word, many of the same thoughts i've had again and again. it will surely affect everyone who sees it, regardless of their size. thank you for your openness.
what do you not get? all thats going on is that he is confronting his obesity and showing everything he has to go through each day...like temptation for fatty foods.and how he has to situate the way he eats..to not just eat whenever, but to eat when hungry.he is expressing his feelings and showing how much weight he is losing in whatever amount of time.
Hope you stick to it i know i have a hard time myself. Harder to do this then all the artistic skills you've learned I know. You really represented the mania of this sickness well.
He said he is continuing the journey.. I assume if he went all the way he prob lost more fat.. it would be good to see another short film like this again describing the journey as it proceeded
He lost over fifty pounds, and you can certainly see it by two minutes in. It's a long journey, and I'm grateful he's shared this much with us.
The self-resentment could well be the worst enemy in this - if we view weight as punishment, we often justify it with the idea that we /deserve/ to be miserable.
This compensates for all of the ridiculous videos on youtube. You have a gift. I hope you win on Transom. Keep up all of your work, both with your art and health. I wish you the best of luck.
James, I don't know how to explain it, but your movie has made such an impact on me. I have always been obese and I was confronted by what I saw in your film. Starting this moment, I am accomplishing great things for my life and my future and forgetting the past excuses. This is for me.
In these seven minutes, I have made the realisation that this is my life, and today, I'm taking it back. Thank you so so much. There aren't enough words to appreciate your work. Just thank you. Michelle.
Excellent video. How many was can our cravings sabotage us? No one can say "NO" for us. This video is very inspirational. Keep up the good work. Thanks for sharing.
and your (still picture?) video was so incredible!! wow that was absolutely talented! thanks for sharing this with everyone! i am awed forreal!! =) and GL on your weight loss!! something ineed too
Clearly, it wasn't for nothing James: amazing art! It inspired a question: why don't u do it again in another place? So, what if u'd sit in front of the Kilimanjaro with a giraffes slowly passing?
Wow! I am awestruck by this video! Has to be one of the best on youtube! It has everything: Originality, Creativity, Interesting Content and even vulnerability! 5 stars!! I highly admire your skills!!
That was quite possibly the most unique and interesting piece of video I've seen in a long time... I'm on my own weight loss journey, so I look forward to seeing the end result for both you and me! Take it one day at a time, and best of luck!
My god! You are an amazing artist! This was a beautifully dramatic way of documenting your progress. You are so brave and gifted. Keep up the good work.
I know it is hard but in the end it IS worth it. Think of your family and what it means to you and them...
Brave, gripping and beautifully presented. Five stars. You are beautiful at any weight. Just stay smart, get healthier, and live as long as you want. Peace and light.
this is by far the most creative and amazingly edited video i have ever seen. i am working on a self-portrait and am suprised with you editing skills....good job
This is the most awsome video regarding weight loss i have ever seen. period. pure genius. how in the world did u create such a video.. u can do it. i cant wait to see more on this!!!!!
What do I say? Nothing I could write would even come close to telling you how incredibly impressed and touched I was by this video... It should be seen by as many people as possible. You're wonderful!
More power to you James and thank you for this very well done video/performance piece. I need to lose about ninety lbs. and you have inspired me to work even harder to finally lose it. I have to think of how good I will look and feel when I'm thinner and exercise every single day. You have done a very good thing for me and many others as well by posting this. Thank you.
I mean it's all fancy and stuff, but you could have skipped it, I can tell you what happened, you ate more calories than you burnt, pretty simple really.
Wow. That's incredible, it's obvious a lot of time and effort went into it and it's brilliant. Astounding, phenomenal. Great job, definitely a success, I'd say, and good luck keeping it up. Wow
wow!!! thats mesmerizing and amazing . how did you do that ? it's the best home editing i've ever seen, and the most candid portayal of weight struggling as well. i hope you reach your goal. you're really talented
This is a MASTERPIECE in its form and content. I would say the best home-made vid I ever saw on the net. The sound-track is incredible and the message is mind-blowing. Congratulations... yOU GOT a lot of talent, you are a true artist.
