Another sad song. Loneliness is very hard to bear and to accept. "Looking at my walls. I'm seeing detail I've never seen before. I'm dialling you on my phone. I want to talk to you and tell you that I'm here". "I'm tired of seeing walls. I want to talk to you and tell you that I'm here" I hear a scream of despair and an heartfelt request of help. Tears in my eyes.
I was hoping that this would express the despair expreienced when someone is alone, and really wants to talk to someone, but everyone they try is either not in, or not answering their phones. It's feelings like these that can lead people into doing some silly things to themselves. So this is for people to see how low things can get.
Thanks Jeff. Yeah, backgrounds are fun to look around for. Switch them up whenever you feel the need or keep one that represents you most. For you I see a music sheet filled with wonderful music. :P
Well. paracetemol is pretty good for cooling temperature, and pets, even guinea pigs are good company when you feel a little under the weather :) They normally know when you don't feel quite right.
yes i cant pick my piggies up at the moment and gives them hugs because they are one of the few critters than can catch the common cold off fairies and hoomans. I duznt want them to cetch it off me;
yesh they is seyekick critters they always noes wen i iz goin to feed them they skweeks wen they heer the door openin. i iz goin for a lay down hopes yoo haz a gud day. fankoo for chattin to me the title of yur video and the notes to the side fitted well. hugs for yoo i gived yoo a favrit. bye bye x
Jeff, I wanted you to know that I am putting a Video up here tonight which will be my last before leaving YouTube all together. I might be able to come back from time to time to watch a Video or two. But for the most part... my life will need my full attention. It was a difficult choice I had to make...
I had made it before I met you and for the most part was gone. But seeing, hearing and coming to know you brought me back. I am glad you did. But now I must do what I must for me. You know where to get a hold of me. Please know this is not a sad time for me. I do feel conflicted, as I would wish to linger and play with the community. But balance, silence and focus will be the key to my path now. You though I take with me...
many memories and love. Yours will be one of the greatest. My firendship with you means so very much to me. I cherish it on a very real level each day. You are a part of my routine as I walk to your voice and face. No one knows yet I am leaving but you... Please keep me close in your prayers as I take this leap. I will speak to you soon.
How did you get on with the Skype? I came as quickly as I could this morning, as you know I am having a Review later and may be busy for some time. Hope to speak to you later darling!
You must go where you wings take you. I'm sure you will never be too far away from Youtube, and personally, I am happy that I can still contact you by other means :)
It's good to know his creative mind is working. That's the start of his individual expression in music. It will also help his expression of other songs he sings. He's learning to get behind the words :)
I'm blown away by this one Jeff, this one has a unique quality to it, a kind of hypnotic melody to it and a really good bridge, the lyrics make for a very cool music vid, I could see it in my head! more than 5 for this !!
Wow.=! Thanks. The guitar at the end sweeps from channel to channel and is a big feature of the song, though the stereo effect is lost here. I'm going to have to work out how to make YT play it in stereo :)
Excellent. Could you tell me how? The vids I've done with my own songs have only been pictures, so the video quality is not really that important. I'd love to know how. I have seen you do it in some of your vids.
Thank you. No, I've never had a deal. I've been trying to be heard for some time now. It's only recently that I've been throwing everything into it. Maybe I'll get there in the end as a writer :)
Well... I have looked at it again and really focused on the images as the lyrics flowed. The way you created this Video was "brilliant"! I loved the deeper secondary meaning in the short flashes of images almost hidden underneath the surface of the more "Real" images that are seen for a longer time. How meaningful is that Jeff? WOW... blows my mind how deep you run...
We are like this in life aren't we Jeff? Us humans going through our own inner more private of struggles... while life goes on. You have created not only a wonderful song but a magnificant masterpiece in the Video images! I don't miss much, as you have already found with me. I can't tell you how much this Video means to me and will touch and move and even bring comfort to thiose whom might feel alone! Thank you for ALL you bring to YouTube Jeff...
