Best PostSecret

[MissLou33]

the complete disgust i feel with myself because i want to die, but i do not even have enough courage to do it myself... so i do anything to numb the pain.... have become so irrtational & careless in hopes that it will happen.... and everyday i pray for God to please take my life and replenish those i have hurt. #patheticandhopeless

[sodachris3000]

i started tearing up when the one about having friends and still being alone came up.

[Ms1username]

I desperately want to be loved by someone, anyone. No one will love me because I cannot begin to love myself.

[percythetrain1]

hey does anyone know what the 3rd song on this video is? thankyooouu! xxx

[sarcasmisjoy]

@percythetrain1 no suprises by radiohead!

[NoOtherLikeMe7]

I think of you everyday. I cry about you everyday. And when I'm drunk, all I do is cry and talk about you because I love you more than you'll ever know.

[cavmusicnyc]

Fucked up about the pin in the condom........that is not right.......

[LindseyxMarieee]

i never gave up hope, believing you'd come around, and now i'm gone..

[cm3007235]

Well........ that was depressing

[djspiderweb]

when i' alone and about to fart, i put my hand in front of my asshole and fart..ahaha

[mangunhan]

watching this video seems like a waste of time because I'm already dead inside.

[OneSandgrain]

I'm tired to try and never find something good I did. Everything is wrong, except my children. I feel a bad mom, I love my children so much, I don't want to have a bad influence on them. I know they diserve a better mom. I want them to always be happy, but I'm not happy in this life

[percythetrain1]

@OneSandgrain keep breathing. xxx

[kingofallthieves]

i sometimes put my hand between my butt cheeks & then find people to shake hands with.......

[heroinhannahheart]

everynight max doesnt call me i cut myself once to keep track of all the nights he didnt think of me. and i only eat when i talk to him...he barly calls anymore..but i cant stop

[piekid666666]

I love you so much. I have almost literally spent my whole life loving you. I've loved you since 1st grade. Yeah, for real. I still remember all our inside jokes, I still dream of your emerald eyes, but you have moved on. I just hope that now, as I am going into high school in one week, and we will be at the same school again for the first time in 3 years, you will notice me and I can rekindle that friendship that you and I had. Maybe it will even turn into something more. I love you, Madison.

[foreveerr]

LOL @ 5:30 <-- that was a deep post secret.

[CaribbeanAC]

One is the loneliest number.

[gotcheer511]

I found myself while trying to be someone I thought you would want.

Sometimes this thought kills me, mainly because I know you still don't want me and you probably never will again.

I'm afraid I've lost my chance.

[gotcheer511]

I found myself while trying to be someone I thought you would want.

Sometimes this thought kills me, mainly because I know you still don't want me and you probably never will again.

I'm afraid I've lost my chance.

[purpleyfishy]

My sister lost her virginity at 17, im 17 and ive never kissed a boy.

[xXxMysteryLovexXx]

@purpleyfishy you are not alone



[bambiandgimpy]

it's fathers day. My dad would rather spend it with my brothers that me. He never calls back.

[DROCK2265]

I post thought-out comments on YouTube videos hoping to get thumbs up so I can feel like I'm making a connection with someone because no one in my real life seems to get me.

[semiluvsthegirlz]

i make fun of myself and call myself a terrorist when other people are around so it seems like i dont care. I go home and cry for hours afterwards.Atleast people think i can take a joke.

[ThePurpleTote]

I had to watch this with the sound off because hearing someone else's voice read a strangers secret, kinda ruins it.

[crappy1]

everyday i wake up i wish i was dead

[goofey708]

that was kinda sick about the babysitter doing that to innecent little kids

[snappleapplesnapple]

I love reading these because there are so many I can relate to and it feels good to know I am not that alone

[dfin100]

i once played strip poker with a few hot girls and my uncle....im always looking forward to play strip poker with him again.....kidding,

[dfin100]

i once played strip poker with a few hot girls and my uncle....im always looking forward to play strip poker with him again.