Wow! I'm favoriting this one. So creative. So true to the topic over a long period of time. Thankyou for the much effert you put into it. Myself needs to loose about 25 lbs.
Wow. I have been struggling with anorexia for over 10 yrs now and your video has inspired me to try to take care of my health before it is too late....I realize I have slowly been killing myself for the last 3 or 4 years but have just sort of felt like I didn't have the strength to fight it any longer. Thanks, for the honesty in your video, it made me realize maybe I can do something about my eating disorder before it kills me.
Thankyou. I feel the same everyday and i wouldnt wish this on my worst enemy! Im anorexic and the same thoughts floud my brain non stop everyday...for the past ten years..and counting
Ironic but Im anorexic-bullimic and the truth is that we are the same.I see you and I really dont see morbid obesity guess its my body dismorphyc disorder. God this food stuff is torture
Wow! I am blown away. This is a beautiful, artistic commentary on one of the fastest growing social epidemics, and one of the most difficult personal battles any of us will ever have to face. Thank you for sharing so much of yourself with us.
I am only a few minutes thru and I have to stop and comment. This is the most artistically radical thing I have seen on YouTube. This video is fascinating, brave, gorgeous, different, inventive, spellbinding. I love what you are doing with the blackboard. okay I am going back to watching....I am so moved. I am so impressed. Thank you.
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tychonaut 4 months ago
j'aime beaucoup....du vrai cinema, vivant,
portrait tres touchant
vive la vie
LouisDivine 7 months ago
Amazing!
summerissuper 8 months ago
Beautiful expression, very interesting nd entertaining technique!
ZexyDreamer15 9 months ago
This is really impactful. I plan to return to this from time to time.
mikerudjazz 1 year ago
this was Amazing.
roxi1211 1 year ago
this is amazing :)
it actually gave me some hope that ill be able to lose the weight i want to lose
sonnychik 1 year ago
this is beautiful and inspiring, brilliant too :)
TheSingingCello 1 year ago
This is amazing Mr. Barany. Very expressive and raw. Cool video. This is Preston Powell by the way.
pdub561 1 year ago
you succeeded. one of your former students, ricky hieggelke, introduced me to this video. i found it to be very powerful, as did the handful of friends i've shown it to. i used to be very heavy, and although i've since achieved a healthy weight, i still face many of these same demons; i suspect i always will. this portrait includes, word for word, many of the same thoughts i've had again and again. it will surely affect everyone who sees it, regardless of their size. thank you for your openness.
larabeitz 1 year ago
WTF? I still don't get it ...someone please explain? please? :D
makemeusefull 1 year ago
@makemeusefull
what do you not get? all thats going on is that he is confronting his obesity and showing everything he has to go through each day...like temptation for fatty foods.and how he has to situate the way he eats..to not just eat whenever, but to eat when hungry.he is expressing his feelings and showing how much weight he is losing in whatever amount of time.
I hope that helped you understand :D
sonnychik 1 year ago
incredible.
wonderfully expressed and achieved.
well done!
samirathesmall 1 year ago
this is absolutely amazing
emocub16 1 year ago
Brilliant!!!!!
dedeyansen 2 years ago
I am doing a self portrait project for my university work. This is wicked dude!
Gregwoodward1 2 years ago
I hope It changed my Life!I need change.Thank You!
eyeeye1 2 years ago
I love the way the man says "Papa" at :30.
You're doing great, be proud of yourself :)
Chastrie 2 years ago
Hope you stick to it i know i have a hard time myself. Harder to do this then all the artistic skills you've learned I know. You really represented the mania of this sickness well.
TheJmiller0921 2 years ago
This is amazing. I'm speechless. Bravo!
Ninja563 2 years ago
beautiful brave man
1st300bp 2 years ago
absolutely fantastic at so many levels.
hc2127 2 years ago
wow thank you :) awesome work!