And for what you have brought to my life. Thank you for this beautiful reflection of the man, spirit and awareness of so much in life that goes beyond most of us. This makes me filled with such .... hope and love you have no idea! Thank you again! Love to you and all you do, touch and care about...
Lol. Thank you. I've been meaning to mail you, so I'm going to try and to that. I'm a bit disappointed that it didn't come out in stereo because the bit at the end sweeps from side to side :)
Jeff, thank you for the words written to me here. That is enough! Please do not feel the need to write right now. I am doing great and I know you are near me in thoughts.. as you are with me. I am moving Jeff... out on my own. Please pray for me and send me good thoughts. The move should be complete by the end of October, though I will be working maybe even two jobs to support myself so I won't have much time for YouTube....
But I will be looking out for you. Please write me if you post a video.. for I wouldnt want to miss a one. Contact Horntsnest as well if you need to get ahold of me. He will know how to get in touch with me imeadiatly. You have my email... I will tell you more when things settle! My love goes with you...
becca @-->-----
P.S. I love the ending as well. But I loved the contrast of the beginning to the end as well!
P S S .. Get Skype and we can chat real time. Would save the "Novel writings". ::smiles:: You have my name there. Love , Light, Peace and Humiltiy be with you always Jeff. Tell Mum I send my love and I know she is NOT far away as well. That too brings me comfort! ::skips off:::
Sadness sucks
xThomas1995 1 year ago
forever57 4 years ago
I was hoping that this would express the despair expreienced when someone is alone, and really wants to talk to someone, but everyone they try is either not in, or not answering their phones. It's feelings like these that can lead people into doing some silly things to themselves. So this is for people to see how low things can get.
Thank you again for looking into my songs.
jeffstunes 4 years ago
I am here jeffstunes great stuff
chickiesgrettagirl 4 years ago
Makes me wanna cry.
chickiesgrettagirl 4 years ago
Not too much I hope :)
Thanks for letting the song move you.
jeffstunes 4 years ago
it's a good tune
chickiesgrettagirl 4 years ago
niiice
arielsandersmusic 4 years ago
Lol. This one's a few years old now, but I thought I'd put it up anyway :) Thank you.
jeffstunes 4 years ago
Im here:)
Brilliant jeff
1966Nicole1966 4 years ago
Thank you Nicole. I wrote this one about 3 years ago now :)
I put it on a demo CD with 3 others. One of the other tracks got released on a compilation CD :)
jeffstunes 4 years ago
06/10/07 15:08 UK Time
3 Honors for This Video:
#69 - Top Rated (This Week) - Music - United Kingdom
#98 - Most Discussed (This Week) - United Kingdom
#23 - Most Discussed (This Week) - Music - United Kingdom
Well done!
LJABC 4 years ago
Nice tune Jeff! I like your originals man... keep em coming!
vmandanici 4 years ago
I've got loads more in my collection. Lol. I'm going to put some of those out and also write some newer ones :)
I'm glad you liked what I have done so far :) Thank you.
jeffstunes 4 years ago
05/10/07 09:35 UK Time
Honors for This Video:
#79 - Top Rated (This Week) - Music - United Kingdom
#23 - Most Discussed (This Week) - Music - United Kingdom
LJABC 4 years ago
Two weekly Honours!
Yet another first.
x
LJABC 4 years ago
I keep on missing those. Lol.
jeffstunes 4 years ago
05/10/07 01:21 UK Time
Honors for This Video:
#77 - Top Rated (This Week) - Music - United Kingdom
LJABC 4 years ago
Wonderful video. : )
MoonLitPassage 4 years ago
Thank you Jennifer. I like the background on your channel. That's reminded me to dig out a background for mine :)
jeffstunes 4 years ago
Thanks Jeff. Yeah, backgrounds are fun to look around for. Switch them up whenever you feel the need or keep one that represents you most. For you I see a music sheet filled with wonderful music. :P
MoonLitPassage 4 years ago
Lol. Thank you. Well I've got a few photo's that I ran some heavy effects on. I might try them first :)
jeffstunes 4 years ago
02/10/07 09:29 UK Time
Honors for This Video:
#83 - Most Viewed (Today) - United Kingdom
#76 - Top Rated (Today) - United Kingdom
#21 - Most Discussed (Today) - United Kingdom
#25 - Most Discussed (Today) - Music
LJABC 4 years ago
Great song! 5*s!