[katietheslayer]

No matter how many walls I put up that night and how much i pushed you away, you didn't give up on me. And I'm not giving up on you.

[RubyABlack]

If I hadn't have met you, life would be so much easier. But I can't bring myself to ever wish that. I'd rather have you in my life with a broken heart than have never found you at all.

[knightsintodreams]

You finally told me after all these years,

But i didn't see you that way.

Then why, whenever i'm with someone else,

I wish i was with you?

[MelodyAngel15]

At night instead of imagining laying in bed with my amazing boyfriend I imagine laying in bed with my best guy friend. I feel guilty every morning when i realize i've woken up smiling.

[derman077]

Truth be told. I think secret posters are a whiny. Hello from Stumbleupon.

[ZCrimsonSnipeZ]

postsecret inspires more than any artist, any writer or any musician.

[TheLizz19]

i love the voices because it makes it feel more real...wow!

[TakingOnSevenYears]

I know we're young, and they can say whatever they want about it...but I still believe I'm going to be with you forever.

[Moonsong08]

after my parents forced me to stop talking to you this summer, i realized how horrible you were to me.

when school started, i promised myself that i wouldn't fall back into you again.

i still talk to you in world history everyday.

[TulipGar1977]

I pretend he's watching me from outside my window at night while I'm in my room. I know he's lying to me. So why can't I just let it go? I'm afraid to. What happens if he is the one? I'm afraid it will kill me inside doing so...I know he's ruined it for all men. ALL. I can't see myself with anybody else. While he goes to bed every night with a different woman =(

[xoxoIcyFlamesCruxoxo]

OMG, the one that said " Everyone who knew me before 9/11 thinks I am dead" just broke my heart. THAT IS SO SAD! Poor guy! I hope its fine now! (yn)

[ilovchristine]

I used my schools high priced lunches to justify my anorexic habits

[Hatebred8085]

I love her with every fiber of my being.

And I always will.

No matter what.

[xXSpeggyVizyXx]

I binge and purge too feel beautiful.

[subliminal85]

I am such an asshole because i am affraid of being loved.

[ellora3]

whats with the voices? do not like.

[alistair26]

"I use sarcasm to hide how ridiculously vulnerable I am."

Sums me up.

[BeastlyRomance]

its makes me happy to see people release their secrets to share them with a total stranger. hes doing a great thing and is even saving some peoples lives who needed to let it out. thank you.

[MrDcb215]

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[miocevich5]

this is incredibly sad , but i laughed at the one where she poked holes in the condoms in order to get more babysitting jobs

[jessikagurl101]

I want to tell my mom that the reason I'm depressed is because I want to die, but I don't have the courage to kill myself... I don't know if that would make her feel better.. or worse.

[crisrocksonguitar]

@jessikagurl101 i have the same problem.this helped:"fuck the poets of the past ,my friends.there are no beautiful suicides,just cold corpses with shit in their pants"

[coolasacucumbah]

holy shit @ 8:35

[reggie12793]

I  love Postsecret. (:

[omnipotence99]

7:25. I feel you.

[piropersonsunite08]

Secret:: my bf writes wonderful poetry and belives that writing is the best way to solve your problems, he writes me a poem almost every week, its incredibly annoying and boring...

[Midnightsilver13]

I find postsecret facinating. In the procces of being vuneranble and exposing one's inner most secrets/self to others, people appear to form attachments and emotional bonds to others. Not only are they eliviating themselves of their silent burden, they gain a sence on comunity when they find others share similar secrets. it's a beautiful concept.

[jessikagurl101]

I recently discovered that my childhood wasn't as glamourous as I originally thought.

[starrynightskies1710]

I hope my English teacher find someone who respects and loves her. I want her to be married and happy. I honestly think she was the only one who ever saw us for what we were. Everyone was horrible to her, still she tried.

[kitkat8352]

Thanks but I can read

[sunshine2751]

i have no relationship with my family, we say we love eachother. but i barely know them

[dolphin18coco]

if you google self-injury , youll probably find that its a common "MYTH" that people cut for attention. its true for me though.

