id love to share emails with you maybe we could become friends, ive spent all afternoon watching your videos and i really understand you get back to me if you want
Andi, I hope you don't take this as an insult. I hope you do take this as a compliment, considering you did mention in this clip that you get B's and A's in your university assignments, when I say,"I wish all of my assignments were like that too." You probably have better professors than I do. If you have already graduated -- assumably by now -- how many classes were you taking in each semester?
I graduated in 5/2008. At my 2-yr college, I took 4 each semester, one or 2 in the summer, & in 1 semester I took 5 while I was in a play. I had taken 3 courses at my transfer college because I couldn't afford 4, but they offered 4 credits as opposed to my first college, which offered 3 credits. Plus, I lived in the same area of the college & had a scholarship from the community college, so it was less expensive for those reasons.
Andi, you also sound brilliant! Wow! Unfortunately I can't take those many classes due to ADHD. I have a hard time focusing in class, trying to listen very carefully, & unfortunately quite often I drift into another dimension (daydreaming too much) & it's a battle trying to control that cognitive area. Which means I can only handle 1-3 class a semester. Usually 2 per semester. That part I hate it. It slows down my progression & it sucks big time.
I wish I was brilliant, but I'm not. I worked hard in school, and spent so many hours doing homework and extra credit. I used to drift off in math classes because math was not my strong point. Sometimes I couldn't absord math because I was too bored or falling asleep. But my other classes weren't really difficult.
I recommend Tramadol, a prescription drug that is uniquely active at both the serotonin and opiate receptors in the human body. chemically induced euphoria might offer some relief, and Tramadol is not a classified substance either. all the best.
I'm really sorry you see life so grim. It saddens me really. Life is full of wonderful people - we just have to see that. I wish you all the best of luck and pray that people will surround you with love, laughter, and kindness.
Most people are just too conceited to realize what is going on with another person. & I just don't know what makes friends stab each other in their backs either? This is all too common. It's wrong and it's hurtful, but they could care less about damaging another "unworthy" human being (someone not a part of their world).
I have cut off contact with people, so it would be difficult for me to see anyone even if I wanted to. My trust has been broken so many times. I was stabbed in the back so many times.Sometimes I look back and wonder if I REALLY had friends.Before my depression became severe, I had tried to converse with others, but everyone was so cold & walked away from me. It was rude of them. At that time I did not let anyone know what I was going through. I put on the "I'm fine" front and it got me nowhere.
I noticed that in a bunch of your videos, you talk about "them". You talk about how they are mean to you and don't understand. You also talked about having trouble putting on a smile for interviews. I think a lot of your troubles are intertwined so that even going to the store is bothersome. Honestly, I think you really need to find somebody you can trust that you can go to the store with or just get out of the house with. I know it's tough, but you gotta trust somebody.
id love to share emails with you maybe we could become friends, ive spent all afternoon watching your videos and i really understand you get back to me if you want
olivialorna 2 years ago
Olivialorna,
if you want to reach me, you can email me from YouTube and I will gladly respond.
AndiV138 2 years ago
Andi, I hope you don't take this as an insult. I hope you do take this as a compliment, considering you did mention in this clip that you get B's and A's in your university assignments, when I say,"I wish all of my assignments were like that too." You probably have better professors than I do. If you have already graduated -- assumably by now -- how many classes were you taking in each semester?
McCaler 2 years ago
McCaler,
I graduated in 5/2008. At my 2-yr college, I took 4 each semester, one or 2 in the summer, & in 1 semester I took 5 while I was in a play. I had taken 3 courses at my transfer college because I couldn't afford 4, but they offered 4 credits as opposed to my first college, which offered 3 credits. Plus, I lived in the same area of the college & had a scholarship from the community college, so it was less expensive for those reasons.
AndiV138 2 years ago
Andi, you also sound brilliant! Wow! Unfortunately I can't take those many classes due to ADHD. I have a hard time focusing in class, trying to listen very carefully, & unfortunately quite often I drift into another dimension (daydreaming too much) & it's a battle trying to control that cognitive area. Which means I can only handle 1-3 class a semester. Usually 2 per semester. That part I hate it. It slows down my progression & it sucks big time.
I hope you didn't mind me sharing that. :)
McCaler 2 years ago
McCaler,
I wish I was brilliant, but I'm not. I worked hard in school, and spent so many hours doing homework and extra credit. I used to drift off in math classes because math was not my strong point. Sometimes I couldn't absord math because I was too bored or falling asleep. But my other classes weren't really difficult.
AndiV138 2 years ago
I recommend Tramadol, a prescription drug that is uniquely active at both the serotonin and opiate receptors in the human body. chemically induced euphoria might offer some relief, and Tramadol is not a classified substance either. all the best.
OsirisBlackpool 3 years ago
OsirusBlackpool,
Thank you for the suggestion, I appreciate it, but I don't think I would find that medication, but I'll learn more about it online.
Thanks again,
- Andi
AndiV138 3 years ago
Are you always so negative?
mullen941 3 years ago
I'm negative 24/7. I don't see a bright side to anything, but I wish I could.
AndiV138 3 years ago
I'm really sorry you see life so grim. It saddens me really. Life is full of wonderful people - we just have to see that. I wish you all the best of luck and pray that people will surround you with love, laughter, and kindness.
davidallendellinger 3 years ago
Most people are just too conceited to realize what is going on with another person. & I just don't know what makes friends stab each other in their backs either? This is all too common. It's wrong and it's hurtful, but they could care less about damaging another "unworthy" human being (someone not a part of their world).
AndiV138 3 years ago
I have cut off contact with people, so it would be difficult for me to see anyone even if I wanted to. My trust has been broken so many times. I was stabbed in the back so many times.Sometimes I look back and wonder if I REALLY had friends.Before my depression became severe, I had tried to converse with others, but everyone was so cold & walked away from me. It was rude of them. At that time I did not let anyone know what I was going through. I put on the "I'm fine" front and it got me nowhere.
AndiV138 3 years ago
I noticed that in a bunch of your videos, you talk about "them". You talk about how they are mean to you and don't understand. You also talked about having trouble putting on a smile for interviews. I think a lot of your troubles are intertwined so that even going to the store is bothersome. Honestly, I think you really need to find somebody you can trust that you can go to the store with or just get out of the house with. I know it's tough, but you gotta trust somebody.
RoboJesus88 3 years ago