Oh, and thank you for subscribing to my channel.
I look forward to seeing more of your works. =0)
no1funkydiva 4 years ago
01/10/07 22:06 UK Time
Honors for This Video:
#95 - Most Viewed (Today) - United Kingdom
#76 - Top Rated (Today) - United Kingdom
#26 - Most Discussed (Today) - United Kingdom
#38 - Most Discussed (Today) - Music
"What a lovely surprize!"
LJABC 4 years ago
wow, very great pics/images, cool song :)
hillbillygill99 4 years ago
Thanks Gil :)
jeffstunes 4 years ago
01/10/07 10:39 UK Time
Honors for This Video:
#37 - Most Discussed (Today) - United Kingdom
#49 - Most Discussed (Today) - Music
And
#Infinitely - Talented - (In My Eyes)
I really must go now. God Bless!
Mum x
LJABC 4 years ago
Here's another one for you mum.
#34 Most Viewed (Today) Musicians.
on my channel
jeffstunes 4 years ago
Well, I suppose I should have noticed, though, in all fairness, you are more aufait with the calibre of your viewers than I.
Love you! Mum x
LJABC 4 years ago
yoo gived me the leaky eyes agen. brilliant song. hugs for yoo x
Willowthebluefairy 4 years ago
LOl. Thank you. Sorry about those leaky eyes :)
jeffstunes 4 years ago
that iz ok i wuz covered in snot anyways i haz a cold and i iz off werk. I gots tishoos now.
Willowthebluefairy 4 years ago
Lol. Well, I hope you get well soon.
jeffstunes 4 years ago
fankoo i haz tooked sum parrotseatemall and we be recovered soons prolly
Willowthebluefairy 4 years ago
It's a good job you don't have any parrots then, because they would make you suffer without them. You don't have parrots do you? Lol.
jeffstunes 4 years ago
no i haz two ginny pigs. One iz called Muffin i definitly wudnt want to eat him ;)
Willowthebluefairy 4 years ago
Well. paracetemol is pretty good for cooling temperature, and pets, even guinea pigs are good company when you feel a little under the weather :) They normally know when you don't feel quite right.
jeffstunes 4 years ago
yes i cant pick my piggies up at the moment and gives them hugs because they are one of the few critters than can catch the common cold off fairies and hoomans. I duznt want them to cetch it off me;
Willowthebluefairy 4 years ago
Ah yes. I forgot about that. Oh, well, they will know by your absence :)
jeffstunes 4 years ago
yesh they is seyekick critters they always noes wen i iz goin to feed them they skweeks wen they heer the door openin. i iz goin for a lay down hopes yoo haz a gud day. fankoo for chattin to me the title of yur video and the notes to the side fitted well. hugs for yoo i gived yoo a favrit. bye bye x
Willowthebluefairy 4 years ago
Rest well :)
jeffstunes 4 years ago
01/10/07 08:26 UK Time
Honors for This Video:
#39 - Most Discussed (Today) - United Kingdom
#55 - Most Discussed (Today) - Music
Well done!
LJABC 4 years ago
Jeff, I wanted you to know that I am putting a Video up here tonight which will be my last before leaving YouTube all together. I might be able to come back from time to time to watch a Video or two. But for the most part... my life will need my full attention. It was a difficult choice I had to make...
Hisautumnrain 4 years ago
I had made it before I met you and for the most part was gone. But seeing, hearing and coming to know you brought me back. I am glad you did. But now I must do what I must for me. You know where to get a hold of me. Please know this is not a sad time for me. I do feel conflicted, as I would wish to linger and play with the community. But balance, silence and focus will be the key to my path now. You though I take with me...