[bookcreator]

@dolphin18coco I hate people who stigmatize those type of cutters. If you have to hurt yourself to get attention, that's pretty serious. But most cutters cut for control. There are resources to help toy though.

[iMustBePerfect]

you promised me you would never break my heart like the last one. So you put it back together, piece by piece, and over a period of 12 months, I fell in love with you. It wasn't my heart anymore. It had been put back together by you. By your hands, your words, your kiss, your love. Yesterday, you took it back apart. You took away your hands, your words, your kisses, and your love. And left it that way for me to put back together. And I don't know if I can ever forgive you. Or trust another.

[ppttrriicckkyy]

I would have never had the strength to quit heroin if it wasn't for getting pregnant with my daughter. I found out when I was 8 months pregnant that I have Hepatitis C. She saved my life....And I ruined hers.

[MsSlcpunk]

i was lead on by a boy!! and it was one of the most hurtful things in th world to find out he didn't like me like i liked him. but i think it has made me so much stronger, so thanks jerk :)

[cbbabbii]

@MsSlcpunk same here! <3

[pj20081]

i tell him i dont like him over and over and wen ppl ask i say no not to convince any1 else or him.......but myself.......idek anymore

[bonnierose26]

i hate myself and who i've become.

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[regios4ever]

Everyone thinks I'm strong and tough but I'm really breaking on the inside.

[JSchnabbs]

don't like the voices. it makes it less universal. especially if it's 3 or 4 voices in a cycle

[javalava3]

I broke up with my boyfriend because I wanted to flirt with other guys, its only been a couple hours and I feel like I've made the BIGGEST mistake of my life.

[jessikagurl101]

I'm single at the moment, but I really hope that someday soon I'll have a love at first sight experience.. and then be with that person for the rest of my life.

[msissyjulia]

@jessikagurl101 to experience love at first sight... is the biggest dream ive ever had! i hope it comes true one day for everyone <3

[Juliabeach]

Thank you for posting, but you reading them drove me CRAZY

[nothingeverlasts6]

i dont like it with the voices

[jnduck]

3:48 same here

[jesusrox1994]

i lie to the people that trust me the most.

and i don't even have a decent explanation as to why.

i'd rather be an interesting liar, then an uninteresting truth teller.

i hate myself for it everday.

[nomcookiimonz]

@jesusrox1994

I do the exact same thing when people ask what i did during the weekend, rather than admit i have no social life.

[xXxMysteryLovexXx]

@jesusrox1994 you are not alone

[poopkins13]

I love somebody

who told me they didn't feel the same.

[x3BeautifulMistake]

The last one was touching. & very true.

[piyushrajput]

touching...

[jessikagurl101]

I always get compliments on how 'beautiful' I am, but the truth is.. I feel so incredibly ugly. One day I just want to look into the mirror and like what I see.

[sinsoo]

@jessikagurl101

You have no idea how beautiful you are, everyone is, and everyone deserves to know it. Even you.

[xoPUMAoxlove]

I have a social anxiety disorder. But, my mom doesn't believe it. I spend a large amount of time avoiding people and crying in the bathroom at school when i think someone is whispering about or looking at me in a weird way. It has gotten so bad that I've gone into panic attacks without anyone knowing...but i know I can't tell because no one wants to hear it again. They think I just want attention :(

[cogafugi37]

these arent meant to be good or bad btw. they r just secrets

[wiesteria7xzz]

I'm constantly frightened that everyone will leave me.

[DG1RL08]

@wiesteria7xzz you're not alone

[DG1RL08]

you;re not alone.

[TheEmpireOfEuphoria]

Youhurtmebeyondexplanationorac­tion.Butyourpainisstillatrilli­ontimestheequivalentofmyown.

[Frozeal]

6:20 ohiseewhatudidthar

[JessicaAlba10]

the last secret gives me chills......amazing video

[x3BeautifulMistake]

@JessicaAlba10 Agreeed.

[jillopdog]

That card about 9/11 is so horrible, who the hell would do something like that?!