BellaBKNY 2 years ago
The video is AWESOME!!! But, damnit! You hardly lost any body fat? Would have been a spectacular video if you actually went all the way.
joeldoyle 2 years ago
He said he is continuing the journey.. I assume if he went all the way he prob lost more fat.. it would be good to see another short film like this again describing the journey as it proceeded
realselfdefence 2 years ago
He lost over fifty pounds, and you can certainly see it by two minutes in. It's a long journey, and I'm grateful he's shared this much with us.
The self-resentment could well be the worst enemy in this - if we view weight as punishment, we often justify it with the idea that we /deserve/ to be miserable.
Life is what we make it.
TheFaceOfFailure 2 years ago
This is AMAZING. Thank you!
imdoingitnow 2 years ago
Very inspiring. Thank you!
dezzdiva 2 years ago
hang in there
if your on any meds talk to you doctor about it
i noticed a hug connection between anti depressants
and eating to deal with emotions
abba149 2 years ago
That was truly great! A work of art! Nice work.
notrthernlights 2 years ago
that is bloody fantastic
reub17 2 years ago
so incredibly much work must not be left unpayed...
ciskeyevenings 2 years ago
wow.
that was incredible.
beautifully done.
TruthBeToldx11 2 years ago
uau
kundaspirali 3 years ago
This compensates for all of the ridiculous videos on youtube. You have a gift. I hope you win on Transom. Keep up all of your work, both with your art and health. I wish you the best of luck.
jroooons 3 years ago
James, I don't know how to explain it, but your movie has made such an impact on me. I have always been obese and I was confronted by what I saw in your film. Starting this moment, I am accomplishing great things for my life and my future and forgetting the past excuses. This is for me.
In these seven minutes, I have made the realisation that this is my life, and today, I'm taking it back. Thank you so so much. There aren't enough words to appreciate your work. Just thank you. Michelle.
loadquicker 3 years ago 9
wow.. not only was this so wonderfully done, but what courage it took for you to do this... so amazing.
bellspirit 3 years ago
Excellent video. How many was can our cravings sabotage us? No one can say "NO" for us. This video is very inspirational. Keep up the good work. Thanks for sharing.
SpydrSteve 3 years ago
Guau, un bello y revelador autorretrato
(Translation: Wow, revealing and beautiful self portrait)
amcazen 3 years ago
extremely expressive. the very best self portrait i've ever seen.
achaziel 3 years ago
The summary of my life...beautiful, dark, poetic but deeply personal art!
MistyMaam 3 years ago
this is beautiful and painful to watch.
christavah 3 years ago
How very beautiful. So raw. So true. Thankyou
write4joy 3 years ago
I can't even begin to tell you how awesme I think your video is....It blew me away...
Thank you for taking the time to make that.
tomchan0 3 years ago 2
You are succeeding. You are creating art on many levels and isn't you as art one of the most important kinds. Thank you for creating this peice.
quotidianlight 3 years ago
Honestly brought a tear to my eye. So incredible. By far one of the best I've seen on Youtube!
celticpup 3 years ago
Absolutely beautiful. Stunning work. I can easily say I've never been more impressed by something on youtube.
SlickFiction 3 years ago
it is ingenious!!! thank you, and respect!
myysz 3 years ago
really amazing!
terroristaemtreiname 3 years ago 5
impressive... creative... good job
chadfilms 3 years ago
AMAZING! you have motivated me thanks a lot!
and your (still picture?) video was so incredible!! wow that was absolutely talented! thanks for sharing this with everyone! i am awed forreal!! =) and GL on your weight loss!! something ineed too
gottabehealthier 3 years ago 2
Hi! I'm the girl from Delta's AM Design class that came in for the 4-7 class? I just wanted to say that I was very moved by this piece.
mixture 3 years ago
this is very inspiring. you've done a lovely job.
mcsbliss 3 years ago
Clearly, it wasn't for nothing James: amazing art! It inspired a question: why don't u do it again in another place? So, what if u'd sit in front of the Kilimanjaro with a giraffes slowly passing?