Hisautumnrain 4 years ago
many memories and love. Yours will be one of the greatest. My firendship with you means so very much to me. I cherish it on a very real level each day. You are a part of my routine as I walk to your voice and face. No one knows yet I am leaving but you... Please keep me close in your prayers as I take this leap. I will speak to you soon.
becca and forever "autumnrain" @-->----
Hisautumnrain 4 years ago
I'm just setting up the Skype as we speak :)
jeffstunes 4 years ago
How did you get on with the Skype? I came as quickly as I could this morning, as you know I am having a Review later and may be busy for some time. Hope to speak to you later darling!
Mum x
LJABC 4 years ago
It worked fine :)
jeffstunes 4 years ago
You must go where you wings take you. I'm sure you will never be too far away from Youtube, and personally, I am happy that I can still contact you by other means :)
jeffstunes 4 years ago
01/10/07 00:17 UK Time
Honors for This Video:
#52 - Most Discussed (Today) - United Kingdom
#75 - Most Discussed (Today) - Music
LJABC 4 years ago
This is slightly changed since I last heard it. I think the change is at the begining. What did you do?
LJABC 4 years ago
I sang the first verse a little differently. I put a little more variation in the notes compared to other verses :)
jeffstunes 4 years ago
Great song and beautiful pictures!
5 Estrellas
PrincessDiana161 4 years ago
Thank you very much. I think that is Spanish so I should really say Gracias :)
jeffstunes 4 years ago
Awesome video and lyrics, like the pictures too!!
5 stars....
littlecherubs 4 years ago
Thank you very much :) Hope Jordan's songwriting is coming along well :)
jeffstunes 4 years ago
He has one song he has finished and he is dying to put a tune to it so he can sing it LOL!!
littlecherubs 4 years ago
It's good to know his creative mind is working. That's the start of his individual expression in music. It will also help his expression of other songs he sings. He's learning to get behind the words :)
jeffstunes 4 years ago
Every time I go out you post a video. I didn't log off until 14:00 and was only gone for a short while. I'm sure you do it on purpose.
Love you loads! Mum x
LJABC 4 years ago
Damn! You must have found that hidden camera :)
jeffstunes 4 years ago
Where did you put it?
LJABC 4 years ago
Pointing toward the front door, with a pressure sensitive switch that alerts me when anyone leaves the premises :)
jeffstunes 4 years ago
Nice...
MGABBYB 4 years ago
Thank you Mary :)
jeffstunes 4 years ago
30/09/07 23:34 UK Time
Honors for This Video:
#91 - Most Discussed (Today) - United Kingdom
After just 7 hours, Well done!
LJABC 4 years ago
Thank you for that mum. That was pretty quick going this time :)
jeffstunes 4 years ago
simply brilliant and great vid too
clattybrown 4 years ago
Thank you for a wonderful compliment Clatty :)
jeffstunes 4 years ago
9.5 stars
barmer479 4 years ago
Thank you Billy. You always go beyond the call of duty when it comes to giving out stars :)
jeffstunes 4 years ago
You are really great jeff,
each time you send a vid I´m dying to see it!
1966Nicole1966 4 years ago
Thank you Nicole. I'm glad you like my music. These sort of reactions are what drive me on :)
jeffstunes 4 years ago
I'm blown away by this one Jeff, this one has a unique quality to it, a kind of hypnotic melody to it and a really good bridge, the lyrics make for a very cool music vid, I could see it in my head! more than 5 for this !!
dhaffner101 4 years ago
Wow.=! Thanks. The guitar at the end sweeps from channel to channel and is a big feature of the song, though the stereo effect is lost here. I'm going to have to work out how to make YT play it in stereo :)
jeffstunes 4 years ago
Hey Jeff, I can tell you how to make your songs in stereo, you just have to sacrifice video quality.
dhaffner101 4 years ago
Excellent. Could you tell me how? The vids I've done with my own songs have only been pictures, so the video quality is not really that important. I'd love to know how. I have seen you do it in some of your vids.
jeffstunes 4 years ago
that was a great song,it's shocking how many great songs go unheard by the masses,so did you have a deal and make c.d's?or is this is a hobby?
lazymornings 4 years ago
Thank you. No, I've never had a deal. I've been trying to be heard for some time now. It's only recently that I've been throwing everything into it. Maybe I'll get there in the end as a writer :)
jeffstunes 4 years ago
love it
peterbleakenstein123 4 years ago
Thank you Peter :)
jeffstunes 4 years ago
That was beautiful,Jeff!
yourlittleslave 4 years ago
Thank you. It's a few years old, but It's one of mine that keeps on popping into my head :)
jeffstunes 4 years ago
Schönes Video und ein super Song.Danke.