[razorbladekisses101]

@jillopdog Im curious about what kind of person that is..Maybe he didnt have a family.. or maybe he's just an asshole.

[razberrycorvet21]

i absolutely hate the fact that my b*tch of a roommate can get a boyfriend and I can't.........what the f*ck is wrong with me?

[mckinnonx13]

Selective Mutism hurts, my best friend I'm in love with wouldn't know what it's like, but I do.

[HannahKathryn2]

Instead of watching the video, I read all the comments instead- and sobbed the whole time.

[keagan405]

im starting to not like the girl im dating but she is the only girl who has ever like me enough to date me and im afraid i wont ever find someone else

[ppttrriicckkyy]

@keagan405 You will find someone else. I promise. <3

[jldloves420]

I am so in love with Postsecret.

[xxxTheRealNikixxx]

I don't see the point of life anymore. I'm only 13.

[ingzingaingi]

the only thing i can say to you is it'll get better, i promise.

[SoCalize]

@xxxTheRealNikixxx i see, u listen to creed you shouldnt

[razorbladekisses101]

@xxxTheRealNikixxx The reason why you dont see a point to life is because your 13. Lot of people don't at that age. Especially those who grow up in endless chaos(me).I didn't see a point till I was 19 and it was worth the wait..Maybe you'll get lucky and see it earlier than I did.

[emilyINshades]

You made me wanna die for a year 1/2 because you didnt love me back because of my weight. Know im waiting for you to come back, so I can shoot myself infront of you. I never got over you.

[Manda452]

When my friend asks my opinion of the guys she is dating I always tell her how wrong they are for her what I don't tell her is how much better I would treat/love her.

[KiraraEX]

I hate the person I'm becoming, but I don't know how to stop it and be who I want. I'm too afraid of rejection.

[SaintInsanity02]

1:52

Every single fucking time.

[kristensaraa]

does anybody know who sang this song?

[JessicaAlba10]

@kristensaraa Sarah Mclachlan - dirty little secrets. LOVE that song

[wiki765]

I wish i was brave enough to let people see the real me.

[NamiNomiCupcakeStar]

@wiki765

me too.

[rantingpurple]

I have become comfortably numb. I am losing touch with my social being.

[angelic6465]

I finally found the love of my life but I'm chasing him away with neediness and my fear of loosing him.

[travelcholic2663]

I'm in love with someone whom I have not met.

[dotlol123]

I want so badly to be like everyone else for once, instead of the outcast I pretend to want to be.

[ILike2AnnounceThings]

"Separated by routine we all are mourning in parallel form the same silent tragedies"

[plansforus]

Even after 5 years, I'm still completely in love with my best friend. And he'll never know because I'll never tell him.

[Tswanburg]

@plansforus tell him, theres nothing you will regret more than not

[wpgholley]

just put on some indie music and mute it

[kaileyisgreen]

This is great, but the voices reading the cards kinda ruins it. It's best on mute :)

[misscheerfulone]

I love this video but I think hearing the voices read it kills it. How do we know if it was a man or woman who wrote it?

[idiotwithaAK47]

Question... where did you get the voices?.. Because one of them sounds REALLY familiar. So so so so so familiar....

[andisparklesparkle]

I'm not scarred of [[Marriage]] or [[Commitment]]

I'm scared i'll fail you as a wife

and that the magic between us will

slowly disappear...

[prittikitti925]

i dont want to get married, because im scared that my husband will get tired of me, not want to be with me anymore, and only stay with me because of a promise to God, not because he loves me, and wants to stay...

[dadavo1]

@prittikitti925 don't be afraid!!!! just live !!!

[Jessie2691]

There is a very good chance that I am profoundly and irreversibly screwed up.

And yet I keep moving forward.

[xXxMusicAngelxXx1]

secretly, i hate my own friend because she got engaged to someone shes only been with for 5 months, and i've been with my bf for a year. Im jealous cuz once again, someone else got what i wanted more than anything...