All I mean is: more! please! - Rob
rmfw1 3 years ago
Wow! I am awestruck by this video! Has to be one of the best on youtube! It has everything: Originality, Creativity, Interesting Content and even vulnerability! 5 stars!! I highly admire your skills!!
freespirittania 4 years ago
That was quite possibly the most unique and interesting piece of video I've seen in a long time... I'm on my own weight loss journey, so I look forward to seeing the end result for both you and me! Take it one day at a time, and best of luck!
Victor
lindyhop4life 4 years ago
that was very inspiring. that took alot of time and effort.
trishak8 4 years ago
Wow.
Seabrook78in 4 years ago
My god! You are an amazing artist! This was a beautifully dramatic way of documenting your progress. You are so brave and gifted. Keep up the good work.
I know it is hard but in the end it IS worth it. Think of your family and what it means to you and them...
~L.I.W.S.
LifeIsWhiteSpace 4 years ago
well done :)
stubbornheart15 4 years ago
Just beautiful! Great work and congrats on losing weight. Keep going, You're amazing ^.^
MelanieMinako 4 years ago
OMG!
this is so beautifull
and true
congratz
u're beautiful
palomadoss 4 years ago
Very well done!
A work of art
Eyhara 4 years ago
This was beautiful. I wept.
GraphicDilemma 4 years ago
This is extrodinary.
FreeknNasty 4 years ago
Brave, gripping and beautifully presented. Five stars. You are beautiful at any weight. Just stay smart, get healthier, and live as long as you want. Peace and light.
hillhippie 4 years ago
This was wonderful.
ColPicklejar 4 years ago
This was SO inspirational. I hope you succeed, for you and everyone who is struggling like you...
KatKola 4 years ago 2
thank you for help..
ivanreshetnikov 4 years ago
thank you thank you thank you... your vulnerability and willingness paired with such talent is so inspiring. bless you.
kristen1115 4 years ago
One of the best videos seen yet. Very moving. Very uplifting! Very... just very...
EYE OPENING! In Fact after seeing your video inspires... I must get healthy.. I must! And so I shall.. Thanks for the video..
daveolso 4 years ago 2
this one of the most beautiful videos that i have seen on youtube
xuethao 4 years ago 2
dont give up!
thefloppyking 4 years ago
absolute genius! thanks for sharing and keep it up...
endpersecution 4 years ago
I am morbidly obese...I have been losing weight for the last 5 months and this we very touching. Thank you so much for posting this...
BigJ8k 4 years ago
Wow!! Awesome, awesome interpretation! The chalkboard graphics are 100X more real and meaningful than any CGI out there. BRAVO!!
JudeMaris 4 years ago
wow this is amazing..good luck to you!!!!
auntienem 4 years ago
Remarkable editing job, truly impressive. Good luck to ya!
turbotails66 4 years ago
this is impressive man.
mke represent
stealingpatrick 4 years ago
This is beautiful and brave. Keep it up.
ItWasTheNightingale 4 years ago
It's wonderful and so are you...even if u haven't succeeded yet, you surely are on the right path.
meRadhika 4 years ago
this is by far the most creative and amazingly edited video i have ever seen. i am working on a self-portrait and am suprised with you editing skills....good job
kerplunk420 4 years ago
Of all the videos I've watched here in You Tube this one is the best. It actually sends a message and is very creative.
Juanalavarias 4 years ago
being over weight myself, I am pleased to see your film. Please keep me updated. God bless
yankeegurl62 4 years ago
This is the most awsome video regarding weight loss i have ever seen. period. pure genius. how in the world did u create such a video.. u can do it. i cant wait to see more on this!!!!!
stugebs 4 years ago
this dude was my professor
mamakin25 4 years ago
..that was so awesome!
KillerxBitch 4 years ago
i say you partially succeeded
pooper4 4 years ago
this was absolutely beautiful.
it sends such a strong message!
i love it.
keep it up :]
bcreekcutiiex716 4 years ago
Wow. I'm really impressed. Really. Beautiful. Lovely. Sad. Great. Art.
I do like it, thanks for sharing.
Sinja78 4 years ago
What do I say? Nothing I could write would even come close to telling you how incredibly impressed and touched I was by this video... It should be seen by as many people as possible. You're wonderful!