Aergerdichnicht 4 years ago
Danke Aergerdichnicht :)
jeffstunes 4 years ago
((((HUG)))) Im Here :o)
HuggableAngel 4 years ago
Lol. Well it's about time :)
Thank you ;)
jeffstunes 4 years ago
hehe :oP
HuggableAngel 4 years ago
Hi jeff, this is so beautiful, i have enjoyed watching and listening *****stars as always (:-) love+harmony
fastzoe 4 years ago
Thank you Jan. I'm glad you liked it. This is a few years old now. This was one of the songs that several of my friends really liked :)
jeffstunes 4 years ago
i understand why your friends liked this song, beautiful, excellent, fab, you are very talented (:-) love+harmony
fastzoe 4 years ago
I know that not everybody will like what I do, but if I can get more than 50% that do, I'll be more than happy :)
jeffstunes 4 years ago
WOW... I love this! Happens to be I was sitting here at the computer.... Let me watch it again....
Hisautumnrain 4 years ago
Well... I have looked at it again and really focused on the images as the lyrics flowed. The way you created this Video was "brilliant"! I loved the deeper secondary meaning in the short flashes of images almost hidden underneath the surface of the more "Real" images that are seen for a longer time. How meaningful is that Jeff? WOW... blows my mind how deep you run...
Hisautumnrain 4 years ago
We are like this in life aren't we Jeff? Us humans going through our own inner more private of struggles... while life goes on. You have created not only a wonderful song but a magnificant masterpiece in the Video images! I don't miss much, as you have already found with me. I can't tell you how much this Video means to me and will touch and move and even bring comfort to thiose whom might feel alone! Thank you for ALL you bring to YouTube Jeff...
Hisautumnrain 4 years ago
And for what you have brought to my life. Thank you for this beautiful reflection of the man, spirit and awareness of so much in life that goes beyond most of us. This makes me filled with such .... hope and love you have no idea! Thank you again! Love to you and all you do, touch and care about...
Your friend, becca @-->----
Hisautumnrain 4 years ago
Thank you Becca. It's good when people recognise the subtleties of meaning.
jeffstunes 4 years ago
Lol. Thank you. I've been meaning to mail you, so I'm going to try and to that. I'm a bit disappointed that it didn't come out in stereo because the bit at the end sweeps from side to side :)
I'll mail you soon Becca :)
jeffstunes 4 years ago
Jeff, thank you for the words written to me here. That is enough! Please do not feel the need to write right now. I am doing great and I know you are near me in thoughts.. as you are with me. I am moving Jeff... out on my own. Please pray for me and send me good thoughts. The move should be complete by the end of October, though I will be working maybe even two jobs to support myself so I won't have much time for YouTube....
Hisautumnrain 4 years ago
But I will be looking out for you. Please write me if you post a video.. for I wouldnt want to miss a one. Contact Horntsnest as well if you need to get ahold of me. He will know how to get in touch with me imeadiatly. You have my email... I will tell you more when things settle! My love goes with you...
becca @-->-----
P.S. I love the ending as well. But I loved the contrast of the beginning to the end as well!
Hisautumnrain 4 years ago
P S S .. Get Skype and we can chat real time. Would save the "Novel writings". ::smiles:: You have my name there. Love , Light, Peace and Humiltiy be with you always Jeff. Tell Mum I send my love and I know she is NOT far away as well. That too brings me comfort! ::skips off:::
me again, becca @-->-----
Hisautumnrain 4 years ago