[granddaughterofthegu]

Iwassoreadytochangeeverythingf­oryou.butwhenyouweren'twilling­tofightfrusIcouldn'tbearit.Tod­ayIpretendthatwearedistantfrie­ndsbutrellyallIcouldeverwantis­torewindtimetowhenyou"cared"an­dfreezeittomakeitlastforever.I­stillcan'tthinkofanythingIwoul­dn'tchangeforyou.

[badgrl89]

i'm scared of losing my baby because every good thing i've been given in my life has been taken away from me.

[yarrcaptainbecky]

i have given up on humanity.

[leighannc90]

I dream of killing myself every time i go to sleep because I dont' think i'll ever find someone to love me again

[theillusionk]

i like smile when im sad

[Corruptah]

I don't talk much not because "it's better to remain silent & be thought a fool than to speak out & remove all doubt" as i always claim but coz of my lack of confidence...

[xXmusicdefinesloveXx]

i do that to .

[DeadlyWhispers]

I'm afraid I'll never fall in love.

[nirkynuts]

@DeadlyWhispers I'm afraid I'll never fall in love again.

[jessikagurl101]

I'm terrifed of what's next. I hate not knowing what's gonna happen.

[LittleMissClumbzie]

secret : My name is ******and Im an eighteen year old high school student. I started receiving money because my father had passed. I bought it all. The cell phone, iPod, digital camera, laptop, endless clothes and make-up. I seemed to think that all these material things would mask the anger, resentment, and sadness that lies within me. I thought that money would change most of my problems.

Didnt change a quarter of them.

[4daPeace]

Thanks for sharing.

[cse0621]

@LittleMissClumbzie Only GOD can get you through with everything.

[LittleMissClumbzie]

@cse0621 i dunno what to believe in anymore.

[Moriamour]

the narraration is amazingly cool... it takes it to the next level

[actionspeaklouder87]

I cant find the words to talk about all the things that make me sad so i made my own post secret postcards, and i took them to therapy, it saved my life <3

my friend always tells me my heart is too big for this world and it makes me sad because its true =/ i want to change the world and take peoples pain away from them.. i think everyone deserves love and happiness, including myself, and it makes me cry everyday.

x

[nirkynuts]

@actionspeaklouder87 Don't cry... Smile because everyone has that chance at happiness. :)

[Jessie2691]

@actionspeaklouder87

Thank you...thats all I can say.

[KAHUCHAN]

"I broke up with my boyfriend who used to call me darling when we made love, because i fell in love with a man who calls me slut when he fucks me."

<3

[alishadibs]

Why.

[prettyxpinkxbows]

the one at 2:33 says 'i'm lost without her'

[1294britty]

i turned into an easy girl because nobody loved me before that. still, nobody loves me. nobody even sticks around long enough to have sex with me.

i don't understand. i think i'm pretty. i guess nobody else does.

[Otanseeixaprotodi23]

do you love yourself?

[nicoleskii]

@1294britty keep your head up. love will find you

[1294britty]

@nicoleskii Thank you. That means so much to me. <3

[aduslle]

@1294britty You're beautiful. <3

[1294britty]

@aduslle Thank you. So much. <3

[EvilRhapsody]

i lie to ppl and tell them what they want to hear so they like me

[Theeliteones]

i love this girl, and the other night i found out that she was raped at 7 eyars old from a person who was 15 at the time...i became so furious i punched walls till my hands went numb,,,i would kill him given the chance...

[spokanesmostwanted]

i love my gay 35 year old brother more than my straight and married 33 year old brother. today's my 28th birthday and the gay one still gives me great gifts. the other one WHO EARNS A LOT just gave me a high five, knuckle bump, atomic explosion... grrrreat....

[spokanesmostwanted]

listen to "goodbye again" by vertical horizon when viewing this...

[jessikagurl101]

I don't know how you feel about me and if you ever really loved me. I will never know for sure because I can't trust a single word you say. Even tho you're a lying bastard, I still care about you.

[ilovebdays]

i listen to 'all hands on deck' by waking ashland :) it's a great song

[X7prettykitty789X]

5:06 :O