Heathereeee 4 years ago
this is kinda creepy.
bugsandsoccer 4 years ago
More power to you James and thank you for this very well done video/performance piece. I need to lose about ninety lbs. and you have inspired me to work even harder to finally lose it. I have to think of how good I will look and feel when I'm thinner and exercise every single day. You have done a very good thing for me and many others as well by posting this. Thank you.
pamphish 4 years ago
Way to go!!! What a brave piece of art.
knitpug 4 years ago
Wow, that was amazing.
80snewwaver 4 years ago
This is probably the most beautiful and artistic video I have ever seen on Youtube. I think you succeeded.
folieaun 4 years ago
raw foods, raw foods, raw foods = health
RawVeganBabyBoomer 4 years ago
:'(. lovely.
nekromantikk 4 years ago
Wow, this is so impressive! I really hope you entered this into some festival of sorts! Awesome!
indiedezz 4 years ago
Hey thats a fantastic technique you've got going there.
kevtherev 4 years ago
I mean it's all fancy and stuff, but you could have skipped it, I can tell you what happened, you ate more calories than you burnt, pretty simple really.
jasondi64 4 years ago
Wow. That's incredible, it's obvious a lot of time and effort went into it and it's brilliant. Astounding, phenomenal. Great job, definitely a success, I'd say, and good luck keeping it up. Wow
Antiyonder 4 years ago
That was amazing
skaterdie93 4 years ago
amazingly well done.. you can feel all the time that went in to it... it must have taken you so long!
meetmebythestatue 4 years ago
WOW! Brilliant!! Award worthy!! Fucking WOW!!!
WatcherD73 4 years ago
Thank you.. you are a artist. It was perfect, now I need to do the same
lvsbigbears 4 years ago
a modern masterpiece
barilotto100 4 years ago
this was amazing, your my idol. no joke.
CookieBandit 4 years ago
Pfff....
Wow..
This is amazing!
PurLeah 4 years ago
well done!
lbobbitoa 4 years ago
I was completly moved by this. Thank you for opening your soul up to the rest of us. God bless, and best wishes.
ladyfromkansas 4 years ago
Great artistic work!!!
machor54 4 years ago
gotta say, that was terrific. You are inspiring others and I hope it keeps you going. Thanks
nonnie7311 4 years ago
very very nicely edited . love it.
madmike1988 4 years ago
Wow... I have no words to describe how amazed I am after watching your selfportrait. It's very deep, profund...I think this is art!
AngieZulu 4 years ago
This is very, very skillful and very moving. All the best wishes to you.
alix1962 4 years ago
Wow. I don't even know you and I feel proud for you. Amazing, man.
bugmn99 4 years ago
one thing I know is that you succeeded in making an AMAZING video. I love MIAD, too.
weetziemileebenjamin 4 years ago
Ok, this is really good. Just wanted to add my kudos
bigscreenguys 4 years ago
wow!!! thats mesmerizing and amazing . how did you do that ? it's the best home editing i've ever seen, and the most candid portayal of weight struggling as well. i hope you reach your goal. you're really talented
oceaneyes9 4 years ago
Brilliant ~
kitsotana 4 years ago
This is a MASTERPIECE in its form and content. I would say the best home-made vid I ever saw on the net. The sound-track is incredible and the message is mind-blowing. Congratulations... yOU GOT a lot of talent, you are a true artist.
lovursi 4 years ago
great video and very personal
would love to see the follow up!
you've got people cheering for you
jaMiMy 4 years ago
Wow, this was really well made, Yuu have put so much work into it! I admire you for being so honest
bigworldlittlegirl 4 years ago
that is motherfucking....beautiful.
brilliant.
*love*
sqkwirl 4 years ago
Wow! I'm favoriting this one. So creative. So true to the topic over a long period of time. Thankyou for the much effert you put into it. Myself needs to loose about 25 lbs.
JayZoop 4 years ago
i admire you for your incredible honesty with yourself and everybody- that was amazing.
Foxgirl7 4 years ago
Amazing. 5 stars.
IBEZ 4 years ago
Wow. I have been struggling with anorexia for over 10 yrs now and your video has inspired me to try to take care of my health before it is too late....I realize I have slowly been killing myself for the last 3 or 4 years but have just sort of felt like I didn't have the strength to fight it any longer. Thanks, for the honesty in your video, it made me realize maybe I can do something about my eating disorder before it kills me.
bmfsurvivor 4 years ago
Thankyou. I feel the same everyday and i wouldnt wish this on my worst enemy! Im anorexic and the same thoughts floud my brain non stop everyday...for the past ten years..and counting
FULLOOKKK 4 years ago
Ironic but Im anorexic-bullimic and the truth is that we are the same.I see you and I really dont see morbid obesity guess its my body dismorphyc disorder. God this food stuff is torture
FULLOOKKK 4 years ago
amazing
SMITHGI 4 years ago
wow that was amazing. you put so much work into that, I could not even imagine how many hours that took. great job, times a million.
pagekv 4 years ago
Incredible.
RICKSKII 4 years ago
that was great!!well done
lemoniag 4 years ago
I had a hard time watching this, because I saw myself too much in it. But truth is hard to digest. Thanks for making this video.
123erica 4 years ago
lovely
axkissxtobetray 4 years ago
Very well done, hope you get to your goal.
acastro1952 4 years ago
Way to go this is a great video. Took it to work and showed my patients!
cathlabdude 4 years ago
This is truly, truly amazing. Well done. So poignant.
morganthemoth 4 years ago
Very cool
Doozer2000 5 years ago
wow - fantastic - well done!
mialouise 5 years ago
What a fantastic video!
ClassicJazz1966 5 years ago
sundance film festival? this is really good. very real.
roliasemina 5 years ago
sweet jesus that was amazing
nosjunkie747 5 years ago
inspirational. amazing video.
wee33 5 years ago
Awesome video and awesome progress. Best wishes for 2007. Your a Talented Guy
ampgosto11 5 years ago
very inspiratinoal! i know someone who will benefit from watching this. as well as myself. have a happy new year!
tbolmedo 5 years ago
bravissimo
barilotto100 5 years ago
WOW, an incredible piece of art plus a great message. AWESOME
rubenette 5 years ago
Truly Amazing
ILSB 5 years ago
an amaizing work men , you really put all your effort on it ... both of them
grahamrodvaz 5 years ago
OMG. I am blown away with this video. Very inspirational.
k3n12ock 5 years ago
truly amazing video...WOW!!
foofan1971 5 years ago
You clearly reflect the struggle.
Brainmold 5 years ago
Merci de proposer cette video. Chapeau!!!
I really enjoyed your work. In a world when spending one minute at watching a clip is too long, I enjoyed each second. merci . Encore SVP
cornac115 5 years ago
Wow! I am blown away. This is a beautiful, artistic commentary on one of the fastest growing social epidemics, and one of the most difficult personal battles any of us will ever have to face. Thank you for sharing so much of yourself with us.
aphaziya 5 years ago
That was mind blowing.. as someone who has lost 150 lbs and still has 120 to go I really really really related to that video.
You have a real talent my friend and this is a great way to use it.
Let's continue together.
losetogain 5 years ago
BRAVO!
jpfdiamonds 5 years ago
i have never seen anything like that! This is really a masterpiece of invention and communication...
barilotto100 5 years ago
beautiful! you've succeeded as an awesome person and artist.
fall1yuz 5 years ago
Wow that was amazing. I loved it.
lunaswan 5 years ago
You shouldn't hate yourself for being fat, but that video was great! So artistic and beautifully done! Wonderful.
ichbinkeinberliner 5 years ago
incredible !!! cogratulation is not only very well done but also has a great message
Fabiomelanitto 5 years ago
I am only a few minutes thru and I have to stop and comment. This is the most artistically radical thing I have seen on YouTube. This video is fascinating, brave, gorgeous, different, inventive, spellbinding. I love what you are doing with the blackboard. okay I am going back to watching....I am so moved. I am so impressed. Thank you.
mcarenmc 5 years ago